Busy Week

Tis week was kinda like a busy week for me.. Wednesday, i wasnt sure y i came home late.. i think and Thursday and Friday, i was volunteering at Giving Tree @ North East.. The last time i was tis exhausted and all was wen i was at the IOC..

Got into a fight like tis week and i fainted and apparently wen i regained consiousness, my head was spinning so bad.. and i had migraine.. While i was unconsiousness, i had tis funny dream abt kor and i.. I dunno y.. Well i he says he wants to be my kor.. But there are somethings i wan to ask him but he never answers me..

I dunno y. Initially wen he was my kor kor, he was very nice.. i have to say it was sweet and nice to have a kor kor.. But then after sometime, he was very cold towards me especially wen he came back from Rockhampton..

The sweet time and goodness we had disappeared.. Its kinda depressing.. Everytime wen i log into his blog, wen i hear tat song and read abt his day and all, i dunno y i jus feel very depressed.. I nvr had a driving force till he came in and i dunno y i made him or used him as my driving force...

Sometimes i do find tat im very naive.. Believing pple so easily.. :( i dunno y.. haiz.. Right now, im using tis current volunteer project (Giving Tree @ North East) to avoid my depression.. But aside frm depression, have tis physical exhaustion.. :'(

I dunno how long i can take wif tis torture i have.. I mean im jus waiting for tat day wen he says he doesnt wan me as his didi.. He says he wants me as his didi.. But he doesnt well treat me like one.. i mean the occasional calls and spot checks etc.. let alone meet up..

He says he is busy and all tat he cant be wif his friends.. For the past few days, wen i read his blog, he is always out wif his friends.. but wats of the brother of his?? Neglected.. and he says no.. Wen i wan to tel him off, he jus ignores me.. seriously i dunno wat he wants yet alone wat he wan to do..

:'( i don really think of my kor.. well i do think of my kor but then wen i think of how he treats me, i do have my doubts.. and he never wants to assure and give me tat security he used to.. i dunno y..

Well enough of my frustration and all lah.. WEll i have been having a gd time volunteering i mean yes i have been using it to avoid my problems but thru the process, its fun.. I am now like promoted to Deputy Manager.. Have pple under me.. haha..

Have to like report an hr earlier and go home an hr later cos have debrief.. of course i too have to conduct debrief and briefing.. so yea.. wen i wake up in the morning, im like a zombie.. but everyone says i seem like i have ample slp.. haha..

I love my volunteering work.. kinda gd.. But of course u get suckers who are jus there for CCA points or CIPS points. Im there for Leaderships points too.. but wen i don bother abt the points wen i do my job so yea..

Yday was kinda soso.. had like my Junior's frm SC 3 of them were Deputy MaNagers.. then 4 others came.. 2 of them were ok.. but of the 2, 1 was asking how to be a deputy manager.. could see she was doin stuff ot be noticed to get promoted to be Deputy Manager..

As for the other 2, one was fill wif shitty attitude whilest the other followed like a dog.. Godness. really some of them are not suitable to be councillors.. Their working attitude sucks.. but well i jus hope i can change.. haha

Right now im like looking at emceeing.. haha.. large scale.. Then i miss my security.. plus its easy.. hehe.. and u can see odd pple who wanted to board the EpBus thinking tat there would be a bus trip.. haha.. wen there isnt..

The weather today is so nice.. hehe.. well but its depressing to not have one soyea.. Can say its my kor ba.. sometimes.. i really say screw brotherhood.. tat day wen kor send me tis sms, i asked how come suddenly so nice, he said its jus to let me know he remembers me.. But deep inside.. i wanted to ask.. Remember me as wat? ur brother? ur friend?? or wat? there are many things i wan to ask but he doesnt wan to tell me.. and its always my fault..

Marketing Sentosa??

Tis morning, i woke up at like hmm.. say 0930?? I made a lunch appt wif Sonia, my classmate cum project buddy.. hehe.. I tot i was late so i kinda rushed.. Later in the train, did i realised tat we agreed to meet at 1200... haha..

In any case, i was still kinda late.. haha by 5mins.. I forgot tat i didnt take my vitamins.. To add to the well in a way misery, i didnt have any case to store them.. Decided to grab one frm GNC on the way to meet sonia.. the thingy, cost like abt $2.60 or so lah.. so yea.. dashed off to meet her..

Finally reached.. Guess wat?? She cut her hair.. haha.. Well we later wen to order our food.. Wen we entered Mac, there were tis grp of girls, who were for some unknown reason, keep looking at me and smiling n giggling away.. Didnt really pay much attention to them... Went ahead to order our food...

While having our food, we discussed abt our POM Project, and the Christmas Tree Event at Tampines Central.. At the moment, im volunteering for days.. They are tis thursday and friday and next thursday and friday.. However, if i hit 8shifts, i would get some leadership points..

There for today, we sorta planned the other 4.. Later while eating, California Fitness sorta called and i rejected them.. Of course i did explain to them the bad experience i had tat time.. The person sorta assured me tat it wouldnt happen.. Kinda scaptical abt it.. but yea agreed to go..

Lugging Sonia along cos since we wanted to workout, it would be a gd chance.. so yea.. y not.. Well intend to cut my hair.. so in the morning would be kinda have a tight schedule.. Would go for our jog, then followed by hair cut, but on the way to sch, have to settle the electric bill.. Then after tat, off to California Fitness..

Managed to skip Charlie's Media Corp event.. kinda feel very bad.. but i have no choice.. haiz.... IN any case, both of us headed to sch and attended lesson.. During POM, we wen to see Ms Lee and spoke to her abt out our topic..

Our topic is on Marketing Sentosa as in boosting its tourism numbers and all.. Lots of factors to pay attention too.. At the same time, im also trying to have a better grasp of Marketing as a whole.. still kinda wabbly..

During our short break, we wen to see Ms Lee and before we could start, she ranted abt our grouping.. So we said tat it was abt our topic.. So yea we clearified our doubts.. Later after tat, we had Rajes's Lesson.. I tell u, im beginning to love Mdm Rajes given the fact tat she is strict..

Cos i could see her point of view and where she is driving from.. I really do feel blessed under her wing... Like a mother protecting a child.. Special feeling.. Well yea.. Her lesson was super interactive.. hehe..

After lesson, wen to my friend's place.. Well got some hmm tips?? Wif regards to my project.. So yea.. Well used the word Hypothesis.. hehe.. i dunno y im so gaga over tat word.. haha but i manged to know how to use it lah.. Tats wats most important..

Came home and was kinda tired.. And here i am.. Well chatted wif kor jus now.. Hmm i guess i dunno.. He isnt like giving me cold shoulder anymore?? But in any case, the last time, wen he went to rockhampton, he bought me some stuff.. I sorta placed them in tis hmm well corner of my drawer.. In a way, i guess if he really disowns me, the box would be either mailed to him or i meet him to return them to him..

Thinking of all tis, is kinda depression and seriously, very agonizing.. Signing up for tis Christmas Tree event at tampines, is sorta like to keep me away frm all tis.. In a way an excuse for me to avoid them?? Haiz dunno lah..

I somehow find it very ecentric.. Wen pple first get into a relationship, its so sweet and well very nice.. The feeling of being loved and all is there.. However, as time passes by, u feel like a tissue paper.. No more tat nice loving sweetness u used to have.. but the cold and ugly sight of everything haunts u.. Confusion confusion..

