Shld i really be in W16Q

Jus got home like not too long ago..

Logged on and i duno but recently i have tis vibe tat i pissed well almost everyone in class.. So logged on to Alvin's (someone in class whom im beginning to dislike) blog. Lo and behold, written was "Den another person(S******) oso lah...his character not gud bah...Only care for himself and not others lor....Quite wad the hell lah...yar...*shake head*This person seriously pissed quite a few ppl out in the class bah...without knowing it himself lah....As i sae le...he only care for himself and not others lor....

Next will be toking abt some thing tat really pissed me off in class other then tat two ppl lah...Tat day got role pay mah...Den i came out with the script lah...den S****** sae like we dun need script and all tat crap lah...Bt hor, i at first already explain le...The use of the script is to noe at least wad thing might be sa so the other person noe how to link bt dun haf to follow de...Den he act as if he so gud like tat...20 years old le still sort of behave like 12...Disgusting freak...If cute nvm lor....Bt he is not lah....Anyway, got reherse abit lah...Bt when the actual role play rite, he make alot of ppl cannot sae many things lor...and some of it is main point lah...Act clever...Den when teacher and other team ask question rite, he like in his blog sae he defend alot lah...As if very clever rite??the fact is hor, everytime once they finish asking he will start saying le...Many ppl is unable to tok lor...Den really pissed me off lah..."

Some how, upon reading it, well i took it positively but u know wen u try to take it positively, the fact that someone gossipped abt u, kinda really hurts??

To an extend i see this friendship ending bcos of the gossip and also that i cannot take such things i mean if u have a problem, come to me and talk to me. Tell me to my face if u must.

Was quite affected.. Looks like from tomorrow ill be the Sherwin that was once hidden in the shell and wouldnt open up to anyone. Called Grace and we had a great chat. Missed her alot..

As best as i can, ill take those critisisms positively and well improve on it.. Quite sad that this is the out come of well a friendship i tot was blooming??

How disappointing can it get.. *Sobs* feel sad and extremely betrayed..

Earlier in e day after sch, headed to Marina Square to watch "Superman Returns" digital version wif Michael.. Movie was quite ok lah.. Im not big fan of Superman but well jus watch it wif an open mind and u'll be fine..

Was quite pissed wen i met him bcos he bought e Adidas bag i fell in love wif.. Adidas has tis design that was on a tee-shirt, sweater, shoe and a bag.. I fell in love wif all except the shoes..

He had all but e tee-shirt.. Ok tis sounds stupid and childish but he had no intentions of having it till i said i liked it.. So fed up..

I duno lah im jus very sad and dwn now.. kinda sobbed..

Ok its extremely late and i have sch toddles.

Bad Day

This morning, was kinda late.. Mummy woke me up at 0625.. Also thanks to my alarm clock tat died on me.. Haiz sad case..

Mummy woke me up and well she had her chores.. So i let her do her stuff first so i can also have more slp.. Failing to realise that i had UT today, i jus let her.. I mean she is the sole bread winner so if u understand wat i meant so yea..

Later wen she was done, i rushed in and did my usual thang.. Came out and well preped up for sch.. Wen i left my house, it was kinda drizzling.. Made haste and arrived soon.. Moments later, i started to pour.. Was quite a heavy down pour.

Soon my bus arrived and took it to the bus stop to take the Magic School Bus. Hmm funny that i had this feeling that it wasnt a magic school bus.. Dunno y though.. Anyway, reached e bus stop and waited.. All the dam kiasu adults, had their dam umbrellas seriously i was in a foul mood and at the verge of breaking all their dam umbrellas.. I mean like hello!! There are pple behind u and ur fucking umbrellas are like hitting others and dirtying their clothes...

Magic Sch bus came and all this swines rushed like there was no more buses... This lady was blocking me and i literally pushed her dam umbrella cos i was really pissed and all... Along the way, there was a jam and hmm maybe my clothes were drenched, guess the traditional wind thingy came again..

Anyway i reached sch and for once i took a bus to sch i mean like 169.. Rushed to class and well was too late to do my UT le.. so yea.. haiz.. bad day

Lessons were ok.. Was depressed and was dying for e day to be over.. Praise the Lord, soon it was..

Did my RJ and all and got my dam ass out of sch.. Headed to City Hall for my March'e treat.. Marche was gd.. Yummy.. Wen to watch Garfield 2 and i was so slpy i nearly dozed off during e movies..

Headed home and cleared my stuff and here i am..

Dam late liao need to slp.. Toddles.

Sucky Monday

This morning, woke up promptly at 0530.. Its like e moment my SQ Alarm tone came on, i got out of bed and them, wen to mummy's room and well get another nap till 0555hrs.. Did my usual routine and later, headed off to school..

Funny thing was, tis morning, i was so well moody.. I literally dragged my foot to the bus stop and wen i reach e stop where i would normally take my Magic School Bus to school, there was tis group of students.. Amongest this group, was tis guy who was so super jumpy and hyper.

