Terrible Week...

This week wasnt very well happening.. Lots of stuff happenend. I mean i wouldnt say that i was gd but i wouldnt say that it was bad either.. Monday had UT.. Woke up early and well the bus was actually late!!!

While i was on the way to school, i was actually on the radio and well they kinda said that there was road works goin on on the exit after Jalan Kayu.. At Ponggol, there it was.. Slow traffic.. Thank God that i made it in time well i was actually early.. hehe..

Came in before Audra!! hahah.. UT was quite ok.. My group however was quite slack.. Audra kinda saw tat i was well erm hmm.. Out?? So yea i engaged in the class discussion more and well it was fun.. Got an A for her subject and well as encouraged as she was to have me in her class, i have to add that the feeling was very mutual.. REally having her as my faci was great..

TUesday.. Hmm was actually late for lesson.. Got a C though i did everything but well.. yea it was understood that grade would be dwn graded..

Wednesday was ok i guess. I mean i had UT and hmm Bernie kinda asked us to do the student survey for teachers.. But im goin to take my own sweet time cos i wan to wait and slowly access and then judge because i don wan to end up giving nice comments and all because he is nice and then having to have him giving me sucky grades.. So will hold all the surveys however i know wat to grade already.. the male faci's who are mean, morbid and have adstract tots, will get it.. The females who are nice, well they are getting gd grades.. hehe

The rest of the weeks jus passed like tat however im quite pissed with singaporean adults.. U see there was tis day and it was raining very heavily.. Everyone and yes including me, for the first time, carried umbrellas..

3 buses came and all assholes, jus ran towards the bus with their dam umbrellas.. Fine i was ok.. Waited for the third bus.. The stupid driver waited for like 5 mins till the next one came.. by then, it was filled to the brim, fine..

To add to it, all tis assholes, jus stood and blocked all the doorbells.. Including me were 2 other RP students.. The bus jus drove past our stops and we were all dam pissed.. By then i was actually pissed and well yea don wan to say anything cos if i did, ill blast off..

I jus maxed the volume of my MP3.. when the bus was turning to the interchange, tis stupid lady jus pushed her way out.. Got quite pissed so i jus hooked her and well yea she nearly fell but of course grabbing onto pple arnd her for support.. Then i was really staring at tis bitch and gave her an extremely disgusted look..

Next there was tis guy.. I was already staring and he jus pushed his luck and i jus stared and before he could take another step, after he noticed e stare and stepped back.. the moment e bus stopped, his asshole jus pushed and pushed.. It really got e best of me and i turned back and i stared and he jus walked.. Goodness.. Singaporean Adults.. so much for youths being uneducated etc etc.. think they really got to reflect..

Sat, had to go to Acer cos lappy couldnt start at all.. met Mark.. Wen wif him.. Goodnes quarrelled wif e another idiot.. Accused me of cutting the wire. Dam cheebye.. I demanded and well had it at half price but i still was not happy..

Jus had to pay.. But am goin to complaint.. Dam fucker.. im very unhappy wif him..

Suddenly this blog sounds like a bitching corner.. hehe.. Wen to settle the screw in Ant's specs and headed home for a nap.. In e evening.. Wen to changi village for dinner and yea headed back wif Ant.. Watched 'Over the Hedge" and slpt.. ahaha..

Today well.. Practically rotted e whole day through.. Ciao for now..

A Week Overdued.... For 200107

Last Sat was working 1800-0300.. The day started off quite ok I mean mummy wasn’t home and I had the home all to myself and it was something long wanted to have noe one at home onli me, my animals and I however I guess the dwn side was that I was actually working..

Was online and watching tv.. Lets jus say my tv watching kinda overshot and yea was rather well not later for work.. Everything was ok till I reached airport and I had to enter the security area.. I actually forget to bring my airport pass.. Taboo man.

Its like a crew not bringing passport for flight.. argh… man!!!

Called my team leader and asked him for the DM’s no. called the DM and explained the situation to him.. For a moment I tot I would be in hot soup however im blessed that he didn’t flare up at me. Rushed home grabbed my pass and well took a cab to work.