Its a whole theology i don think ill ever understand.. Though wif live experiences and all, pple say its sweet and all but i don seem to agree wif them.. I onli sit and envy pple who are happy.. while im always the one there to see and admire..

At tis point of time, anything can hapen though my options are all open, but im jus praying tat the dreadful day wouldnt come at all.. Cant afford to lose the driving force in me.. Hmm kinda late already.. toddles.. Cheerios.

Gone With The Winds

Tis morning, at abt 0330hrs, i was suppose to be at the Padang for my volunteer duty for the Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon (SCSM).. However, last night (Sat) things took for the turn. My plan was kinda screwed up..

My section leader smsed me saying tat the NightRider Service which i wanted well was suppose to take was not in service in lue of the road closure.. At that split second, i asked myself am i ready to forgo the free Adidas t-shirt i would be getting..

I asked myself. Well part of the reason was because im getting free adidas t-shirt and also to be part of tis well somewat "prestigious" event.. Happen to be talking to a friend.. Asked for opinion.. I was really caught in the middle.. Eventually, i came to a decision..

A very difficult one.. At the expense of the free t-shirt and all.. I didnt go.. Was also kinda tired so really i wasnt in a mood.. Frankly i noticed tat since i didnt go to church, i have been kinda depressed..

I tot tat friends are really tat important but i realised tat God was the one who has been there for me.. I remembered when KC was still alive, each and everytime i brought him out for a walk, i would talk to God like as if i was talk to myself in public..

However, thru the years, tat didnt happen.. Wen i did tat wen KC was life, i was alot more happier.. But i guess things wouldnt always go ur way.. I read kor's blog today.. Haiz.. He spends more time wif his friends rather then wif me.

I do wonder.. Y do u rather we have brothers for? I mean he is jus a godbro per say i dunno if he really treats me like his real younger bro as he claims cos he doesnt really seem to be well acting on his words..

Wen i ask him, he says i probe.. Many a times, im at the verge of well wanting to let go of tis brotherhood, my friends and everything i have got.. However, i have nvr had a "driving force" in my life aside for God..

Till recently.. Everyone who heard of my "driving force", wanted to know who it was.. And all got shocked wen i said it was my kor. For tat period of time, they could see happiness, joy and all in my.. However, till recently, things werent like tat..

I have to admit tat yes its kinda heart breaking.. Cos things wasnt like wat it used to be wen he first came into my life.. Seriously i do miss my kor alot.. And i really mean alot.. But reading it, i don think he seems to bother at all..

Contemplating... Tats wat im doin now.. Rite now in my life, everythig is a big question mark.. Minus the volunteering events tat i would be involved soon, i dunno wat else is there to do aside from my studies.. Kinda gay rite???

Well tats sherwin i gues.. Eminent in friendship but many a times i wonder.. y am i so foolish and naive.. There is tis song "Believe me" by Fort Minor.. Its really a song i used to motivate me.. Esp the chorus..

Yday, i smsed kor kor.. asking him if he wanted to go out.. He gave me a well somewat reasonable "excuse" and i took it.. Tis morning, i smsed him again.. NO reply.. wen i read his blog, i was seriously well somewat taken aback i gues..

Sad too.. kinda disappointed in a way.. If tats the way its goin to be, i don see a point.. But yet inside i cant let my "driving force" go jus like tat.. Its seriously very hard and its heart breaking.. Sometimes, id rather run away frm the whole matter then talk abt it..

I jus wish and feel like deleting the number let alone not bring my hp wif me.. but its something i cant.. U know, as im typing tis bloggy now, the wind outside is jus so nice and fresh.. though the curtains are closed, but the smell of the wind, its jus so uplifting..

I do sense the presence of God here wif me.. Let alone feel like crying i dunno y.. But i guess i jus have to haiz.. i dunno lah.. Seriously sometimes tis kor shit jus pisses the hell out of me.. maybe tats y sometimes i quite wiery of the pple arnd me??

Think ill jus end here lah.. i dunno wat to say anymore.. haiz.. :'(

My Week

Tis week has been kinda physically and mentally tiring.. I mean wow i mean though my time table is kinda go but see Monday i ended at 5 and tuesday at 4 and wednesday i still had tis SC meeting at 4 which lasted till abt 5.30 abt an hr lah.. Thursday and Friday i mean like yea i end at 1230 however, had to go to grab mummy's ipod nano and on friday, yday, wen to buy my stuff..

Yday, i wen to Beach Road to grab like 3 army towels and 1 black army bag.. haha.. kinda nice lah i mean i kinda didnt like the towel cos i guess i havent washed it, so it sorta had green stringy thingys ;dropping out.. si so yea..

I mean like really tis week was very tiring.. i dunno y i feel so tired.. aside from all tis exhaustion and stuff, friends well esp Sonia, she noticed tat i was like very down. I mean she noticed tat i was very down.. Silent and wen im alone, she could see sadness on my face..

Not even my kor could do something like tat and well she is really a friend.. Speaking of my kor, well i did have a feeling that he doesnt wan me as a didi.. plus all tis cold treatment he is giving me.. His friends and all are much more important to him than me.. If u were to ask me, i am scared to lose him but yet i guess to some extend, losing him has no long been a subject to me..

The driving force i had may be gone.. I dunno.. It sorta no longer important to me liao lor.. Haiz.. Well anyway, last night, bought a pair of leather converse shoes.. so nice.. hahaha.. i think tis month i really got some stuff man..

I got my shoe bag, my black bag, my towels, my vitamins, my shoes, and plus wat my friend got my an LV wallet, place model and adidas shorts.. hehe.. Think next month would get clothes.. haha.. 20 more days and im flying off..

Oh yea my project, Sonia and i would be doin it alone.. hha cool our much wanted dream.. Then we are thinking how marketing Sentosa and boosting its tourism visits... haha.. kinda hard but its a challenge.. thus far im having some ideas.. would be doin some brian storming on monday over breakfast and @ mac.. haha..

Kinda gd lor.. Submission of the proposal was suppose to be 23rd.. the day im flying off.. but then i sorta gave teacher tis look so she changed it to the 21st.. so kinda glad.. haha.. abt 20 days or so lor.. haha.. so happy.. I mean its like i can fly and enjoy without having to worry abt the project..

I jus realised tat 2nd, was a holiday.. Called mummy to tell her.. So asked her to change our arrival date to 2nd night.. then 3rd, the next day then go work and sch for me.. hehe... its a tradition i have been doin.. come back a day b4 sch starts.. hehe..

Well so yea.. tat was like my week for me lor.. later im goin out to collect mummy's Rain's cd then dunno where to go le so sian.. But i onli know i have to be back early so yea.. cos i have my duty for the marathon tomorrow.. haiz no transport so i have to go alone.. shit man.. haha..

Think ill end here le.. will write more in abt 25hrs time.. toddles.

Missing my kor kor..

Tis morning, wen i woke up, i somehow missed my kor kor alot i dunno y.. the last time i met him was erm exactly a month back.. Goodness.. I jus miss my kor kor alot.. And yet im getting cold shoulders.. for wat reason, i dunno.. Wenever i ask, its considered probing.. haiz i dunno lah.. Im jus frustrated sometimes.. I mean i wonder does he know how much (my kor kor) is in my life..