The girl asked "Why are you so jumpy and happy?" The boy replied "Its a new start to a new term" of course he sounded happy.. I later kinda mumbled "Yea rite stucked wif e same bitch"... Ok part of the reason was bcos i hate my Introduction to Communication practice teacher for givin me 2 Cs..

During the holidays i emailed her and literally bombared her and well she replied and e email looked very innocent and it was well her way of covering up?? Therefore i hated e way she handled stuff.. I later boarded the bus tat came a bit later and well went on and seized a seat for myself..

In no time, i was on e TPE headin to school listening to Muttons in the Morning.. Was catching my usual morning nap in e bus and soon i arrived school.. It was kinda well drizzling.. Very lightly though.. Walked to sch and again dragged my foot..

Soon i arrived class and hmm not many pple were in class.. Was it bcos i was early?? Mins later, the Bitch came in.. Surprisingly, she said "Today we will have a regroup. You can choose ur new teammates and they have to be present in this room and u cannot chop those members who arent here. Those who come later, will form another group later."

To add on to this surprise, there was a "WELCOME BACK" ppt.. I was astonished by this transformation.. Guess tat bombarding email did work after all.. heheh.. I was still sulking and well i was happy wif all but one of my group members.. She was well i duno.. It was either she was too lazy to read or she was forgive me. I simply feel she is plain stupid.

She asked tons of stupid questions and kept saying "I dun understand the problem trigger" There and then i told my friend to make her understand b4 i slap her wif my laptop.. My friends knew wat was coming so they well explained stuff to her and well lets jus say tat they too soon reached my level and they jus hanged in there..

In no time, it was presentation time.. I was so glad to present and get the day over and done it.. I presented and yea soon we were done and it was question time... The Bitch asked our group questions and for tat split second i sounded so protective and all tat my friends were looking at me wif this "Chill Bro look" One of them nearly grabbed me to calm me down.

Soon it was over and i rushed for a meeting.. Student Council Project Manager meeting.. Lets jus say i might be either working with them or be in it.. hehe.. Again it was another boring meeting.. Maybe bcos i was moody?? i was quite silent during the meeting maybe bcos i needed to learn the ropes arnd this whole thing tats new..

Im jus learning wif an open mind?? Meeting soon ended and i met my friend and we went to take Passport size photos and later headed home for dinner.. Quite tired think will end here.. Hope tomorrow would be a better day..

Last Day of Holiday :'(

After 2 long weeks of term holidays where i had rests, and leisure, its time to wrap up and well prepare for school tomorrow (Mon).. Kinda relunctant.. Everyone else is still having holidays while im here preparing for school.. *Sulks*

Below are pictures of well some of the few activities i had for the last 2 weeks during the term break.. Quite satisfying i must say i mean i did few write ups.. One was entitled "A little something", another "Simplicities of Life Redefined???", and lastly "Life is like a highway, a never ending journey, so jus enjoy the trip"

All of which can be viewed by clicking on them. You will be linked to the address jus scroll and look for the titles.. :)

I must admit i did enjoy myself however, im jus not ready to return to school.. Jus wish for a longer holiday break.. Tis week was the last week.. *Sobs* However bad it may be now, im glad to write that i called my supervisor and well got my airport job back.. hehe so happy.. Quite glad. Just wonderin wen ill return to work officially..

This week, wen for my dental appt and well glad to announce that my next appt would be in a yr and a half time.. Everything is looking good and well on my next visit, by God's grace, if all looks good, then ill be officially discharged frm NDC and my braces case would be close :D

Bought some toys when i went out wif my friends tis week.. Bought 2 planes and 2 trains.. *Giggles* Looks nice and quite cute well interesting and nice would be a much better word to describe them.. *Smiles*

Of course it did burn a small hole in my pocket in my wallet but well i love it so no regrets.. Regretting makes it worst and it means i don like it however in this case, i love it and well its nice and i play wif it so who cares.. hahaha *Laughs*

Wow it looks so literature to me.. hehe..

This week alone, i got 2 calls frm 2 of my cabin crew friends frm MI.. jermaine and Priyah.. Miss them so much.. Of course i called GRace too.. Miss her even more then e rest.. Many a times, wen we look back, we both question y am i not e same age as her simply bcos many a times the love is so strong but age is somehow a barrier...

Yes age may not be a barrier however, our relationship at the moment is so special that we cannot find a word that would best describe it.. Yet day by day, we just a live wif in a world where we say we are just friends however, the relationship is many times more than tat which we see it to be.

In anycase, im looking forward to return to work so that i can see all my other cabin crew friends including Grace :)

Hmm seriously im not sure wat else i want to write i mean sch is starting and im feeling a bit well lousy now haiz..

Oh yes.. these collage that u see below... Kinda like spend e day doin them.. Used Photoshop but lets just say i still need to learn how to use it lor.. Chris told me to use Picasa and well used it and explored wif it and wah lah!! hehe tada.. magic!!

All i can say for now is ENJOY!!!