Reached work at 1850… Considered first hour break. Well jus wen around doing my stuff.. Well have to say after not working for sometime, forget how to use the walkie and well ahah managed to get those so called senior staff to do the job I mean I wasn’t tat bad lah I too did do my share wif the walkie so yea..

Flights were quite ok initially I mean QF, and BA.. a bit confusing because all code share and its e same and im still trying to grasp the flights… Some how I dunno y I can recall all of SQ’s flights even if its code share but never QF and so on… Weird..

Problems were zero and well zero problem day was short lived because when TG landed, again the usual thing.. Some bags were still in BKK.. hahah.. But that was settled and seamlessly… Really thankful to God..

As more midnight flights started to arrive, the crowd actually started grow. Then I had JL on my side and I saw the arrival board and saw tis MU flight, MU545 which was retimed however I kinda said loudly that it be retime to something later like way after I have gone home and well moments after tat, the “CONFIRMED” flashed and the arrival time was 0344 and I was jumping with joy cos this meant that I need not handle the flight.

However I was so dam wrong!!! While handling my JL, my DM came to me and approached me and asked me wat time I was ending and well I kinda told him that I ended at 0300 and he requested if I could go home after handling that MU flight..

He asked if I could go home at 0500 and he would arrange for cab for me and well I said 5 cannot but I said 0430 can. So he later said ok can. So yea 0430 it was. Later I went home with my flights and had tis UA arrival frm Philadelphia and had tis pax who was from SFO and well he was on transit and his bag was not on the flight.

We checked and after breaking the news to him that his bag was not on the flight, he was very angry and displeased. He flared up saying stuff like “United Airlines sux” etc etc and whole lot more.

I escorted him to the Lost & Found to lodge his report and well kinda checked where his bag was and the system reflected “SFO” and told him that it was in SFO.. He flared up even more and well he asked when would it arrive..

Thing was system reflect 21 Jan but the thing that we don’t know is if the bag would arrive Singapore on 21 Jan or depart SFO on the 21 of Jan.. Wen around handling my other flights. Later after that, my DM asked my colleague to go to the other side because SV has a flight frm Medina and it was a full load flight because it was the return of the pilgrims.. ahha

There was like 7 pallets, 2 trolleys, and I think 2 skids or cargos and cant remember 2 more of something. Belt 22 and 23 were taken up. 22 was for their luggage’s and 23 was for the air zam zam also known as holy water.

On 21, I had CA403 frm Chengdu. It was so annoying.. like I had to direct passengers of CA403 to us the left hand side of belt 21 because the right hand side till 23 was all take up for the pilgrimage flight.

It was VERY CHAOTIC.. I mean everyone was running around and the staff were all involved.. The first batch of air zam zam came out and we were busy offloading them from the belt and I was goin around handling passengers who were puzzled by the large crowd.. It was not onli chaotic in the arrival hall but also where the waiting area was.. All the relatives who fetched those returning.. It was so crowded and well all e staff were waiting for lots of staff and we were all geared up for e mess and well 2 other male colleagues removed their ties and all but I tucked mine into the shirt.. *hiaks*

A Very Chaotic View from where i was.

A Better View of a Chaotic Scene and the belt below is my CA403

Soon the flight was cleared and I had to rush to handle my QR 627. Flight was quite ok.. Light load.. Finlayy after, I could slack around.. not many flights to handle.. It was soon 2 plus and all the 0300 staff were preparing to leave and I cant and I found out there was GF149 & Air Zimbabwe frm PEK to handle before my MU flight!!!!!

Best part was I was told to handle it too… SOLO mind you. So yea did it and well was proud of myself.. Managed to handle the flight and all done with class and dam sui! Ahaha..

Its 0300 and i have Zits popping out..

Awaiting pax of GF149 to come out.. While they are arriving from SYD, im dreaming of SYD..