In any case, i wen to sch like at 0740 tis morning wen my sch starts at 1300.. due to SC (Student Council) commitments, i can onli start late 1 day so i start late on monday.. After assembly, Wen jogging.. Did like 5 rounds.. hahah.. Went to the stadium to jog..

I felt very good and refreshing but of course tired cos i havent done it for a long time.. Had a shower after my jog and returned to sch.. Slacked and chilled out and later wen to J8 to grab lunch and buy mummy's CD.. Well both she and i are like so into Jay Chou's latest album.

There are some songs in his album tat are nice.. Thing is wen i listen to it, there is a few tracks wen i listen, ill start tearing.. haha.. Oh yea later after tat, wen back to sch and all.. Man i tell u i guess im not used to it and i did push myself and didnt limit myself, i was really tired.. haha

I sorta slp in the access room while checking something.. hahah and later headed for lessons.. the good thing is, everytime, during AOA, ill have shoulder and muscle aches due to the stress while typing.. However, today, wen i was typing, the stress level wasnt tat bad..

Unfortunetly, it came at the cos of my tiredness.. hahah but it was very beneficial... hahah.. Well Rajes, said tat tomorrow (Wednesday), we would be critisizing pple's typing and all so tat we wont repeat tat mistake and in JC, they have tat too.. its kinda cool.. hehe..

Well came home tired so i think im goin to hit the sack now.. miss my bed.. haha toddles. Oh yea well jus had a tiff wif kor kor.. He said i keep thinking too much.. I jus don wan to talk abt it.. Jenson a very gd friend, is leaving and well lets jus say im really tired lor.. haiz

Flip Flop day

Tis morning, i had to go to church however, i didnt.. I did wake up and was woken up by a call.. From someone at work.. One of my officer's one of those whom i dislike working cos he is lazy and busy flirting arnd.. So yea was awaken by his call..

I didnt know who called so i returned the call to find out tat he called.. oh man i regret returning the call man.. Lucky i was in a daze so i said i was busy and couldnt come to work cos i believe they were short handed today.. but i cant be bothered..

I stirred up some lies and i was like.. Sunday morning n im not goin to church and tis is my first lie of the day.. Goodnes.. haha.. Wen back to slp.. Later wen i woke up, i received an sms frm Liwei, saying tat we would meet at 2pm at Pasir Ris MRT Station.

We were meetin to go to the World of Sports sale at DownTown East.. Apparently, i was the first to arrive.. Wen i went to the World of Sports, i was stunned cos everything there was snapped up.. The shop was quite empty..

Called Liwei and i told her tat the shop sorta is kinda empty.. haha i shld have taken a pic of it man.. there were lots of Teva slippers though.. haha Finally they arrived wen they saw the shop, they themselves where shocked..

They wen to like look at the shoes while i wen to look at the slippers.. I decided to get 3 pairs of slippers.. 1 Teva at $15 and 2 pairs of TYR at $6 eat.. tis prices were after the 50% discount so u do the maths urself.. Ended up paying $26 for it.. so yea

Wen home and yea.. haha now i have switch and rotate and can suit my mood.. haha well kinda glad and no regrets.. now i have to jus get my sneakers.. Came home settled some stuff.. later cleaned my drawer and now i have some extra space in my drawer..

Ironed my uniform and well the toilet light blew.. Gotta get a new one tomrrow.. so yea.. Well am starting sch at one tats y im still not in bed and bloggin instead.. Well goin to end here.. toddles.. haha

My Eventful Tuesday and Friday.. Jetstar Asia??

Sch tis week was quite ok.. However, it was raining non-stop.. Heavenly weather and lovely temperature.. haha well tuesday, i skipped sch cos i wen for this Harmony Works! conference.. it was so beneficial we talked abt stuff abt racism and all openly and it was nice..

However, i didnt ask questions cos was for ministers and not the speakers cos they were ministers and all.. so yea.. Well i wen home benefitting frm it lor so yea. They gave us tis book entitle " Skin Deep" too.. cool book to read..

Have started reading on while on my wah to sch.. hehehe

Yday (Friday), as usual, had to wake up at 5am. As usual, i would start moaning cos i dread the process of it.. haha.. Then wen i woke i looked out the window.. and i did look like it was going to rain so yea.. wen i entered the toilet, there was thunder..

The moment i switched on the shower, it started to rain.. Terrible man.. i had to bring umbrella.. and i hate to carry the umbrella.. i hate it so so much.. Wen to change and all.. Left the house after i was done..

On the way to the interchange, it sorta seemed tat it was drizzling.. Wen i got on the train, it stopped raining!!! Dam it!! Wen i reached sch, i was so annoyed cos it wasnt raining..

To add on to the misery of carrying an umbrella, i was wearing a new shoe... Apparently it was big but could fit.. haha and i was also wearing a wrong pair of socks.. dam it man.. And bcos of the shoes, i walked like i jus got "Fu*ked" hahaha cos i had blisters.. pain sia!!

Sch was 4hrs without break and first 2hrs was wif Rajes (my AOA teacher) where we did typing.. haha She was late.. so we did typing.. pretending to be gd students.. haha of course i had other programmes running.. hahah
I do like Rajes's lesson though its very stressfull.. hahaha.. After her 2hrs, we had POM and the teacher did come (Ms Lee) tat meant free lesson. Eric Chua came to relief our class. haha like him man.. he is like the GTO in my sch.. tat gd.

I think in some ways. im like him too.. hahaha.. Like the interaction wif him cool guy.. Well we had to like have grps for our Marketing projects so sorta grouped outselves... some were happy wif their group while some werent.. hahah

After sch, had to go to the airport for my interview.. something tat i have been pending.. Managed to go for it. My friend forgot to bring my papers so yea had to like make do without it.. Later after tat, i filled up some forms..

Was told i was selected to go for the second interview wif the ground handling agent (SATS) now tis is something very new to me.. Later i learned tat im posted to be incharge of Jetstar Asia.. My facial expression changed..

Firstly, i knew i had wat it takes but they wanted full time but i can onli do part time secondly, Jetstar had something against SQ. For the ladies, u cant bun ur hair like how SQ does it but u still have to bun ur hair.. (Something a friend told me)

So yea i wen told the Manager or watever it was i don wan to join Jetstar and he said nvm jus go for the second selection.. I reluctantly went. Wen i saw the crowd, i so shocked.. All the girls (i was the onli guy..)

The other girls had no standard.. Couldnt speak english, couldnt dress.. n tis is kinda racist but some were like mina wannabes.. hahaha.. In any case, wen for the interview. We met the Airlines Relations Manager and he was frm T2 and i met him b4.. He was frm T1 and came to T2

Bcos of the stress cos too many cases and all he couldnt take it so he went back to T1 and now he is the Airlines Relations Manager.. haha.. So yea he gave us the whole " Where Jetstar came frm theory" i was rolling my eyes thru his "lecture" and the others were paying attention but not much attention.. haha

He was telling us stuff i already knew maybe bcos i know so yea.. for their benefit lah.. Then he brought in the planes models and i was so engrossed in them.. haha i was paying more attention to the plane models then to him talking..

Soon the interview began and everyone tat wen in, came out within 3 mins.. I was the last.. Then it was my turn.. Wen in.. The first thing he commented was " Sherwin.. U are the first CHINESE guy.." I looked at him at inside i was saying " like u arent.. " haha

So i sat dwn and he asked where i was studing now etc etc.. N bcos during his "lecture", he made us ask questions, i asked him if our job, requires us to do stuff for the crew like wat im doin now in t2.