Toddles.. Pray ill have a gd day in sch tomorrow.. By God's grace and Lord forgive me for not goin to church today.. I Promise ill go next week ;) *Winks*

Me at Sentosa on e first day of my Holiday 3-6-06 (Sat) Coincidentally Balloon Fest was at Siloso beach :)My New Hair cut 6-6-06 (Tue)Me actin cute wif my new hair cut jus a day after e hair cut :)

Finally a Collage of my Grad Ceremony.. :)Mary's Bday was 11th but her celebration was on 9th at Coasta Sands Resort (These are few of the many tat im still waiting..)

The 2 planes i bought.. ANA Wings Collection has chewing gum!! LOOK!!
ANA B763 and KC10

Outing on the 14th (Wed) to Marina Area.. :) Nice shots i feel..

Outing to the Airport on the 15th (Thursday) CHRIS LOOK!! SEE THE BAG ON THE TARMAC?!?! THAT CAN BE UR BACK ON FRIDAY IF U DON WRAP NICELY..
17-6-06 (Sat) Wen out wif my friends and bought 2 Trains.. hehe. Came wif Sweeties too :D

Finally a collage of all the collage. Wrap up the holidays.. 18-6-06 (Sun)

Graduation Day

Day: Friday
Date: 9 June 06
Time: 1357
Weather: Stop raining but looks gloomy
Mood: Just got out of bed

Disclaimer: This blog is meant for Thursday 8 June 06 however bits of today (Friday) can be found :)

Yday, Thursday, was my graduation ceremony.. After studying in ITE for a total of 3 years, doin both the NITEC and HIGHER NITEC program, i have finally come to and end of my course of study in Business Admin.

I can finally put a close to a wonderful and beautiful chapter of my life.. During my NITEC years, i did have some fun with my friends.. Could still remember i was wif this group of Indian girls and one of them was Nythia.. hehe we had our "Kuta Kutia" Club... hehe

Lots of stuff happened while i was in NITEC.. Like there was once i fought with a girl and well haha thinking back, it was quite funny.. Later after graduating, i was stuck at the cross roads not knowing wat would happen to me.. It was either NS or Higher NITEC (if i made the cut)

By God's grace, i made it into Higher NITEC and well i was indeed bless.. Had my fav airport job, my course i loved, my high maintainenced life (i bought wat i wanted) and of course a world of my own.. Life was indeed good..

There were of course days that i disliked however, those were just to bring me back to my human self.. Guess having too many ups isnt tat good so have to have a balance?? Anyway i guess my more happier days was while i was in my Higher NITEC..

Every moment was truely indeed an enriching experience and well opportunities came one after another.. From work, a friend frm SQ, recommended me into helping out in IOC wif SQ.. then later, thru my Events Management module, i did Global Entropolis. These were some of my memorable experiences..

Though all this have come to an end and i have to put a close to this chapter in life, it will remain in my heart forever.. The bitter sweet moments are what made me the person i am today :)

Yday wen i went for my graduation ceremony, i was extremely disappointed cos no one from my class attended the ceremony and i very much wanted to see them but well firstly it goes to show the class spirit and well i guess eventually my assuption was rite that no matter how many times in life we say that we will be friends forever, this friendship will NEVER be forever cos its 100% impossible.
Being friends means accepting ones flaw and faults more then acceptin the good side and tats me..

In anycase, i was placed wif Licia's class and well we had a good time ourselves too.. We were finally glad tat we were able to make it into the local poly.. The ceremony was a very quick affair... Was glad it was a fast one.. hehe..

3 of us later well grabbed a little something to eat and then headed to take our certs.. We were given this holder which i tot we had to return and it looked like this year, ITE had a higher budget for such stuff.. U'll know y in e pic below

The reason to y i said ITE has a higher budget set aside for such stuff tis yr cos wen i graduated in NITEC, i had a paper folder..

Most of the guys who were they yday, were making friends with others cos they would be goin to Tekong today and well looking at it, i dunno if i should feel happy or sad.. Initially wen i got accepted into poly i tot of rejecting the offer and head to NS first however if i did so, i would lose the momentum to study and i didnt wan tat to happen to me..

Therefore i took time to well weight the pros and cons and well i think now it is evident to all on my choice.. ;)

For sometime, i was in depression and well yday wen i was at e graduation ceremony, talking to Liwei and Licia, it sorta opened my eyes to many things and well lets jus say im fine now jus tat e hurt is recovering??

Licia and Liwei had PBL for a project and volunteered to help them.. hehe so happy can flaunt wat i learnt in RP to those who arent sure wat PBL is.. heheh..

After the ceremony, Liwei and i left and well we were sharing abt us (Licia, Liwei and I) getting wat we wante but yet now tat we have wat we want, we arent well appreciating or tressuring wat we have.. well to an extend we are capable of getting wat we wan but after getting it, we question ourselves asking "Is this really wat we want" and well looking at those who wan to be where we are, i guess we would be thankful but yet we are contemplating and to an extend there are things are contradicts the things we do..