GF 149 Landed but bags not out yet.. :'(

Nightmare flight MU545 landed and I tell u, looking for pax wif missing bags when u don have the tag no. is hell… Seriously! I mean like I had to wait till the bags are clared and then after that from there, start asking one by one and well yea 44 plus bags weren’t on the flight and yea asked and explained to them the situation.

They were given 2 choices.. 1 was we can do a report for them and deliver it to them however IF customs wan to seize their bags for some reason, they would have to come back dwn to the airport again to collect it and the second choice was wait for the flight tat MU telexed saying that their bags would be on the flight MU 543 which would arrive 30mins after their flight which was 0455… it was quite funny..

This Singaporean pax told me that she would want to make a report and well ok I brought her to the airport and asked her wat happened.. This was wat happened.. This MU flight, was suppose to go to Tokyo and apparently this aircraft broke dwn and at the same time, there was another flight to Singapore.

So they took the aircraft meant for Singapore to operate the flight to Tokyo.. The Singapore flight on the other had was delayed because they had to wait for another flight from Beijing to arrive and while waiting, the airline did nothing for this passengers like provide meals etc and the aircraft apparently was downsized.. Passengers had to recheck in LOTS of items..

For the first time in my life, I have passengers not few but whole flight of them who had to wait told me that they were hungry. While bringing this lady to make her report, I asked her wat happened and so the story was as above.. So that’s y they were hungry.. After sending that lady, I rushed back to the belt because all Chinese speaking and my Chinese was very half pass 6.

Still managed to make it though.. VERY HAPPY hehe… Then later I had tis passenger rushed to be and ranted off like a bullet train.. My officer who was wif me on the other hand kept neggin at me on wat to tell her and its those situation where u have 2 pple 1 chicken and another duck ranting and nagging instructions at u and its was frustrating and I told him to wait and e china girl to talk slowly and explain wat happen.

I asked her for her baggage tag and when I requested for her to open the thingy for me, I was stunned because her pi pa broke! For the first time, I saw a piece of Jade on top of it and it was very expensive and the jade broke and chipped and the string part for the pi pa broke and some minor details too came off.. Shocking.. I mean the staff at Shanghai kinda psychoed her into signing an indemnity form and so I tot that he didn’t sign e form.

She asked what happens now so I said they airline would compensate her and while she was doing her report, I was preparing to go home cos everything was cleared. While I was in office preparing the necessary stuff and arranging my taxi, I did a follow up on her case and asked my officer wats goin to happen to her and well they said that nothing much can be done cos she signed the form.. poor thing..

View of Airport Tower at 0450

ITS 0452HRS!!!! TAXI NOT YET COME!!!

YIPPY!!! GO HOME LOR.. TAXI WHERE?!?!

Went to Departure Row 3 to take my cab and the uncle was fierce.. However I noticed his taxi had lots of stickers and mind u of planes and so on.. So I engaged in a conversation.. I asked him “uncle don mind me asking, how u get all ur stickers?”

Immediately, his friendly side showed.. he went like “O this date back from 1979! How old are u?” I said “20” and he said “o you not even born” and went on with his story… Soon I reached home and yea it was 5 and after showering, it was 5 plus.. the moment I lied dwn, I immediately departed to dream…

Life and the People around us

This week was quite alright i guess.. I mean there was the school open house.. Normally, wen it comes to open house, i was very erm well hyped up about goin for them and well it was always something very fun and exciting wen i was in secondary sch and in ITE..

However tis time it was my sch who is hosting the open house and i wasnt helping my faulty i was helping another faculty because well i kinda am in good terms wif my faci frm tat fac and so yea..

My own faculty module chair wasnt happy wif me.. Best part was i gave his this like i even both kinda look and seem to least interested in his existance. Quite displeased with this new module chair. Prefer my other module chair who resigned..

Partly because of the close rapport i had wif him also because there was like a guardian angel watchin over me but this one was terrible.. He doesnt like any of the JIVE MC members.. Onli few who can carry balls well..

Sorry but im not those who carry balls well.. Make me carry balls ill snip it off.. Kinda did though.. Zapped him off on few occasions.. He hated me more i retaliated more. Cant be bothered and couldnt give a dam.