He got stunned and so he knew wat i was asking and all.. later he talked abt my sch and he said he couldnt take me in but he wants to put me on the standby list whereby if he needs me, he would call me cos he wanted me to do airlines like Qantas and the whole Qantas family (AO, QF, VF, 3K) and BA too..

I looked at him and asked him "So am i in or not?" He said " Ill put u on "standby" then i told him off.. hahaha.. I said "id rather get a firm answer now then to sit and wait doin nothing." He said on perk days we need people" and whole bunch of crap.

I asked him so im not selected bcos of sch n bcos i cant sacrifice 3weeks for training.. he said i fit the bill very well but yes on grounds bcos i had sch. Then i asked him SQ, MI operate the same planes QF n 3K, n VF is operating.. I mean minus the systems i think the rest are the same.. And i expressed tat 3K is jus an LCC not a full fledged airline where im beggin to go to so it doesnt really matter to me.. Cos he made me read tis sicking boarding annoucement which the other girls didnt do.. i was able to do it though..

He got shocked and i said " thank you n i left" hahaha and wen i came out the girls all looked at me.. I was smiling all the way.. haha.. I called the manager or watever it was to see the Airlines Relations Manager cos he wanted to see him..

Wen the results were announced, few got in.. onli few married ones.. hahah.. I burst out into laughter and everyone was looking at me.. We were told tat we would be posted to jobs in T2.. i was so happy and glad.. i was rejoicing.. hahah..

Kinda glad tat im not in or working for Budget Airlines or LCCs.. But the 3K staff were nice.. Well i think they wan to be better then SQ.. Tat i have to admit cos its very obvious.. so yea.. Headed home later and i was so tired plus the blisters were killing me..

Had dinner and all later watched my Jewel in the Palace.. haha.. wen to shower and off to bed.. Woke up tis morning n i was so tired.. haha feel like goin out later but well see how later.. well toddles for now.. cheerios

Back to School

Tis morning, i woke up at my usual unearthly timing i always do during sch days.. haiz.. so stoned and like a zombie... hehe.. Headed to the toilet and did my usual stuff.. Later, preped up and left for school.. The bus was kinda late.. haha..

Wen i reached the interchange, i sorta made haste.. Then later, i dashed.. hahah i dunno y i was rushing for the first time.. Alighted at Tanah Merah and then took a train tat was empty.. haha i mean well i had a seat lah so yea.. Headed to sch..

The moment i reached the train station, everyone was like walking as if there was some kind of funeral.. hahaha.. everyone was like walking so slow.. terrible.. Of course i jus walk lah.. but alot of people said i walk very fast.. maybe worked in the airport so its already there lor.. pick up speed from there.. Wen i arrived sch, i mean it was drizzling wen i was on the way to school.. so yea..

Wen i reached school, i was feeling so uneasy.. haha i think i jus don wan to be in school yet.. so yea... Wen to the toilet and then after tat, wen into the sc room.. so pack man.. so i left the room and i wen to wait along the corridoor..

Then saw like 2 of my juniors and then we wen to lower the flag.. haha.. Later, had our usual Morning Briefing.. haha... While the President was talking, i sorta was talking.. And he announced my name and i wen "First day of sch and im wanted.. wat did i do tis time" ... haha

Went to see him and then it was regarding the talk i was asked to go during the holidays.. As in i got a call and asked if i could go so yea.. well its tis Harmony Work! Conference 2005 - "Regardless of Race, Language or Religion" at Jurong JC.. live in Tampines but have to go all the way Lakeside..

Im in tis grp where the topic is "To speak or not to speak" which is abt how far our freedom of speech stretch.. Kinda ok lah.. Well jus go lor.. will skip school the whole of tomorrow.. oh yea well anyway after tat, wen to the audi cos Mrs Heng wanted to talk to us..

Fizah, Yanti, Sonia and i were talking our way while Heng was talking to us.. THen she mentioned Ada's name and i was like saying "NOT HERE" so loud.. everyone looked at me.. haha... I tell u i was blushing.. hahaha.. I onli paid attention to her wen she touched on our time table and new form teacher..

We had Ms Lee.. OUr KDS teacher last sem.. I didnt like her cos she was experienceless and then also, tis sem we would have onli 2 subjects and 1 is examinable.. have Advance Office Application (AOA), and Marketing.. so yea.. haiz..

Heng dismissed us and we wen to clean our class.. Ms Lee asked the councillors to organize the class and i was too lazy to do it.. so i got mary to do it.. mary too was lazy so yea.. haha.. I had my ALs and stuff to settle for tomorrow.. so yea.. Was running arnd.. and the class was saying i didnt clean n escaped.. haha

Had no choice.. So later after tat, after we cleaned the classroom and stuff, Ms Lee well can say she expressed displeasure abt her becoming our FOrm Teacher so i would say the feeling was mutuall.. so yea.. haha.. We left after tat..

Wen to like J8 after tat to buy my diary for sch and then bought like the Basic n Advance Theory for Driving i dunno y too.. then after tat, ball and liwei called me to ask me to join them for breakfast.. Initially, i didnt wan to but then later after tat, i went..

Later we went home and then after tat, i dozed off.. think i was too tired.. haha.. n here im am now blogging.. later goin to do my diary for school.. then tomorrow gotta go for my tat Conference thingy.. well think ill end here.. toddles. cheerios

In the toilet still can pose.. haha.. 9V-SBE.. Silk Air's A319.. hehe.. kinda small toilet but still can take pics.. haha ;p 

Toilet of 9V-SBE.. hehehe.. seating on the toilet bowl.. haha.. sickening rite? Wasnt shitting but waitin for the crew.. haha 

The First Class Seat of i think 9V-SRE?? Well i don like tis seat i mean the way it looks.. not nice lor.. but well its first class.. haha 

My Last Week of Holiday B4 School Next Week

Friday was my last day at work. For the Past 3 weeks since 31 November, i have been working even during Deepavali and Hari Raya.. Terrible rite? I mean others as in my other classmates where all enjoying themselves cos it was public holiday but i still had to work though i did enjoy myself so yea..

Friday was like my last day so yea.. hehe.. WAs so busy and tired to blog leaving today to blog.. My shift were like quite stable onli on some days.. the standard was like 1530-1930. Of course last min i do get extended as in i would be asking if i wan to be extended.. well no harm so yea y not.. haha..

Till like tis week.. Had to have tis understudy wif me.. I feel very uncomfortable cos its been quite sometimes since i actually had to conduct understudy and all.. So yea.. hahah i was very reluctant and i had to change the mindset of the person..

She had tis "i cannot do it attitude". Tat was somethig i had to change.. It was something i dislike. After changin tat mindset of her's, onli then, was i able to get on to the real work.. It was very hard cos i don think she understood the importance of the job..

However, i was glad given the last few days, i was able to help lah.. so yea.. After which work for me was quite ok for me.. Well minus all the terrible pple i had to work wif like Mavis and all.. She was one i didnt like and i cant stand her..

Other then tat, i saw few crew who got promoted in their uniform.. so cool!! At least could see them haha.. then after tat, Yday i didnt work.. Wan to go out wif kor but he wen out wif his friends.. for me, i wen for my SCSM (Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon) briefing at SSC later, wen up for lunch wif a friend and then headed home.