Maybe Liwei and i shld switch our dips with each other.. She take my current events and i take her Hospitality.. hehe wat say u liwei?? Cos if i do Hospitality, i have a better chance to join SQ and she loves Events.. but we are doin our current course which is a flare in us kinda like a sideline..

As for licia, guess she too share e same sentiments as us..

Anyway, after tat, headed home to change and left home again to meet a friend for movies.. watched "The Omen" and well ok lah so so.. After which we headed to tis coffee shop for dinner.. Hmm the place had like pple to usher u to seat and even take ur order however, the quality of the food wasnt so gd..

So the augmented product was gd but the actualy product was erm not up to standard.. Did i say it rite?? Hmm anyways.. yea.. my friend headed home while i headed to another friend's place.. Walked to his place from City Hall.. his place was near Liang Court and yea.. hehe bought a beer and was drinking it while i was walking.. Was amsterdam.. not bad ba..

Not tat i drink all e time but yday was one of the days i drank.. Rare occassions.. hehe.. Had Haagen Daz ice creams one of my all time fav and watched tv.. kinda dozed off along e way and my friend called a cab for me..

I wasnt tipsy but well jus tired and slpy ba cos it was like wat.. 1 plus?? and soon e cab came so yea she accompanied me dwn to the cabby and yea.. Reached home kinda tot of blogging but well i decided not to...

Jus woke up at like 1145.. so been online since..

Hmm last night while i was at my friend's place, Nigella's was on Discovery Travel and well the way she prepared this italian ice cream gelato its called.. yummy and lookin at e way she cooks, jus the simple ingradient like sugar, its simple and yet when used, it can jus make the outcome of the food so lovely and beatiful..

Just like in life, jus a simple intangible substance like air or Oxygen, its e essense of life.. Without this simple things tat we take for granted, it would be nothing but a lifeless meat sack... Therefore i guess tis again is another simplicity of life..

Simplicity of life depends on ones definition of it..

End

Below are pics taken after the ceremony enjoy..


Me and the Prominent me within e group of pple who arent my classmates.. There are classmates of Licia and Liwei

Licia and i look so mirror image wif this blue screen.. And of course Liwei and i...

Licia, Liwei, our dear Mrs Heng (Section Head) and cutie pie me.. :)

The first shot Liwei was testing her cam on tis cute function.. so we stood to fit the features of the cam.. hehe and of course our all time close shots..

Again wif the sane function Licia and i are tryin it.. :) and our famous close shot.. hehe

Liwei and i with no flash i think.. But i have oily face :(
And the last shot, Andrew and Ghim Lun in it.. Andrew CD next week i think and Ghim Lun today Tekong.. haiz..

Holiday Thus Far

3 shots above taken last night wen i got back.. New Hair cut..

3 shots of me tis morning wif my new hair cut.. hehe

Firstly, since the start of my holiday on Monday, i guess i was having the much needed rest and not complaing abt it being sian or boring or watever. In fact i have been getting my well deserved slp.. Thing was.. I would slp at like say 3 or 4 am and end up waking up like at 10?? Quite ironic tat i wouldnt be so tired though its for few hours.

My Monday was quite ok.. I mean i didnt go anywhere though. Was kinda like stucked at home e whole day watching tv and rotting and so on and for once, i enjoyed it.. hehe.. I woke up at like 10?? Later, i rotted and so one infront of lappy.. Watched tv and apparently, i dozed off again while watchin tv.. That would be my afternoon nap i guess... Heheh..

When i woke up, cleared the kitchen as in daily stuff that Russell does so yea.. Mopped the floor and all... Frankly, i prefer the kichen floor mopped by me as compared to my mum cos i think i do a more better job as compared to her.. I mean not tat im insulting her or something but really i think im more maticulous of the way i mop.. hehe.. Maybe its bcos im a born perfectionist.. Which to some extend kinda get my whole family on their nerves sometimes.. Then again, who cares?? I mean its all for the well being of everyone under the same roof..

The gas at home kinda ran out.. My gas starter kinda spoilt or something so well wen out to buy the gas starter and got home, i called for gas.. Within like few mins after the call, the guy arrived.. Russell however was walking arnd and well lets jus say tat i can hear when the gas man arrives.. hehe. My mutant power.. hahaha

Back to where i was, the guy was quite fast and Russell was like sitting at e door while i was to some extend frantically looking for my keys.. hehe.. The gas man saw Russell and commented "Wah so big arr!!" ahahah.. I replied "No lah medium size onli" hahah..

Locked Russell in my room and well ushered the gas man to where my stove was and the guy was friendly not like those old uncles who have totally no sense of customer service. I mean they have this "Be it im nice or rude, you still need gas and im jus here to provide gas" attitude. This uncle however, was nice. Friendly. He sorta was nice.. Not that he engaged in small talks with me and all lah..

He jus smiled and that was a good start to good customer service.. hehe.. Anyways, he left and i let Russell out and the boy was running sniffing and so on.. hhehe.. Again wen back i was doin.. Soon mummy came home and yea had dinner and i watched my all time "Jewel in the Palace".. Mind you its the 4th time?? or would it be 5th time im watching it??