Well was helping out in another fac's booth and had to "sell" they new dip and yea quite ok. I mean yea i do love culture and sorts and well tis module drew me closer to culture as a whole and appreciating various cultures and i not onli mean traditional culture like the various ethinic culture but culture as in music culture, internet culture and sorts..

Some may think it crazy but frankly even in culture there is also a sub culture of a culture and really very fun and interesting and well was kinda looking at my grades and hmm tuesday was on duty but was too sick so op to be out.. aaha

Few days back, was talking to my friend and last night to licia.. Were complaining and bitching about how tough how yr1 can be i mean it was difficult.. Not easy i mean like yes for me in class frm a day to day basis, i can excell and well yea tats how i actually got good grades and for some modules.

however wen it comes to tests, i suck. Few modules back, for culture, i had music and i got a E for tat and somehow my expected module grade is now C+.. Tragic.. However i thank God for having a great faci to have a C+ cos my daily grades are like As and Bs :)

For modules like enterprise, where i have a faci who have very weird abstract and funny ways of expressing himself, it really jus gets on ur nerves jus seeing his face.. Its so bad tat nowadays, i jus expect a B. Jus last week he gave me a D cos i had to leave early but everything was done and he used some competition for olympics theory to zap me of.. and for his module my expected grade is D+... Well 3 more weeks of him and im out..

Then there is Cognitives and Problem solving where i have tis Indian Faci who cant even pronouce properly.. No offence but his accent is too think.. I always quarrell wif him during presentations.. There were occasions i was late and he gave me an A :) ahaha.. Hmm everytimes there are pretty girls who present, he wont ask them questions and i wonder wat kinda grades he gives them but wen its my turn, i tell u he has got a very BIG ego.. he will zap me and i get so fed up and ill refute all his point back to him like teacher say 1 and ill say 1 - 10 kinda thing and yesterday was a classic example i mean yea partly my grps fault cos there was an error in the title for e slide and then we spend like 10mins debating abt it..

Then i kinda let e matter rest but feeding him his ego with "ok lets jus take ur point and tat u are rite" and he smiled and kept quite.. After my group ended the presentation, i kinda told him "Anyway with regards to slide 3, it was my mistake tat i did not stress that we were looking in e governments point of view and now let me please stress and emphasize that we are viewing e matter of the government and please look at the bigger picture when tis is Cognitives and problem solving." He kinda kept silent and my friend said something and he refuted her and she too zapped him off and well we fed him wif his ego and took it back out.. ahaha .. For his module my expected module grade is B :) ahaha.. Guess all e debating did help..

There there is my maths.. We are now on VB.. Visual Basics... Terrible.. tis faci is a BIG slping pill.. for him nothing to say.. boring man.. ahah i can jus slp during his class but i didnt.. ahah im getting a D+ for my module grade.. tats how bad it is.. ahaha.. For science.. hehe i love her alot.. my fav faci :) well im getting a D+ but then i like her lesson.. yes science can be boring and sorts but she breaks the lesson dwn for me to digest and well i like her lesson because she explains stuff and helps me to understand and really think very indepth.. lets jus say i twist science and turn it into something related to life and make it very linguistic :D ahaha..

Well tats how sucky my grades are like for now.. but another 3 weeks and im out of yr1.. ahhaa..

Hmm tis morning, mummy kinda asked if my late uncle's onli boy chat wif me and i said no. I asked y and she said apparently their mother is goin to send them to Singapore for a holidays.. i was a bit stunned like My aunt has been forking out LOTS of money for their father and instead of well repaying them e money since she has e money now, she sends the 2 kids to singapore and my aunt was suppose to come to singapore and becos of them well not say bad or wat lah but i mean pple save to come but help their brother and i mean instead of sharing u onli use within ur family.. Very selfish act.

I told my mum, don expect me to be nice to them i mean i would do wat i must but i wont do more than tat bcos they are selfish and extremely heartles.. haiz.. The devil in them.. Really can act well..

Im quite glad that amidst such pple, my family aint like tat and well im grateful to how i was brought up and well our family seems quite interesting.. I mean we do tear frm time to time and well tis jus very intersting..

