Week that went by

Yet again another week has gone by.

The beginning of the week was not so gd. I mean i had meetings and more meetings.. What happen was tis.. Monday JIVE Main com had a meeting and it was so sickening.. Crystal who is the P and Dennis Ops manager, during the holidays, met up with Eddie, and Chronos for dinner and discussed about JIVE related stuff.

I didnt like Eddie since the day he came in because of his attitude or nerdiness but its more of the way he does things, his processes and method of processin. I nvr did like it at all. I know frm his face that im not in his good books however he is a Module Chair and NOT an IG Advisor.

What happened was that during the meeting from the way the P and Ops manager were talking, it sounded like they wanted to over throw Janice's power. Janice is the IG Advisor. My other managers were very disturbed by it and they went "Ay Sherwin how?"

The Yellow Ribbon Project which was acquired last yr by SCPM kinda went screwed and its not JIVE's and well the P has taken it and im quite sure its goin to go down the drain. I kinda tot of stepping dwn from my position however if i did that, my other 3 managers would also step down because they too have nothing to lose however if we were to do that, it will reflect badly on the Faculty and on the IG advisor as well.

So yea jus took it in stride. My Ops manager apparently kinda insulted SQ infront of me cos i actually suggested SQ as e sponsor cos Jery, a friend, said they might be able to help... So my other 3 managers upon hearing the insult jus tooked at each other and watched me. I called Jery up and well checked the matter..

I couldnt believe my ears wen the P and Ops Manager laughed and commented :SQ for wat? dress in kebaya and sell tickets is it?" I was so pissed and lashed at them saying "i cant believe ur brains are so small. They wouldnt go dwn right cheap to do that. Thinking back i don think they would wan to sponsor meaningful projects simply because people like u jus have got no cells"

I ended the meeting and next day there was suppose to be a "Open House Meeting wif eddie" But No Eddie didnt turn up.. SO MUCH FOR MEETING!! OMG!! Like real lor.. Well since were were there, i made use of the time for our JIVE meeting.. Prepared Agenda.

Got everything done and then i said "Anything? anything anyone wants to say?" Everyone nodded and i said bye to them but before i left i tongue lashed at my Ops Manager and said "Please get ur facts rite next time because SQ could have sued u for making defamatry comments that are not true. He kinda got scared and i said don test me. I have and had witnesses. I jus have to get them to be witness hhaha..

Left and well yea Wednesday had meeting at PA and well yea i got very bad grades cos i left sch early.. As good as not coming.. got a D.. dam Fat bernie.. Shld call him Burnie!!! ahaha.. Pussy ass. Thursday was our JIVE meetings and well i was a bit odd.. Mind not in e body and Friday hmm yet again another rainny day..

Was depressed and well yea had very morbid tot amidst the depression.. Really glad i've got few good classmates whom i can count and rely on.. Lots of my classmates kinda commented that i have been depressed since i got back and Ant commented tat i have been silent.

Did kinda change but its more like jus wearing a mask.. Things with Dearie havent been good too.. But glad we are at least now talking..

Tis morning i was reading the papers like after so long, and i spotted this article " Is it time to retire the Singapore Girl?" Very interesting and well am goin to write in.. kinda interesting.. Will be posting that write up on msn spaces

Think ill end now.. hehe..