Anyways after the show, headed back to my room and went online all the way till the wee hours of the morning and watched "Kuch Kuch Hota Hai" well till abt 4am in the morning.. Ended the day abt 4am.. hehe..

Tuesday which was yday, was quite nice erm how was i say.. NICE?? Frankly i dunno.. hehe.. Woke up again same as the previous day.. Suppose to be goin out today (Tuesday)... My friend and i planned to meet at say erm wat 1330?? Yea 1330.. hehe..

Things didnt turn out as planned though.. i mean yes we did go as planned however, there were like last min stuff like watching movie, dinner plans had to be changed and there was lunch.. haha.. Ok heres wat happened..

We met like at 1430.. An hour later then our original time. Later, we went to grab tickets for "The Nun" (Comment on the show later)... Headed to Mac at PS for lunch.. Lunch was ok ok lah.. hehe.. Wanted mac cos i was well not deprived but well missed it so.. hehe..

Headed to Cine to get my hair done at Super Cut.. My stylist Eve wasnt there so they gave me another guy.. Quite good.. It was funny though... I had my clay and all on my hair so yea.. he kinda like asked me wat style i wanted and later, he said that he would cut the hair first then he would wash it and ask if i was cool with it..

I was quite ok with it i mean it sounded logical to get all ur hair all over the place and then wash it off.. He took water and well it was in those spray thingy and started to spray my hair to well "soften" the hair so yea..

He started taking out his scissors and he didnt shave like all the barbers and $10 shops do.. He started snipping and onli used the shaver for the sides.. LIke my side burn and my V shape tail at e back.. I was well admiring my new hair style b4 it was even finished and well hehe.. maybe i did seem like a narsisist for tat moment.. heheh..

After he was done, he called th shampoo lady and well she was in mini skirt and her blouse was well lets jus say it fits her lah.. hha.. e hair was nice too.. hahah.. She came to me and said "Hello" and started shampooing my hair..

She was well ok ok lah quite chio lah.. I dunno y but while she was shampooing my hair rite, i suddnely wanted to laught.. Pls the background song also triggered the laugher.. Of course i controlled.. hehe.. I seriously was controlling myself..

I guess bcos she was massagin me and i tell u it was DAM GOOD!!! She massaged my neck too which no shampoo lady did.. and it was more of a massage then shampooing lor.. i mean of course she scrubbed my head and so on lah and yea.. it was dam gd.. hehe..

Soon had to go wash hair.. so yea.. Was nice the hair wash.. hehe.. Later my stylist did some touch ups.. Jus then 2 guys came in and they were literally staring at e way e guy was doin my hair.. Orh yea my stylist name for e day was Andy.. yea..

They were like looking and there was tis lady and her daughter who were also looking at me.. I dunno wat reason though.. I was done and yea settled payment and left.. Welll i dunno somehow i found the hair a little gay as much as it was nice.. guess my mohog was slanted so yea.. Headed to the toilet to make ti straight and well looks alot better..:D

Later headed to Heeren to look for a bag for me to keep my lappy and also my training gear.. From Heeren to Taka.. Saw something nice at Taka and well it fit e budget.. Again, i saw my fav Puma bag.. haiz sad tat i cant buy.. I dunno if it fits.. The sales person said it might fit and recommended tat i brought lappy dwn for a fitting session..

Thing is its dam heavy for me to lug it arnd.. Later continued on to Wheel lock's and well Crumpler and saw e one i wanted.. Off to Far East that had totally nothing i wanted.. Later to Paragon and well i saw 3 bags i liked.. 1 looked too big.. the other was erm too fitting??

Headed to Heeren's Marchie for dinner.. Sad to say it closed for renovation of something.. Continued on to PS where we decided to have Cafe Cartel but again it was full house.. sad case.. I decided to head to the bristo at e basement to grab some aussie dogs and bread for e movie and later i saw my smoke salmon.. Been craving for it..

After much consideration, i decided to settle on both my pepper beef with pork and my smoke salmon.. hehe.. We were running late.. Rushed to Carrefour to grab drinks and then to e cinema.. Now ill tell u abt e show..

Pls do not watch the show.. The girl who wen to find out what actually hapen was e nun.. lots of censoring so much so that u cant really catch the whole thing.. Dam stupid and the girl killed the nun and she was e nun.. haiz..

Hahah.. headed home and well slp at 2 or 3.. was kinda tired.. and my eyes were dropping.. so yea.. had to end my day earlier..

Hmm today is Wednesday and well im skipping training.. Well had a late night.. hehe miss Grace.. have been talking to her for e last few days.. Glad can be e person to nag at.. hehe.. Chris is coming back soon.. Even b4 he is back so many problems in aussie land.. Sometimes u'll be amazed by the things pple can do.. Poor Chris.. Caught in e middle.. Gd thing im not there..

Guess ill end here.. more tonight..

