Monday, July 17, 2006

Schooless Monday

Tis morning i woke up as usual for school.. Contemplated on whether to go to sch or to stay home.. After much consideration, i decided to head back to my room, lock the door and slp the day thru..

Woke up at like 8 for a while and back to slp.. Later, at 10 plus, really got up..

Kinda really tired.. Shu Hua said last night that recently, she didnt see the confidence in me.. It was true lah jus so sian and well maybe i have to creak my head on wat to wear and well haiz duno lah sians..

I spent the day recalling my days working at the airport while i was watching "Triumph Of the Skies". Its true that in the airport, u see different stages of people's life.. Not jus others but ours as well... Tats from my point of view..

Was also thinking abt school.. School is out in 5 weeks time and that means change in class and classmates thereafter. As much as i like my class, i kinda do wish for a change? Maybe bcos there are some whom i don like? Jus tat i wan to get over the first yr which is boring.

I hate double maths and triple science i jus wan to move on. If could i wish to skip. I mean how can PBL be used for Maths and Science?? Its totally impossible.. AND I HATE IT.. Haiz.

There were jus so many tots in my mind.. Alvin is getting on my nerves bcos he keeps arrowing at me and well i guess im jus a time bomb waiting to blast at him jus waiting for his next wrong move.. He assumes lots of things and blames me for certain stuff which i really hate..

Duno lah haiz

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Busy Busy

My Mystery Gift at Merlion.. Gift A the rarest one.. hehe.. The rest had fans..
Merlion frm where i was.. nice??

WOO PARANOMIC VIEW.. SO NICE!!! In Carlsburg Sky Tower
Woo Nice view.. Too bad no one to share wif
WAT THE FUCK!!! THEORY?!?!?
Woo my file wif my name :) Tats my dept..
Its been abt a week and 1 day since i blogged.. Lots have happened since.. Lets see... TOday is the 15th... On the 5th, i wen to Sentosa for an interview and well on Wednesday, 12, abt a week later, i got a call, saying that i was successful and that i had to go for an Orientation at Sentosa.

Im finally picking up the pieces though i have been extremely busy.. Jus on friday, Xian Hao said i seem to be busy every Friday wif my outside friends.. Kinda took it as a call to socialise wif my classmates..

Thing is they go home early every Friday and i prefer to go home late.. Its like Monday to Thursday slog like a mad dog and then Friday, after sch go out and play and saturday is also for friends and sunday is quality time alone at home and church wif God.

Though i havent been goin to church for a while, i pray to go soon.. ahaha.. ok tats lame.. Hmm i cant wait to start work actually.. Yday was my job orientation.. It was dam fun.. I mean wow.. Free rides.. Went for everything except for Underwater World and 4D Max... Reason being they arent under Sentosa's management..

It was still fun though.. I kinda really like being at Fort Siloso and Images of Singapore.. I hope i get posted there.. Hmm met charlie for dinner.. Back late.. haha

Hmm think frm now on im goin to blog here regularly.. But not in sch though.. Think ill jus do it in MS word come back home and then do it.. Kinda ok now.. not sad but i pray tat God wont chasten me but erm well be kinda..

I know im asking too much but i jus wan time.. :( Pls LOrd?


Saturday, July 08, 2006

Friday came and left

Ok tis today is Saturday.. Woke up at 1pm... Yikes.. I slp and i didnt like wake up along the way.. Just slp right thru 1 and woke up.. ahaha.. Not sure wat ill be doin today.. See how ba..

Yday was quite ok i guess.. I mean i really looked forward to sch after so many days.. Everything jus seemed to beautiful suddenly.. Like a little kid walking along e pavement and everyone looking at him and wondering y he looks so happy and confident kinda thing.. dunno y.. hehe.. jus felt tat happy..

Boarded the bus and well there were some pple who were really looking at me.. Wonderin y.. Alighted and waited for my other bus to come.. Service 168, The Magic School bus.. It came.. Was the third bus to arrive at the bus stop..

Everyone chased the bus.. I was standing there like there would be another bus.. The driver didnt open the door and everyone was there.. Everyone still stood at where e bus was while i was at the stop..

The 2 buses left and 168 drove forward and stopped at where i was.. I stepped forward and everyone else rushed to the door.. i was one of the few who was able to make it up.. headed in and the bus was indeed cramp..