Not to forget my classmates and friends, dearie and ant as well.. ahaha.. well i guess i have to be thankful to wat i have :) Thank You Lord..

Some Shots i took in sch yday

Mark and I.. Nice pointer.. frm his phone :)

PICTURES

This shots were taken wen i was in Brunei Last yr. They are from my flight there till my flight back.. Enjoy

Chicken with rice and kailan.

On the left my fav cousin. On the right my slutty cousin who slps wif other cousins. IM SERIOUS.

My Nanny (Granny) and i

Aisha @ the back takin shots of the clouds and skies

Me @ my grandfather's grave

At my granduncle's grave

My Grandfather's grave

Grand Uncle's grave

Aisha & mummy

Boring me @ Sungai Liang

Gani & Aunty Jean

Izan

Izan is bored

I did the salad and the creams and help around to prepare the meat.

Pantai @ Sungai Liang outside one of the deputy minister's house

Aisha & i in Dana's rm

View outside Dana's rm

Nasi Lemak on SQ 182

Singapore Airlines, a Class of its own on Economy Class :)

Week that went by

Yet again another week has gone by.

The beginning of the week was not so gd. I mean i had meetings and more meetings.. What happen was tis.. Monday JIVE Main com had a meeting and it was so sickening.. Crystal who is the P and Dennis Ops manager, during the holidays, met up with Eddie, and Chronos for dinner and discussed about JIVE related stuff.

I didnt like Eddie since the day he came in because of his attitude or nerdiness but its more of the way he does things, his processes and method of processin. I nvr did like it at all. I know frm his face that im not in his good books however he is a Module Chair and NOT an IG Advisor.

What happened was that during the meeting from the way the P and Ops manager were talking, it sounded like they wanted to over throw Janice's power. Janice is the IG Advisor. My other managers were very disturbed by it and they went "Ay Sherwin how?"

The Yellow Ribbon Project which was acquired last yr by SCPM kinda went screwed and its not JIVE's and well the P has taken it and im quite sure its goin to go down the drain. I kinda tot of stepping dwn from my position however if i did that, my other 3 managers would also step down because they too have nothing to lose however if we were to do that, it will reflect badly on the Faculty and on the IG advisor as well.

So yea jus took it in stride. My Ops manager apparently kinda insulted SQ infront of me cos i actually suggested SQ as e sponsor cos Jery, a friend, said they might be able to help... So my other 3 managers upon hearing the insult jus tooked at each other and watched me. I called Jery up and well checked the matter..

I couldnt believe my ears wen the P and Ops Manager laughed and commented :SQ for wat? dress in kebaya and sell tickets is it?" I was so pissed and lashed at them saying "i cant believe ur brains are so small. They wouldnt go dwn right cheap to do that. Thinking back i don think they would wan to sponsor meaningful projects simply because people like u jus have got no cells"

I ended the meeting and next day there was suppose to be a "Open House Meeting wif eddie" But No Eddie didnt turn up.. SO MUCH FOR MEETING!! OMG!! Like real lor.. Well since were were there, i made use of the time for our JIVE meeting.. Prepared Agenda.

Got everything done and then i said "Anything? anything anyone wants to say?" Everyone nodded and i said bye to them but before i left i tongue lashed at my Ops Manager and said "Please get ur facts rite next time because SQ could have sued u for making defamatry comments that are not true. He kinda got scared and i said don test me. I have and had witnesses. I jus have to get them to be witness hhaha..

Left and well yea Wednesday had meeting at PA and well yea i got very bad grades cos i left sch early.. As good as not coming.. got a D.. dam Fat bernie.. Shld call him Burnie!!! ahaha.. Pussy ass. Thursday was our JIVE meetings and well i was a bit odd.. Mind not in e body and Friday hmm yet again another rainny day..

Was depressed and well yea had very morbid tot amidst the depression.. Really glad i've got few good classmates whom i can count and rely on.. Lots of my classmates kinda commented that i have been depressed since i got back and Ant commented tat i have been silent.