Capsulised

Day: Sunday

Date: 4/6/06
Weather: Night time but no rain.. heheh
Mood: Depress as a whole but contented
Holiday: Commenced till 18/6/06

Firstly, before i begin to blog abt my week, would like to share some thoughts i gathered during my reflection i kinda did on one of the days while i was on the way to school. Few weeks back, was talking to a friend..

He kinda noticed that i was kinda tensed well few others noticed that i kinda changed since i entered poly. One of the comments i heard, was that i kept falling sick... Well to some extend it was real.

Many a times, members of the public stigmatise ITE students as a whole and judge them even before they know them.. Though its less common this days, but then as much as im concern, im happy and am extremely proud to be an ITE student and to be, being able to enter the local poly from ITE, is indeed and achievement and a stepping stone.

Few ITE students who enter the poly say that its different the life in Poly and in ITE. For me differences in terms of studying methodologies. im quite adaptive to the style of teaching however, as much i couldn’t be bothered with the fact that the public stigmatise ITE students, im happy with the fact that wen we enter poly, to some extend, we are smarter than them.

Smarter in what sense one might ask. When i first entered poly, i was accommodating to everyone who was in my group. I would ask them to share their thoughts but while we are goin thru our problem statement, sometimes they might as me words they don understand and i have to always lead the group.

In ITE, we were given the hands on skills which i truly benefited and being in the council was an added asset because in the council u face many others who are of different character and personality and u learn how to handle them differently and that’s wat i did in my class...

However, being the leader all the time and helping ur other members all the time, is mental and physically draining.. Few of my classmates passed this comment few days back.. "Sherwin has a mixed face and therefore he gets what he wants all the time". To some extend i guess it hurts i mean what has me getting what i wan got to do with my race? I mean though im not pure Chinese but in my IC its still CHINESE!!!

What makes them less from me? Occasionally, i would be put dwn by such remarks and well subsequently, i got sick and all bcos i didnt really have any friends there well i do lah but not anyone frm ITE for me to share my burdens with.

Licia, Liwei, Yixian along with few others who made it to poly, we do keep in touch with one another but as it is we are all busy with our daily life especially since we are in poly. This is also the very reason to y some of my ITE friends comment "Wah someone now in poly all his ITE friends he throw aside."

If you guys think that then i have nothing to say. If you really call urself my friend, where were u wen i needed u? Where were ur smses saying a simple "Hi" or "Hello"? So don bloody hell come question me abt my loyalty in friendship. I always did that jus that now my mind is preoccupied with my poly life and all..

Yes i shld make time but im human and aint perfect im not a model someone but i try so pls understand me.

Anyway now to my week...Kinda long.. :)

Monday:
School was good... Well not so lah.. quite depressing.. it was onli good during my training.. Instead of running, we played Captain's ball.. so yea.. later we did our usual routine and off we went for dinner.. I didnt go for dinner lah.. Wen home to have dinner with mummy.. to some extend i felt that since i started poly and had my IG, i've been at home lesser then usual. So think i have to make time for mummy.. Cos she commented some time back "Wah u get ur laptop already i hardly see u" i got her hint.. and thats also y i do my work outside so she can see me and talk to me since my lappy can go wireless..

Tuesday:
Was Enterprise.. It was good.. Asked my teacher y we were so into interpersonal and stuff and well i kinda guessed it lah but jus wanted to clear my doubt. Reason was when you start a business or even if u already have a business, what kind of people do u wan to have? Of course everyone have to employ pple they can work with so on and so forth..

It was quite ok lah. Headed to meet mummy for dinner at TM after school so i left sch late so that wen i reach it would be jus nice.. so i stayed in school to play Swat 4.. Orh yes recently i started picking up playing LAN games like SWAT 4 and CS.. But i prefer Swat 4... its stress relieving.. hehe..

Wednesday:
Was Science.. We were learning abt Dissipation and well Physics was involved like Velocity, and so one.. along with few other formulas.. haha.. My science group was soso. kinda changed my group to help a friend but well we kinda got into a quarrel and well yea.. to some extend now i regret and think if term 2 starts, and there is not change of group. i might request for a change.

Later headed for training and well as usual the girl's and 2 guys did 4-6km and well my group had to do 30pull ups.. 6sets of 5 and 15 pushups and our abs exercise.. hehe.. By the time our group wen into the water, it was 1830. Near dark le..

I think im glad that i was in a T2 (2 seater) so my friend and i was there.. We did 2km well along with the rest of the other guys in my group. Cause my advisor's friend shouted to his NUS students "NUS 7pm out of water" later he paddled to where e rest of us were and he shouted "RP 7pm out of water!" and of course i followed the instruction.

Wen my advisor saw me out of the water with my friend, he shouted to me to ask y. So of course i said "Shawn (his friend who shouted at us to get out by 1900) said to get out of e water" he checked with his friend who was at the launching point and well later apparently my advisor was not updated with the new rule.

Mac Ritchie has this rule tat after 1900, no water activities if caught then the whole school would be barred from the reservoir. And its for life. So my advisor approved my friend and i leaving the water.