"Dancing in the moonlight" was on 98.7 it was the usual muttons in the morning tat well maybe i have finally got used to.. Still prefer Morning Madness wif Dan and Grace.. There were still the best..

Anyway, was moving to the song.. Given the small standing space i had, i really wonder how i managed to be able to do it.. haha I dunno if i was seen a not but yea.. Kinda nice.. hehe.. Carefree for tat moment..

Just then, this man, while the bus was doing out of the junction heading to the road tat leads to TPE, got off his seat and wanted to stand like as if e bus will forget tat he is alighting.. Goodness.. In the process of doin so, his elbow hit my head.. Was quite pissed.. Stared at him.. The person who was seating wif him, offered me e than empty seat..

Sat all e way to Woodlands.. Had Science UT.. Was late.. Smsed XH to go first and tat ill be late.. Will keep it short here.. Reached sch and headd to sch.. Think im goin to flunk this test.. Lesson was ok.. Looking forward to work wif XH and SH.. Didnt quite bother much abt Mint and Endang.. Mint didnt seem interested and didnt care.. Endang didnt understand anything..

SH had to go to another grp.. *Sobs* Monday will be in e same grp hope would be ok.. Thomas Lee asked who could pass Alvin his notes.. Frankly i was quite relunctant.. Jus do it as a favour i gues.. Tried to contact him however the response i got was very displeasing.. Think its e last time im goin to do something for someone like this..

Soon lesson ended.. The gaming gang which had XH and e rest stayed back to game while i was there to do some stuff.. MSNed and chatted and emailed.. Left at 6.. Headed to PS to meet Pete for dinner and movies..

Dined at Crystal Jade Kitchen.. food was ok.. Had Gui Ling Gao for dessert.. yummy. hehe.. Hope i get gd comlexion after eating it.. Wen to watch "4.30" the show was rather abstract.. One has to really understand lots of stuff before u can actually watch it.. Very little talking.. Interesting and unique..

The movie was at 2130hrs so we kinda like had sometimes to talk arnd and all.. Creative has a new store at PS happen to walk in.. Coincidentally saw the new ZEN VPlus the previous day online and well tot it would be out.. Went in and lo and behold it was there.. it was nice.. 1GB for VPlus was $199 and Zen V was jus $179 for 1GB..

Fell in love wif it.. Wish i could have it.. So dam nice lor.. haiz.. Now need to creak my head on how to get it.. Need to work and get it.. Love it so much.. :( *sobs*

After movies, walked back to Pete's.. Drank Bacardi coke and kinda dozed off.. Pete called for the cab at about 1.30am and wen home.. REally tired.. Came home took lappy out and set her up.. Showered and chatted a little and then headed to dream land..

Now im like so dam bored.. Wondering wat to do for the day.....



Friday, July 07, 2006

Interview at Sentosa

This few days, i noticed that i have been slping late and its taking a toll on my body.. Feeling very terrible too..

Mornings were terrible but anyway who cares.. Today was well a tiring morning same for e last few days.. Today was also my interview at Sentosa.. Will jus jump to my interview.

I was practically ranting rubbish simply bcos i was so prepared that i jus forgot wat i wanted to say.. Smoked my way thru.. Now its jus to wait to see if i pass round 1.. If all goes well then within the next 2 weeks or hopefully earlier, i would get a call and yea..

Mean time im hoping that it wouldnt eat into my S2006 events and the training itself. In anycase, my S2006 event is more important then anything else i mean aside from religion that is.. Left for dinner and headed home later.

Chatted wif Grace and realised how much i missed her.. While chatting, smsed her my current blog's add and e password too and after so long, she let me read her blog.. Its a trust that i guess is earned??

Reading one of the entries entitled "The Green Eye Monster" dated Tuesday, March 22, 2005 brought back lots of fond memories.. Rite till e first time we knew each other late 2003 and she like all other stewardess bully me and i got to know her on one of the night flts to india on MI468 i think on one of the nights..

Since then wenever i see her, ill rub it in by asking "Full load arr??".. Later she wen missing for a period of time and saw her early 2004 and after chinese new yr i think end january in 2004, her first day back in SQ doin a HKG turn, we exchanged numbers and since then, our story began till today..