Visited my grandmother later and tot of bringin Russell over but then thinking of putting him in a cab was a hassel.. so i dropped the idea.. Wen there till like 10 and them headed up and met up wif a friend again and then wen to grab supper and see planes.. haha

Came back and watched cradle 2 the grave and then later dozed off haha till like tis afternoon say abt 12?? haha.. here i am now blogging.. Am suppose to go to church but then now. haiz.. Next week i have to make it a point liao...

Think ill write the rest later.. Oh yea.. tat day took some pics of my in the toilet of Silk Air's new A319's toilet. (9V-SBE) and the First Class Seat of my SQ118.. hehe.. enjoy e pics.. haha.. toddles

Quick Day at work...

Was kinda late for work today.. Took a cab.. Really had no choice.. Checked my account to see if my allowance was in.. Can u imagine, no money being put in yet.. im quite pissed abt it.. Well didnt have much time lor.. Jus withdrew the money and then grabbed a cab to work..

Reached work like exactly 1530 sharp.. Wen to office.. Was sending flt wif Rodney.. I was very dwn still so i was very silent thru my course of work.. I was so so silent.. Jus talk wen i had to other then tat, the smile was jus there..

Didnt really smile much too.. But had to maintain gd customer service and had to maintain composure.. so yea.. I was cheered up wen i did my SQ116.. The IFS asked me y i was early and not late so i told him cos im not late..

The LSS signaled the LS and few other few to where i was standing.. And she asked me how old i was and stuff.. Then they said i was underaged to work there.. n i said i was 19 all said i was lying.. They were all practically hitting on me.. haha.. I had to admit i was blushing.. haha

The LSS asked in a well act fiece tone.. "Y u wan to work here?? can see girls rite??" then the IFS said " got to mark him.. remember tis name(reading out my full name)" and the other crew all smiled at me.. haha terrible man.. but fun lah i mean it put a smile on my face.. haha

After tat i left and wen abt my stuff.. Later after tat, Mavis came and i had to walk.. ok lah 4 flts onli so simple.. chicken feet.. normally after my work, ill slack arnd n chill.. However, i left like after i did SQ118.. Still kinda dwn.. dunno lah i jus don wan to lose my kor kor at all..

Tomorrow have interview wif the new department and all.. Kinda ok lah.. wan to go over so yea.. well think ill end here..

A380 contacting frm ground with capt  

A380 Waitin for docking sequence 

Waiting to get permission for Aerobridge to dock to the A380!! 

Front View of A380 Rolling into F31 

Rollin into F31 

A380 on Singapore Ground :) 

A380 Landing with the Singapore Airlines First to Fly Logo  

A380 slowing moving dwn towards the runway for touch dwn 

A380 crusing preparing to land 

My Sunday Flushed dwn the drain

Was suppose to meet my kor kor today.. Morning well more like early afternoon, he smsed me sayin meet in the afternoon.. However, wen i saw him on msn, he said push till 4 then 5.. I wen to shower and all.. Ironed all my stuff. Then ask him wat time meet where.. THen after tat we ended up quarrelling and then after tat, We didnt go out.

I was very heart broken.. Very sad and all.. I mean i missed him and havent met him for quite sometimes.. And wen i can, he cancels it.. Told mummy i wouldnt be goin out n would have dinner at home..She made a very rite guess.. got played out.. Of course i denied and cooked some shit up to cover the fact..

Deep inside, i was so very disappointed.. I dunno y.. I remember the day we became bros and all yet he doesnt care and all.. After today well i was smsing him and all and we did quarrell and i was very sad lor.. i mean i dunno wat to do.. I may jus wan to cut him off.. I mean both my kor kor's have already cut me off or are at the verge of cutting me off..

I mean y should i be so naive and believe them cling on to them like a dog? Jus very sad and all now.. :( Well didnt do much at home.. Updated my msn Spaces.. added new airlines.. Did some research on Alliances and the airlines..

A friend was like sayin it was informative and all suitable for the travellers who like to book tickets online.. so yea.. I guess tat the onli thing tat brighten up my day.. Other then tat, my dreams were all shattered and dashed.. Had dinner and watched some TV... Its been a long time since i sat dwn n enjoyed a gd show.. well TV programme tat is..

Russell showered and had his dinner so he was resting so i took the opportunity to clean his eyes.. Guess i was a bit rough wif him.. So he snapped at me.. I was pissed, i took his leach and tied his mouth and cleaned his eyes..

WAtched more tv and then cleaned the toilet.. I used alot of bleach and u can imagine the smell tat was emitting out frm the clorox.. I mean the toilet isnt tat dirty but well large quantities of it, would emit out a very offensive smell..

Everyone at home was complainin and i was coughin.. and u can imagine.. Frm the sitting rm u smell the thing so strong wat more the toilet.. I brushed and scrubbed every inch of the toilet and all.. Cleaned the toilet bowl and all.. I love my toilet clean n bright.. haha..

Brushed and scrubbed the floor too.. Was coughin all the way.. Well was done and after tat i continued coughin.. Think im getting asthma soon.. Though i hope i wouldnt.. Here i am now blogging.. As im bloggin now, im thinkin of my 2 brothers.. i mean after wat has happened, i guess im not suited for such shit lah..

Thinking of cutting them off i mean they might change their number.. I surely would be very sad and all.. But then come next sem, if by then which would be next week, everythin worsens, then weekdays i would concentrate on sch and all.. After which weekends, would be spent working my ass off..

I would be happier tat way i believe.. im like in a mess now i guess.. I am thinkin too much or watever i don care lah.. jus very sad now.. haiz..

The A380 crossing the south bridge.. So nice.. but look a bit dirty.. ahah 

Tis new leather covered seats on A345 and B772ERs.. haha. Tis is i think 9V-SVO.. haha.. I love the leather.. so nice n smooth.. turn on..  

New Economy Class Seat covers for Silk Air.. As u can see tis is the A320.. now sure which one leh.. cant remember  

FWD Cabin view of the A380..  

Terrible Back View of the A380.. see how big it is.. Emirates is goin Monoclass wif tis.. Meaning Fully Economy catering to 700+ pax.. haha.. count tics till Xiao man 

A380 wif SQ's First to Fly Logo.. Cant really see cos VGA cam..  

Far View of the A380 wif all the police and grnd engineers frm Airbus.  

The GD for the Departing A380 (AIB102) to Brisbane. As u can see. A380-841 haha.. Wish i could Photocopy the whole GD. haha  

Side View of the A380 @ F31 T2 

New Dept??

Tis afternoon i reached work like at 1530 on the dot.. well few mins earlier lah.. Wen to buy my stuff and wen to office.. was on the dot.. Was sending flt wif Cynthia.. She asked me to do Echo Bay cos the buggy was weak.. So went abt my stuff..

Till I had SQ68 bound for BKK.. Swine IFS.. The plane had not arrive and he said its not his responsibility.. So retarded.. Lucky its was like my 2nd last flt and i was free... If know next time i go late.. Sucker.. Lucky had Islizawati, the one who is getting me into GE, the new co i wan to join..

Managed to ask her some questions and clearified them.. To things like OJT, OT, etc etc.. so yea.. She gave me the answers to my questions.. Again i have to add tat im sad tat i have to leave but then some changes would be gd.. In MI/SQ after 2-4/5 years, u can apply to be promoted..