His friend watched the NUS students and us while my advisor wen back to gather all e students out of the water. Later we cleared out stuff like keeping the kayaks into the shed and did a debrief and washed up. i was quite hungry so i left first to mee a friend...

After training, i headed for Ba Chor Mee with my friend and well later headed home.. Was dam tired and i slp in e bus and missed my stop.. Quite pissed and good thing my friend called so i was complaining and well wailed to him.. haha..

Wen i got home, i was so dam exhausted and mummy ask me to go clean Russell's poop and it was in the sitting room.. Was quite pissed.. i locked him in e kitchen after whacking him with my hand tat is.. and he did attack me and well i quite it was bcos of anger and exhaustion that made me really know how to stop him from doin tat..

I did wat i have to along with packing my stuff for sch e next day.. later i shut myself in e room and well i ended my day..

Thursday:
Maths.. As usual for e past 3 weeks, we were doin VB.. I was actually quite tired and well prepared to not go to school.. However i realised that i had a Science UT (Understanding Test) so i had no choice but to attend school. So yea i wen to sch and then later i had some problems with my UT Client (Programme for us to do our UT).

So had no choice but to do on paper. Later after tat, we were given our Problem Statement for the day.. i was dead set to leaving class early.. Rushed thru my stuff and well i left sch at 1330.. Headed home showered and rest.. Took my nap..

Later wen i woke up, had dinner with mummy... Didn’t really eat much cos i didn’t have much of an appetite.. Ended the day by sleeping early..

Friday:
Thank God Its Friday=TGIF!!!!
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving.. Was abt reliability and credibility of information.. it was quite easy but bcos everyone was in the holiday mood, it was a bit hard.. For me i was near shut off mood.. the nearer the time came towards 1600, the more i was restless and wanted to shut down.. In order to do that, i of course rushed thru everything.. My group, we appointed a leader and a scribe but then the 2 weren’t doing anything.. The other 3 of us were working.. so yea.. as usual lah..

Guess as stressed as i am, i have to thank God i have some good ones with me.. Can help to share the burden.. After school, i stayed a while to do my RJ later after doin it, i left sch to meet a friend.. Wen to Ikea for beef balls.. Dam nice.. Miss eating it. hehe.. But well i enjoyed myself..

While i was eating my beef balls, i suddenly thought of Grace.. She was leaving for Frankfurt doing FRA-EWR.. Miss her so much.. been a year since we met.. and well yea.. haiz :'( miss u dearie..
By the time i thought of her, it was quite late le.. she was well abt 4hrs thru her flights to FRA..

After my beef balls, i headed to Wheel lock’s Crumpler boutique to see the bags.. strolled along orchard to look at a big to put my laptop and my training gear. Saw a few nice ones.. but kinda spoilt for choices and well contemplating..

Later i recalled i wanted to buy a toy.. it was tis well thing where u can keep it into a box and wat made me wan to buy this toy was that it was airport series.. hehe.. and was nice.. they had 2 sets.. the first one was $40 and obviously i didn’t wan to get tat one and i wanted the one that was $30.. which i saw it as $20.. tat one had no plane but who cares i have lots of planes at home hehe..

Chris smsed me saying he emailed me some SQ mp3 that he took from the videos.. Quite happy to hear tat.. haha. Walked from Taka to Paragon to look for that toy.. Its either its out of stock or don have at all.. So eventually gave up looking cos it was like arnd 8 plous near 9..

Headed home on 65.. It wasn’t like my magic school bus (Service 168) that gets me from point A to B within 30mins.. it was like an hour long ride home.. So i ended up slping. Alighted at Clear Waters to take 28 home..

Wen i reached home, showered and all and started uploading the mp3 tones from Chris to my lappy and then selected 3 to put into my phone.. Later ended my day..

Sat:
Race Kayak training day.. Yippy.. hehe.. Woke up at 6 and well after showering, i wore my FBT stuff and trunk and later napped.. Mummy woke me up at 7 and i left.. hehe.. Reached the training station and slp in e train till City hall and slp thru again..

At Toa Payoh, met an Ex SC member. chatted and well i alighted at Bishan.. Took 156 and reach Mac Ritchie.. Later after tat, again did PT (Physical Training first) and then later did 4km.. Training was quite ok lah.

Coach said to do 2km wen he saw us.. Later he wen to paddle with his friend and then wen he saw me, he shouted to me to do another 2km.. After which he left.. While doin my 4km, at the 4th lap, my leg was quite numb and i was pushing myself and well sweat and all and i had a low seat kayak so my capsize rate was low.. hehe.. quite happy..

Conclusion was tat i cant do High seat and i must do low seat or else. Capsize. hehe soon i was very near the launching point.. e rest were arnd there together but the pain was well too great tat i couldn’t take it and well mind over matter and tats how i pushed myself to the end.. hehe quite an achievement..

Paddled myself to the launching point and got out.. Wen i got out, my leg was wobbly and well couldn’t feel a thing.. Though i was standing, but not straight.. legs were weak and well and sat at the launching point for a while and my legs were in my kayak to prevent it frm drifting away cos no way am i gettin into e water after being dry.. hehe..