Lookin back, i didnt regret knowing her at all she was e drive in my life.. Though we had quarrells but well no one relationship or friendship is perfect.. COnflicts do arise but more of how u solve ur differences and we always do..

Dearie i miss u lots.. *MUacks*

Its kinda late.. think ill end here.. nitezZ


This morning woke up didnt go to sch.. Was kinda thinking of my interview yday of how e interviewers reacted wen i said finish my N level to find out im in poly now.. haha.. quite funny...


Rotted infront of lappy e whole day.. Xianhao called me today.. Shu Hua on e other hand, in e evenin, asked me to study for my Science UT tomorrow.. Asked for the past 3 6P and well skimmed thru it.. dun understand it..


Seriously PBL is not suited for Maths and Science.. its already someting i cannot comprehand and still have to PBL goodnes.. sometimes i really wonder.. funny..

Wah so late le.. tink i better iron my stuff and slp le..

Didnt talk to mummy today.. Quite angry wif her and i don give 2 hoots if she is angry wif me.. sians.. ok lah nitezz.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Interview at Sentosa

This few days, i noticed that i have been slping late and its taking a toll on my body.. Feeling very terrible too..

Mornings were terrible but anyway who cares.. Today was well a tiring morning same for e last few days.. Today was also my interview at Sentosa.. Will jus jump to my interview.

I was practically ranting rubbish simply bcos i was so prepared that i jus forgot wat i wanted to say.. Smoked my way thru.. Now its jus to wait to see if i pass round 1.. If all goes well then within the next 2 weeks or hopefully earlier, i would get a call and yea..

Mean time im hoping that it wouldnt eat into my S2006 events and the training itself. In anycase, my S2006 event is more important then anything else i mean aside from religion that is.. Left for dinner and headed home later.

Chatted wif Grace and realised how much i missed her.. While chatting, smsed her my current blog's add and e password too and after so long, she let me read her blog.. Its a trust that i guess is earned??

Reading one of the entries entitled "The Green Eye Monster" dated Tuesday, March 22, 2005 brought back lots of fond memories.. Rite till e first time we knew each other late 2003 and she like all other stewardess bully me and i got to know her on one of the night flts to india on MI468 i think on one of the nights..

Since then wenever i see her, ill rub it in by asking "Full load arr??".. Later she wen missing for a period of time and saw her early 2004 and after chinese new yr i think end january in 2004, her first day back in SQ doin a HKG turn, we exchanged numbers and since then, our story began till today..

Lookin back, i didnt regret knowing her at all she was e drive in my life.. Though we had quarrells but well no one relationship or friendship is perfect.. COnflicts do arise but more of how u solve ur differences and we always do..

Dearie i miss u lots.. *MUacks*

Its kinda late.. think ill end here.. nitezZ

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Why is it all happening??!!!

I dunno wats wif me.. I wen to sch sulking and to wear a mask to cover all e unhappiness.. above are shots in e toilet wen i wen to seek refuge.. I jus dunno how to handle the dampen moods of my members.. I try but its so difficult..

Its so hard to please.. Y is it so? Y is it like tat? Is tis a punishment for not goin to church??

My speech today well it sounded ok.. Jus hope i get votes.. Wats mine is mine.. Leave it to God.. All in his timing.. Frankly today wen alvin joined my team i was a bit displeased bcos of how he treats pple sometimes and makin it sound he is not in e wrong.. I dunno maybe its jus me..

Im jus mindful and all.. Haiz i dunno lah i feel tat everything doesnt feel right.. :'(

Another day

Went to sch tis morning.. Still feeling quite dwn and out.. Not to forget today voting is officially open.. Frankly i leave it to God. If i get it, Thank God else maybe try again next yr and tis yr isnt my yr.

Lesson was quite ok.. Feeling dwn but well lets jus say i wore tat mask i would were wenever im dwn and to cover the sad side of me. Was meeting Michael for dinner and yea.. Headed to Marche after school and well it was nice..

The last time wen we wen there, i had a very bad gastric flu.. This time i had no stomach flu but low spirits.. I noticed my appetite too has erm dropped.. Maybe bcos i didnt go for training.. Food was good though..