Did kinda change but its more like jus wearing a mask.. Things with Dearie havent been good too.. But glad we are at least now talking..

Tis morning i was reading the papers like after so long, and i spotted this article " Is it time to retire the Singapore Girl?" Very interesting and well am goin to write in.. kinda interesting.. Will be posting that write up on msn spaces

Think ill end now.. hehe..

My New 2007

This yr began with something interesting. At the stroke of midnight, i was actually sleeping and for the first time in my 21yrs of my life, i did not cry wen i left Brunei. Again contradictions.. Jus grasp it.

Hmm shortly after i returned, on Friday morning, at 4am, my phone was ringing and got awaken and disturbed by it.. very annoyed.. Later my mum was crying.. She said my fav unc has passed away.

No doubt i felt chills running dwn my spine but i couldnt sleep because i was not there to see him and send him off for his funeral. Very sad but i jus couldnt cry. Its like ok u receive the news then wats next? Moments later it really hits u that he is gone.

Very sad but i guess tat life. Yesterday was my birthday.. I dunno.. Pple always say u cannot celebrate ur bday and sorts however, for me i still did.. Thursday i met my Jer.. He passed my a bag frm g-star.. Inside was 1 cargo pants and 2 3/4 pants and a tee shirt. the cargo pants along wif one of the 3/4s were frm G-STAR while e other and the tee shirt was frm Armani Exchange.. Was frm Jer and his sister.. DAM EXPENSIVE..

Wen to watch School for Scoundrels.. Very nice and hilarious.. headed for dinner and wen home.. On Friday, after sch wen to meet Ant.. Was suppose to go night safari to celebrate my birthday but then last min change my plans and so we headed to Vivo but met Ant for dinner and dinner was nice. Though it was cheap and simple but it was nice.

Later we headed to vivo.. Movie was: Pan's Labyrinth.. Nice well can say fairy tale.. Was walking around and got my pressie :) Was a G-shock watch and an outfit well sports outfit. :P Nice..

Took a cab back and well yea for my bday yday didnt do much... Chatted wif dearie after so long.. Been so busy.. Her nephew is still nameless.. ahaha.. But she said it might be Evan.. Unique.. Well towards midnight, Ant called me to go meet and i wen to meet and well.. heheh Got birthday cake!!! hehe :)

Tis morning well.. wasnt a very gd morning i have to say.. well now blogging..

Past few weeks havent been gd but God was there.. Prior to my uncle passin on, i had tis dream he passed on and and there was tis day where i was wif him for his follow up and well he said something to me and well it was negative but after saying tat, he smiled.

Kinda asked my cousins if they had any dreams of him and all said non and wen i told my mum she kinda asked me y didnt i tell anyone and of course i told her it was a dream how can i go round telling pple tat? Weird rite?

Hmm since he passed on, lots have happened but well i guess i have to jus get used to not having his around.. Yesterday i was clearing some emails and somehow his email popped out and i was wondering should i delete it or not..

Eventually i didnt delete it.. Somehow the recent trip, had lots happening.. Both gd and bad.. Im jus glad at times im not there for gd so i can jus escape and get my mind off.. Or jus be plain ignorant about it.

My Brunei Trip (161206-010107)

Leaving on a Jet Plane 161206 SQ182 37,000ft Above sea level; 1000

Im now on 9V-SLC, SQ182 operated by Silk Air using their A320 aircraft at 37,000ft above sea level where the local time is 1000hrs J

As I was looking at my blog sometime back, I realized that the last entry was in October. It wasn’t that long ago but to me it still is. In any case, prior to my last blog, I was actually preparing to leave for Brunei and things weren’t good.

Many a times we see and hear of people who say that a family is closest when something happens in the family. As much as I would like to agree with that statement, however beneath this fact, is something that contradicts that statement.

There are still politics running in the family. Interesting as it sounds, that is what is happening in my home. Well I wouldn’t solely say that its onli in my home but also in other people’s home.