We kept the kayaks and well my senior asked me to keep the race kayak.. and i was carrying it with my friend.. and i said "Wah so light arr".. Later both of them said "Its goin to be YOUR race kayak soon"

Note the emphasis on "Your" well i dunno but a senior was saying tat my captain and other vice capt was quite please with me.. I think i was quite quiet.. As in in the team im one of the silent ones..
Anyway, later after tat, we had our debrief and then had debrief.. did 50 pushups for being 1mins late.. so rubbish.. but well ill bulk up so yea.. hehe

Left after washing my legs to go to sentosa.. headed to Habour front for lunch where i got a call from Melissa saying her mum passed away.. It was sad to hear that her mum passed away.. I didn’t really know if she was the onli child a not.. so yea..

Couldn’t do much at tat time as well but could tell she was sad.. I had my dinner and after tat, i headed to sentosa with my friend tat is.. there was a big long queue.. And eventually, we got in.. hmm apparently there was some Balloon Festival goin on.. so yea.. But gd thing the beach tat i was heading to was quite empty..

Quite good.. hehe nice.. Loved it.. rented a kayak to paddle a bit more and then i was sitting on e beach till i dozed off.. My friends were quite mean.. haha they took sand and threw on my body while i was slping on e beach plus it was near e water.. hehe.. wen i woke up goodness. the mark or mess was erm.. How should i put it.. Interesting??

We showered and all abt 6.. headed to the bus station to get the bus but the queue was so long and well we decided to walk out.. I was leading and well.. hehe. Managed to get out.. in say wat 30mins?? Yea..

Headed to the departure centre and waited for the bus to come.. Had to wait for the 3rd bus before we can get a seat.. Later took a train to Douby Ghaut. one of my Friend saw his friend's and well his friend apparently was talking to his friend.. And he said "Later we go to the Orchard" and after hearing the conversation, i burst out laughing..

Couldnt take it.. well im bad for laughing at people but yea.. hehe. We transferred train to City hall and headed to Pizza hut for dinner.. I managed to get the $20 to buy the toy.. saw it at Toys' R' Us and well wen i saw the toy, it was $30 and not $20.. so sad.. :(

Wen back to Pizza Hut and well mins after i arrived, food came.. After dinner, headed to Gv Marina to catch X-Men 3.. Was told tat i would be disappointed but after watching it, i think there is a light at e end of the cave.. Think tats a better way of putting it..

Later after the show, headed home.. Kor wanted to go out for supper to make up for pissin the hell out of me.. And well as usual, though he drove but he was dam late.. 0040 then arrive.. Later he apologised which i didnt accept so yea.. anyway chatted while we fetched his friend..

After fetching his friend, i was well nappin in e car.. We headed to Geylang for supper and well i placed e order.. his friend was accommodating.. they let me order so i ordered all my fav stuf.. there was bao, ha kao, hakka beancurd (kor's fav), dumpling, pork siew Mai (Kor's fav), chee chong fun, and i think tat was it.. and i had cold barley..

Quite filling and funny thing was they were amazed that i ate alot.. and well i was shocked too.. hehe.. Later we headed to Changi.. Apparently, they wanted to go see ah gua's haha.. and we took the PIE..

Along the way, kor didnt turn out so well guided him frm the Changi Airport route to the ECP and later go to Changi Village area.. We drove pass my fav spot.. the runway area but too bad no cam so cant take shots.. haiz.. sad sad but well view was nice..

Soon we arrived.. i wen to the toilet while they chatted in e car (kor and his friend).. Wen i got out, we left and well few ah gua's signaled his friend and him.. hehe i was flabbergasted.. ahahah..

Kor later send me home got home and ended my day..

Sunday:
Wen to church.. was quite tired since i got back at abt 2 plus or was it 3?? hmm, either or lah.. haha.. AFter church, met Aini to go for Melissa's mum's funeral.. Im glad she appeared strong.. She is a gd friend and junior.. And as best as i can, will be there for her cos its not easy without a mum and having to be e onli child..

Will pray for her.. :) After tat i headed home and ate my burger and napped...

Woke up had dinner and here i am blogging.. Think by far this is my longest blog.. hehe.. Well think ill end here.. Tomorrow (Monday) is HOLIDAY!!! yippy!!! play time.. haha first holiday as a poly boi.. hehe..

Toddles for now..

PS: Pics i took for the day..

View of the beach frm where i was at

One of my beach shots.. Nice rite?? Maybe tis might be the next Sentosa's "Sun Paradize" ad..

Hmm is tis a Nursery?? Think so.. Was taken while i was walking out to Departure Centre in Sentosa..
Hmm i guess i'll call this e water fall??
Goin to watch X-Men 3.. hehe..Yippy..

The Pan Pac @ Marina..

Ritz Carlton Singapore.. My fav hotel..

The View from where i was at.. Marina Square..

Another work of art by Leonardo Da Vinci??