Wen to watch "Road to Guantanamo" it was erm liberating and i was in low spirits to really feel the whole show but it was nice.. Very real and something i would recommend all to watch. Was talkin to him abt Alvin.. Uncovered certain stuff as well and erm well i have no comments but still displeased by wat he bitched abt me in his blog lah..

Headed home after tat and well yea.. Kinda dwn.. GRAce smsed and said that she wanted to Resign frm SQ yr end.. Pleaded her not to and well lets jus say we reached to a consensus and yea.. will work towards it.. I really love her and miss her for that matter.

Kinda tired.. Very slpy.. Think will end here.. Jus wondering wen ill cheer up..

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Was RP meant to be or was it a total mistake? My weekends.

Since school started, i haven't been myself. Have always been very under the weather.. I really dunno y.. Stuff so complicating that i dunno how to even type it dwn here.. On Monday i guess i got hit quite bad that i jus woke me "Mask" to cover that very sad side of me, so much so that i literally over did everything and in doin so, i guess everyone jus got pissed wif me,

Yes i do know tat i pissed quite a few others in my class but well.. On thursday, i read classmate's blog. I was stunned to read abt the nasty stuff he wrote abt me. Ok i agree that yes maybe im self centred and self absorbed and i don give others the chance to speak tat day.

However i was stunned to learned tat he wrote something like tat.. Tried to take it positively.

Maybe its my fault and well others perception. When they duno abt the day's problem statement they wan can tell that they do not know and jus because of one incident, they bitch abt u. I noticed tat i didnt really bitch abt others to tat extend for some times and well guess for tat matter, i did change.

Since coming into Poly, im happy wif the fact that im in poly but jus sad tat i duno somehow i jus feel that there are somethings that arent right i jus dunno.. Its like im sad dwn... Do all ITE students who make it to Poly feel the same?? Of course there were days that i am so happy that im a poly student and that im climbing out..

Its jus.. haiz really i dunno what word can best describe me now.. Let alone the situation and y i feel things arent right. I was tired and i duno y wen i didnt so anything.. Maybe bcos im not exercising.. i dunno..

On friday, i didnt attend sch i dunno y.. Worst of all, it was my fav lesson.. Cognitives.. YIkes.. Wen for dinner wif Moonie.. Long time since we did tat but well finally we did.. Enjoyed dinner and yea.. Tats abt it for Friday..

Saturday came.. Wen out wif Ahmad.. Wen to The Cathay to watch "The King and the Clown" finally i got it right.. Have always been pronouncing its as "The clown and the king" ahaha.. It was nice..

After purchasing tickets to the movies, we walked and i really mean walk.. We walked frm The Cathay to National Library.. It was my first time to National LIbrary.. haha.. Later we head back to The Cathay for e movies..

Frankly, i nvr liked watching such stuff wen i was a young kid esp those chinese ones.. HOwever in light of the recent "大长今“ i have come to like such shows i mean few lah but quite a few lor.. its really very nice.. haha didnt expect myself to like and actually watch it.. haha..

The King and the clown was a very nice show.. Headed to Singapore River after tat and we walked again.. haha and it was relaxing.. Many a times, we are so rush for time. For example, after movies, take train to ever to go for dinners..

Once in a while, its nice to jus walk and appreciate the simple things u see.. It was really erm theraputic i would put it.. haha.. Finally Reached Esplanade and had dinner has Thai Express.. Dinner was good.. haha..

Halfway thru dinner, i got a call frm a classmate askin me if i was goin for e bday party.. I was shocked tat i forgot all abt it.. Guess i was too busy that i forgot all abt it.. I didnt rush thru dinner infact i enjoyed dinner.. ahah

Dinner was good. Wen to look for an ATM cos gave her like $10 for bday present.. Took a train to Pasir Ris and then later took a bus in .. Think the rest are in e pictures below.

Pictures of my day are all below.. hehe.. enjoyed being wif my depressed self..

Landscapes of Singapore on a Weekend
Busy City of Singapore
Unique Architecture of Singapore
Mix of Pictures
The Old man who found Singapore. I saw tis in my P4 Social Studies Book and i finally saw tis statue for real. Not as interesting as it looked in e Book though
Landscapes of Singapore at Night
Yi Xian's bday chalet