Hmm barely 2 months since I got back frm Brunei, here I am blogging at 37,000ft above sea level. Rich some people would say but well in times of need, money is something we cannot be stingy with.

This morning I woke up at 0530 hrs. Usually, SQ182 would depart at 0940. Yes I would be flying SQ but operated by MI. Doesn’t make much of a diffy to me since I always flying either of this. Plus the aircraft for MI and BI are the same.

Back to my story, well I took a cab to the airport and well wen I was there, the row was already opened and the flight was actually 0905. Terrible.. Goodness Thank God I didn’t assume the flight was at 1000 and that I checked when I was at the airport.

In any case, checked in and all and later wen into transit area. Flight was extremely FULL.. Goodness.. Saw a few familiar faces J Managed to get my cutlery set.. hehehe.. so happy. Had nasi lemak and it was YUMMY!!!

There were prawns.. Real fresh peeled prawns. Dessert was some chocolate cake thingy with fruits… Not Fruit cake though. Bread roll well had seeds.. Unlike BI.. Dwn in J Class, they have their SMALL DIGIPLAYERS.

Here in EY, I have a 15” lappy with ALL my fav songs and MOVIES!!! Hehe.. Now tats called “A class of its own” hiaks.. ahaha..

Im currently up in the air.. They are doin inflight sales.. I know the SFSS but I doubt she recognizes me.. There are 2 more whom I recognize 1 of them do recognize me im not sure of the other cos she doesn’t seem to show.. Of course she gave me the occasional smile..

Hmm well now tat I have practically covered my flight.. Will jus briefily touch on life th last few weeks. Trip to Brunei was ok I mean lots happened.. Was glad that my mum and I came in time and we were able to be the mediator in various aspects of the family.

As the nephew and the well perhaps unimportant one, the trip indeed made my relatives change their perception of me. Perhaps of the way I do things and I talk.. I dunno but non of my cousins were consulted to share their tots on politics in the family however I was approached and well yea.. Did wonders with the power.

Literally got my fav unc’s family back on track and I guess he really trust me tat much J. Tis of course was wen he was in Singapore so I was jus there to tidy up the messy they had. I mean not literally mess but yea..

This time my goin there is to jus follow up and spend time. Funny how family politics can actually tear a family apart. Interesting and well I guess contradictions are always everywhere but its how each individual plans to use various methods to prevent it from happening.

Even jealousy. Im glad that now my bro and I aren’t jealous of each other cos we practically lead separate lives though under the same roof and all.. I mean wen we were young, we wanted the same material stuff.

However now yes we do have the same wants however its now

OK GTG TOUCHING DWN NOW.. CABIN CREW PREPARE FOR ARRIVAL PLEASE!!! YIPPY!!!

171206 Sunday 1547hrs

Yesterday after touch dwn, immigration was terrible.. Had to wait and wait.. The officers were chatting and chatting from topics like “Have you eaten?” to “How was your flight?” and not even looking at the passport to issue the stanp.. Terrible.. Was very pissed..

After I was cleared, there was a change in the belt. Apparently moments before my flight arrived, there was a flight arriving from FRA.. Crew were all waiting so thus they changed the belt.

Managed to get out without having to go through customs check.. Everything was quite ok but was quite tired.. Maybe because of the lack of sleep. Finally reached and well things were quite good.

This morning woke up at 11 plus.. Nothing much really happened nothing much to talk about as well. Jus tat my cousin who jus had a child, well she would be goin through a divorced soon. Pity the kids this days. Hmm next few days would be here being my unc’s nurse.

Deep inside me, im so deprived of internet. Dam RP for their internet environment.. Sometimes the internet can be both to our advantage and also disadvantage. On the gd side, it helps us in our work be it in research or whatever is it we are doin, on the bad side, we are too dependent on it.. And wen we are at somewhere where the internet is not widely available, that’s were we are dead.

PBLic for example is one advantage. PBLic derived from PBL or Problem Based Learning where the users or process is called PBLic, is something that really helps us but haiz for me now, im dead without it..