In my case i think its time for me to put to use wat i know.. so yea.. Well soon the plane came in.. wen in wif Is.. She met the flt while i was waiting for the crew to leave so the new set can go in.. soyea.. Well my flts today were smooth and quite ok lah..

Was watchin tis show on Star Movies at the Oasis area while waitin for my MI758 to open.. so yea.. Wen for the flight.. after tat wen back to continue watching the movie.. haha.. Waited for Cynthia to fetch me or give me more flights..

She came soon after.. I did PR and NZ... Apparently, for my PR, i had soem changes.. However, i didnt have the ammended GD at hand.. Had to manually amend it.. So glad i have gd reps to work wif.. haha.. Wen to do NZ after tat.. Wen back to the Oasis.. to rest till like 8+ nearing 9 then after tat, i left for home..

However, before leaving for home, wen to cold storage.. bought like $43 bucks worth of stufff.. haha Wen home.. so now kinda slacking.. kinda bored.. haiz.. well think ill end here.. nothing much to write abt.. hehe. Well Grace smsed and asked if i was happy wif my decision..

I guess at the end of the days, like wat she said, have to look at the positive side of things.. so yea.. well miss her badly.. haha.. well toddles for now.. cheerios

Airbus A380 Experience

Yday, was the arrival of the A380 from Toulouse, TOU... It was scheduled to touch dwn at 1000hrs but it touched dwn at 1003hrs.. From was i was told, i t was brought to engineering side first then made its way to F31.. Where it was A380 Ready..

Thus far, 2 gates in T2 are officially A380 Ready and 1 in still under contruction or still in the upgradin phase.. so yea.. I took a cab to work.. Reached like at 1515hrs and i was so fed up.. haha I noticed lots of pple were carrying the A380 paper bags.. i wondered wat was inside though i was sure a plane model was inside.. haha..

Dashed to Cold Storage to buy some stuff and then wen to the lift area via the bus bay.. Wen into the transit area and then i walked so fast to the Viewing gallery.. There is was, the much talked abt monster, the A380.. haha..

WAs admiring it frm there.. of cos i had the best view lah.. haha then after tat, wen back to office.. then did i find out tat the flight was departing to BNE under AIB102.. haha.. so cool.. Wen abt doin my flts.. everything was cool.. Haha Mavis got send home..

She wanted to do 1130-1530, 1530-1930.. However, she failed to understand tat i was doin 1530... She didnt send flt at all.. Plus i didnt sign in.. so wen i could it was 1700.. All the more i took the chance to get even wif her.. hahah

I wen like "ay she doin arr.. how come didnt send flt." tis other officer or was asked me n i acted stupid.. haha.. later she got sent home.. if i cant bring her dwn, ill get a higher authority to bring her dwn for me.. haha.. i know i was evil but who cares..

Then Cynthia was gossiping abt mavis to me.. haha.. so many pple hated her... After tat.. flts were a breeze.. haha.. i did NZ but no PR cos someone had to do it.. cos its back to back.. haha... then rested at the Oasis at E7.. waited for Cynthia to come.. haha..

Helped her do 2 india flts.. then after tat waited for her to come.. Flights were smooth goin lah much say.. Thank God.. AFter tat, wen back to office.. And was asked if i wanted to do the Airbus flt.. Of course i wanted.. so yea.. hehe..

Onli managed to pass to the crew in the remote bay.. Tats the furthest i could get.. Well anyway inside also nothin much.. Onli water drums inside.. and the second floor, the first section, there are seats cos they had 25 pple minus the 6 tech crew.. so yea..

So wen back after tat.. At night i got an sms.. Would be goin to GE on Monday to fill up the forms etc.. Jus hope tat now i don have to go OJT wen on a Sch day.. I mean i don mind on a weekend but not a sch day.. Well i think tis is something very hard but a choice has to be made.. soyea.

Well came back home and woke up tis morning.. hmm working later.. would be wif Cynthia again i mean i do look forward to work wif her.. Grace is now in Dubai.. back on tuesday.. kinda sad.. Miss her badly.. haiz.. well tats abt it lah.. toddles.. more tonight

Unhappy Bday kor kor

Last night was kinda furious.. and mad.. made my kor kor mad too.. And it was his bday.. To the extend he nearly disowned me.. Tats how mad i made him.. Tis morning he was flying to BWN (Bandar Seri Begawan, Brunei) He said tat he would call or sms me b4 he left..

Wen i woke up, i checked my phone, there wasnt anyting.. Well I was and still am abit insecure abt some stuff and all tat.. But well in a way im ready to let go of some stuff.. and jus move on wif it.. Didnt really tell anyone abt it.. Though tis is my personal blog, but then like a diary, ur mum or someone will surely find out one day..

WOke up today feeling terrible.. Yday was Grace's bday and she avoided me.. Today was kor kor's bday.. And i made him angry.. I seriously feel very bad and not forgetting sad too.. I had a tongue lashing frm my other godbro too on the way to work..

Wat a turn off man.. Wen to work quite sad and all.. However, im glad tat wen im in the airport, im able to show a smile and not let my personal stuff affect my work.. Angeline said i have gd Customer Service Skills.. Which is a compliment and i thank her for tat..

Was sending flts wif kaka yan.. I was kinda very reluctant to see her and wanted to walk or something.. But well since she initiated a conversation wif me, it would be rude not to reply so yea.. Followed her.. Halfway thru, she apologised for her action tat day where she humiliated me..

Abang Jumaat spoke to her.. and he was like "Kesian Sherwin" as in poor sherwin.. haha.. Fizah would be flying on Friday midnight meaning SAt morning to Perth on SQ225.. Well i didnt wan to but well i told Kaka Yan tat she (Fizah) would be on SQ225 and date n day lah..

Allocated her a window seat behind her parents so they would seat together.. as a family.. Well jus a kinda gesture lah.. After tat, helped Abang Ja'afar wif SQ8931 (army flt to Rockhampton, ROK) and the Cochin flt changed to E23, Remote Bay..

Helped him settle those.. I saw the female army officer like after i did the ROK flt.. haha.. guess she is also goin there for training.. Hope to see them soon.. Anyway yea after tat, wen to sunflower garden to have my Mc which i bought wif Kaka yan at T1 and wen back to office..

Headed to TM to buy mum's stupid rain CD.. and i was so pissed.. Was slping in the bus and was cranky cos i had to get off.. Bought the CD.. turn out tat she already has it.. fucking lame man.. So here i am now blogging.. hehe.. well toddles..

Work, work, work.. and happy bday grace

Work yday was gd.. Was wif Abang Ja'afar.. haha.. I expected to be late but i wasnt.. hehe.. cool.. Finally the Bus came at 1515 which meant tat i reached at 1530. Did my stuff and we were good to go.. Flights were smooth goin all went well..

Oh yea the A380 is coming soon.. haha so excited.. gotta find wen it is arriving. Im so jus ever excited.. haha. Wen i was in my first yr, i handled the arrival of the B773ER, wen i was in my second yr, i handled the A345 Leadership, and now in my third yr, im hoping to handle the arrival of the A380..

Thus far 2 gates are ready for the A380.. F31 n E5.. i think F42 is goin thru the upgrading process to receive the A380.. I have been to tis 2 gates.. and F31 is kinda warm, E5 is warm, and smelly.. haha.. don think they turned on the aircon yet.. haha.

Wenever i have flights in tis gates ill jus dash pass it cos its really warm.. haha.. Well flights yday were gd lor.. so yea.. My MI608 got retimed to 1745 and the plane came in late. Then the senior's name was spelt wrongly.. And she asked me to change a new GD for her wen i could jus amend it for her.. so sickening rite??

Had to like sacrifice my break time, so while waitin for Abang Ja'afar to pass me the new GD, i did SQ68 where i saw Esther one of the helper's i met during the IOC event haha.. After tat i wen to E1 to wait for the GD.. Other Seniors are ok abt it.. i think if its her crews' name, i believe u wouldnt ive a 1cent dam abt it and jus amend on board..

Tis one wah so much for wan nice nice.. rubbish.. haha.. Know all the Biz Class seats in SQ as in the Purple one, is turning to leather.. i mean the fury part is now bein changed to leather.. so cool rite?? haha.. Im so turned on by it.. and tat day i remembered, i wen on the A345, the seats were leather.. i was so turned on.. then my next flt B744, also had leather seats.. but dam it it was in behind the door.. then finally i was on a B772ER and there was leather Biz Class seats..

No one was there so i napped a while.. haha.. the crew came n i was unaware.. hehe.. then the IFS woke me up silently.. I was so stunned.. and i said nice seats.. the LS, LSS n IFS said yea we can tell.. haha.. so funny.. well thus far im very sure of goin over..

Jus wait for call onli.. so yea.. Hmm well gtg le.. toddles..

好心没好赏

Firstly, i hope the chinese characters are correct. It suppose to have "It doesn't Pay to be kind" in chinese also know as "hao xin mei hao bao" in han yu pin yin. I got a strong feeling that the last word is wrong.. so yea.. pls like let me know the correct characters if u know how its written.. so yea..

Well.. Work on monday was kinda dunno.. Not good? Or maybe for the first half was ok.. SEcond half was kinda sucky.. I was like working cos they didnt have a full time stuff, i sorta had to be acting officer for despatch.. So had to like prepare teh FN list and stuff..

Good thing i took a cab so at least i can do the FN list and prepare some stuff.. Things were kinda rush but then i managed to do everything.. WAs doin tis SQ822 to Beijing.. Wen on board to do my usual stuff.. Then as usual they were doing their stuff..

I believe tis was a team flight cos u could see that they were chatting with one another... The IFS checked his stuff and all.. And the LSS saw me said i was young and blah blah.. She even commented tat i had wat it takes to be a cabin crew.. She said like "potential steward" i jus smiled..

Of course i was blushing and all.. Cos she said like iw as handsome and blah blah and the captain asked me for my number for her.. so yea.. i jus smile n nodded.. i didnt say anything.. The IFS saw my pass and addressed me by my name.. WAs kinda pleased..

Sometimes i dunno.. If i passenger calls u by his name or a cabin crew greats u by ur name i feels very special... U feel gd and nice.. Left the flight i i had my last SQ76 for the first half.. i had like SQ822, SQ2, SQ30, and SQ76..

Headed back to the office thereafter and prepared the FN list for the second half.. Had to work wif Mavis.. Goodness she was like some stubborn bitch... In terms of seniority, im alot more higher n full of experience.. I asked her to do SQ68 for me..

She asked me to do it.. I later decided to let her walk E Bay... and i later asked her if she knows how to do NZ (Air New Zealand). She told me to pass her all the F bay and she'll do wif her fucking attitude.. Bloody chee bye bitch.. WAs kinda pissed wif her..

I passed tis comment tat boyfriend (Rodney) not arnd n she becomes like tat.. She then wen for SQ68.. So yea i did mine.. i had a driver.. haha.. kinda like an advantage.. Lim was like driving me and al.. I was like extended.. Cos if i didnt do till 2100, Mavis would walk alone and she would suffer and die..

Out of kindness and goodness, im helping n im getting the shit.. Well the company doesnt wan to pay for my OT so Albert (my CSO) took the money out frm his wallet to pay me.. it was like jus $7 so was ok lah.. Then there was a power failure followed my many power trips on all the system in the office..

I was like done wif my 2100 n i stayed on to help out.. The night staff had to like go send her flights.. Everyone was kinda gettin very excited and worked up cos how are we to do our flights without the GD's and stuff.. Well soon, the power came back everything went online..

Albert was telling me to print out all the flights till the last Johannasburg flight out.. I was like in the process of it.. till Kaka Yan shouted at us.. n i think i sorta like got the worst.. Well we were doin it bcos if lets say there was a trip again, at least there was a backup..

She tot tat we wanted to overtake n do her work.. I was seriously very embarressed.. Cos well i guess somtimes pple dunno my intentions.. Well i jus shut up and moved aside.. She later disappeared i guess she wen to smoke in the smoking room..

Was meeting my friend for dinner.. got his call n i jus left jus bidding Albert goodbye.. didnt wan to say anything anymore.. However, after last night's incident, i think its pretty clear tat i do wan to get a transfer..

I was kinda like affected by it and i didnt know wat to say or do but jus wanted to cry somewhere silent.. I still did put up a smile though inside, i was feeling terrible.. Met my friend to have popeye for dinner.. Later wen to see planes as usual.. haha..

WEn home and chatted wif kor kor.. Well my friend asked and also wanted to be my kor kor.. KOr kor wanted to know my friend as a friend.. and i did tell my friend.. however, my friend took it in a hostile manner... WEll of course i got dressing dwn by kor kor later..

I cried.. my god.. i dont believe i cried.. i mean first office n now tis.. i really cant take it man.. and well called my friend.. and well heard some stuff and i was very troubled and all.. i mean i really love my kor kor alot.. No one or nothing can do to replace him..

Well chatted wif my friend.. wen to shower after tat.. Well lets jus say i was given the green light.. kor kor said if i have to make my choice but so long as its not wrong its ok.. so yea.. well have a big bro n a 2nd bro.. haha we.. i still wen to slp very confused and dwn..

I dunno how to like jus slp it off.. haiz.. but one thing im sure now is tat if i receive a call, ill go over.. no hesitating.. so yea.. haiz.. working later.. wif abang ja'afar.. more tonight.. if im not tired tat is.

Confusion n stress

Work today was ok.. I mean i had to walk for the first half.. Wen i arrived, could tell tat there was no Supervisor.. so yea.. Kaka Yan was alone.. i mean typist.. the onli full time staff.. She had like 2 full time staff understudy.. one was back room while the other was typist..

I tried helping by answering phone calls, faxes and so on. For the First time, i used the Solaris system for SQ crew GD alone without assistance.. I mean since the day i started till today, Kaka Yan was teaching my and all.. My mentor.. But of course there were others but she tot me the most.. till i memorised..

Had like 4 flights for the first half.. had to walk... well was ok lah.. I think im beginning to get the hang of all the funny forms used for China n India SEctors.. Wen back to office and of course helped kaka yan.. the calls were coming in non-stop and its was all wif regards to the embarkation cards.. terrible..

SEcond half of the shift soon came.. and my Officer asked me to follow him n Mavis walked.. hehe... Finally.. WEn Rodney not arnd.. Mavis WAlks.. hehe.. well i tink im in talking terms wif cynthia n those who dislikes mavis.. but of course i don get bullied by them which is gd.. so yea..

For the whole of today, i was kinda confused n dwn.. REason being the transfering to a different department.. I was avoiding the whole matter by doin my work and really concentrating.. but tis DM (Duty Manager), could sense i was troubled..