Then again, tis would be a gd time for me to hit the bibles and do my QT and talk to God since its Sunday and since I haven’t been goin to church etc. Would do it later.. Yes im Procrastinating and it’s a sin but.. J Nil comments.

O yes! Back to my story abt my bro and I, well now its who has the capability of getting our wants.. I mean we are peaceful because we don’t fight etc and this im glad and blessed. Thank God for this. J

Hmm my uncle is here.. My mum’s cousin… Hmm family politics.. Really kills the family.. Pride, Ego too.. These are things we cannot control… I mean even if we want to, it takes 2 hands to clap… One side can work but if the other side refuses to do anything then nothing will come out of it…

Guess I would end here for now..

191206 Tuesday: Low Morale; 1427

Didn’t really blog yday cos there weren’t much to really blog about… Yday was quite alright.. Followed Unc Mel aka Baba to the hospital to take his blood. After taking his blood, we headed back home and well he was quite ok.

Everything was ok. Was kinda like his nurse. Was sitting watching him to see if he needed anything till I dozed off… Dinner and all was ok.. At night this agent frm some co, came.. Apparently my aunt purchased some health products from him so he just dropped by and well yea gave some advise…

This morning, again headed to the hospital and did some follow up and just to update him on his blood test. All seemed fine… When we got home, I asked if he wanted to eat… He told me “if im hungry I’ll ask for food.”

Later I kinda toasted a piece of bread. Gave it to him and again he gave me the same thing and his attitude well tone rather was rather angry and cross… Didn’t really bother nor care though.. Headed back into the kitchen and spend some time there.

In the afternoon, my aunty came back and got us some food.. I was in the shower then. Moments later, I heard cousin crying. When I got out, I heard crying and shouting downstairs.. My other cousin was in her room on the same level playing her game.

As I have been sleeping in the room, I went to her room to put my stuff down and immediately asked her what was happening down stairs… We rushed down to see what was going on… Everyone was quarrelling and so on.

My aunty later got my 2 younger cousins and rushed off.. Very dramatic I know. Well that was how things were moving.. Am glad that things were ok soon after well glad I did come in useful to clear the mess.

We had lunch and later and well stuff went back as per normal…. Hmm my cousin is having problems with her marriage and going to get a divorce soon… My 4^th unc’s wife, its been some time since they’ve been together…

For the past few visits, I was quite well initially I was quite hostile towards her however as time went by it was the occasional “hi” and “hello” onli through this trip, that I really chatted with her and so on..

Very cool… She is very nice and hehe.. very nasty too.. Not towards me but to my cousin’s husband’s gf… It very natural I guess.. Really enjoy this bonding with my aunt.. hehe.. In fact every night, we kinda have our “mini bitching session”…

Think ill just end here for now.. Hmm the ups and dwns we face in life.. Stikes a balance but too much of either of each, we got to make a stand and make things rite.

Leaving For Singapore

Time now is 1328, current altitude 37000ft, on board SQ181, 9V-SLB, operated by Silk Air using their A320.. Took off from Brunei at 1220.. Flight today is good.. Lekchimmi, Priya, Jolene, Jennifer (SFSS), Norlee, along with 2 other NEW girls.. hehe.. One is Gwen and the other I cant remember her name.

Aside from the 2 new girls, the rest are all familiar faces to me.. Trying to get them to pack my tray for me as in the plates etc.. heheh..

Last night at the stroke of midnight which was 2007, while others were happy partying away, I was sleeping.. SO TERRIBLE!!! Recording breaking!!! Hmm for the first time, I didn’t cry wen I left however I was actually reluctant..

Its like I wan to go but I don wan to go but I got no choice.. Very Contradicting.. Mixed emotions.. Very Human.. ;) Listening to Don’t cha by Pussycat Dolls.. Yet again a class of its own.. ahaha.. Actually shld be “A Class of MY own” hehe..

Touching down shortly I believe.. I Cant wait to get back home to see my cute bear bear Russell
Overal this trip was good I was able to see my aunty and the bonding and all was there.. She is older than me by 8yrs old and im calling her aunty.. My other aunty is 44 I think.. Cool rite??