I dunno how but he found out i was frustrated over the matter of me transfering out to GE.. I caught me goin back to office.. and he was telling me i had potential etc etc cos he has seen be working n handling the most stressful and complicating flights n even briefing the IFS on wat the various forms are for.. etc etc..

So i was telling him i was considering.. Then i wen to do my flts and stuff totally trying to avoid the whole matter.. Then wen i was leaving to meet my friend for dinner, i saw him again.. apparently they had some case to handle..

I asked him rushing arr.. he said time n tide waits for no man.. i gotta agree wif tat.. He said.. come join GE.. learn more and have more experience.. Enjoy getting scolded by passengers.. See how we enjoy it.. i mean did get wat he meant..

But bottom line is, i cant bare to leave my cabin crew friends and all.. haiz.. i really wished i could do both at one time.. Haiz thinkin of tis jus makes me sad.. im so lost now..

Thursday written on Friday n Friday on friday.. hehe

Work yday was ok.. But i was kinda tired.. haha.. WAs suppose to meet a friend for dinner but well it was his grandfather's bday.. Had to cancel it.. Wen to cold storage to grab some stuff like my toner, milk, cereal, hair gel.. The usual mandatory items lor..

Headed home.. and chatted till like the wee hrs of the morning.. hehe.. i have been on chatting on msn till past mid-night since the holidays started.. haha.. Once in a while so ok lah so yea.. Slp like at 4am tis morning(friday)..

Woke up at 12noon.. was suppose to wake up at 0930 but then i again procrestinated.. so yea.. Still got time to go online n chat.. haha well.. was kinda late for work lah.. waited for tat bloody 34.. Freaking late sia.. speaking of which i gotta complaint to sbs abt it..

Reached work like at 1545.. haha.. was sending flts wif one of the most sickening officers.. don really like him..well he is one of those hypocrites whom i dislike and his temper is like a girl.. swings so fast.. haha.. WEll was like kinda silent thruout..

Lied saying tat i attended my friend's grandfather's funeral.. Oh yea btw.. Debra's granddad died aT THE age of 92.. Well i kinda expected it.. Cos last night was talking to Angeline abt it.. Was told tat he (Deb's grandfather) was having fever.. so was well time is really of the essence now..

Tis morning wen i woke up, got an sms saying tat he passed away in the morning.. The funeral would be on Sunday.. Wanted to go but i dunno where is the place.. But did sent my heart felt condolences.. Well anyway, i used tat as an excuse.. so yea..

Was actually kinda ok.. Till i got a call frm office.. i was actually attending to SQ2.. SIN-SFO(via HKG) well i got tis call frm office.. i was in the plane.. tis bitch (Mavis) apparently she is like so close wif my officer(Rodney) till the whole office is talking abt them being a couple..

I was kinda mad cos i was busy and u call my handphone asking where my officer is wen u jolly well start work at 1700hrs.. She arrived abt abt 1615 and called me at 1630.. Chee bye rite?? I was kinda boiling n did wan to tell her if its not work related don call me cos i don wan to be called by her..

Of course i had to maintain my composure.. and controlled my temper.. I jus kept silent thruout.. She was such a suck up.. I was at F54 rod was at F59.. She saw me and asked where was Rodney n i said 59.. can u imagine the bitch walked to 59 jus to find him..

No wonder she is nicked names housefly.. haha always sticking to e food which is rodney.. haha.. Well we had SQ430 which had its gate changed frm E22 to E28.. Can u imagine.. she volunteered to do it.. so i wen to E4 some china flt cant remember.. n Rod did.. E12.. i think SQ162..

Frm E28 she(Mavis) walked to E12.. tats like so fucking far!! Well she is much older then Rod so yea.. haha.. WEll SQ68(E3) She again volunteered to do.. so yea.. while she was away, Rod asked me y was i silent i jus said i was ok.. it was obvious i was tired n all.. but was very boiling mad..

The onli thing tat made my day was my MI978 to ChongQIng.. China Sector.. haha.. As much as i like hated it, reason being it was a china sector, but the crew well the senior was nice.. Elsie.. hehe.. So yea.. the plane wasnt there yet. not sure where it was frm anyway..

We were like chatting.. Jus nice there was tis group of China Pax..Talking so loud like they were literally screaming their lungs out man.. tats how loud they were.. Elsie was like can u tell them to shut the fuck up.. I asked here u sure? she replied yes.. of course i did..

WAlked up to them n i said "Excuse me tis is an airport. Please lower ur volume" and they jus wen silent.. immendiately, u hear silence.. WEll jus whispering.. hhaha.. terrible.. Wen back to the crew and they were like wah y so silent already..

Elsie was like u told them arr? I sai dyea.. she asked wat i told them so i told her lah.. They were like wah lao.. u so daring arr.. haha.. But well knowing Sherwin.. haha.. Elsie made tis joke asking me to go Eu Yan Sang to buy sleeping tablets for her to put in their orange juice.. haha.. was so funny.. Tats was like my perk up of the day.. haha

WEll WAs still kinda pissed wif Mavis n Rod.. suckers..Couldnt give a 1cant dam abt them.. Did like few other flts.. soon 1930 came.. time to leave n meet my friend for dinner.. haha.. b4 i left, SQ410, DEL, had some probs wif the ED cards.. apparently, the lazy aunty, passed it to someone.. Wat can i say?? Wen u are lazy, tis is the result..

The matter was heated.. between the Officer in charge of the flight n my officer.. bcos of the aunty.. and tat OIC of the flt had a very bad temper too.. Well i don mean to be racist but pple like him do have a bad temper.. so yea.. he showed me attitude but well..

AFter wat i heard abt how some of the officers view us contract staff, i wasnt interested to help them out anymore.. my respect for them has dropped.. aside frm work i don think i would discuss anymore wif them.. so yea..

MEt my friend for dinner oh and on monday, while i was working, i met tis middle aged couple where were on Bangkok Airways (T1) and they wanted to go to the T2 SQ Biz Class Lounge.. and asked me for directions.. Of course i did render assistance.. hehe.. and yday wen i was like on my way to meet my friend, they met me and the wife said "I see u again. WEn i was going, i saw u at T2 now i see u here" haha wat a small world.. hehe.. so yea.. haha.. Then we chose a seat.. There were tis 3 CIAS staff.. Temp too.. so yea.. sat like beside us.. Then they were chatting and somehow there were 2 girls n 1 guy.. and the Guy was saying SIA's standard dropped and all..

Instantaniously, i gave him a very hard stare cos he surely wasnt of the standard and he is commenting.. wat the hell man.. Well at least i was quite pissed wif him.. Kinda became bitchy.. dunno if they heard but i kept looking at them..

One of the girls sorta noticed i was frm SATS.. and yea.. we headed to the viewing mall to see planes n chatted and then headed home like at 2300 hrs so yea here i am now after surfin the net and all.. haha.. well today i somehow tot of joinin GE..

Pay was like $4.50 per hr and uniform is provided.. and work is kinda gd plus i get to choose the shift and wen i wan to work which is cool.. But i dunno im confused.. cos i like my job cos of my current MI friends.. would miss them and cant bare to let go.. haiz thinking of tis is so depresssing..

WEll as the Lord leads.. see how lor.. Lord help me.. well gotta end here.. toddles