Sunday, October 22, 2006

Sai Kang Warrior

Firstly, before i go on wif my blog, would like to apologise to Dearie.. Firstly for my actions, secondly for the things i said and lastly for neglecting u e past week..

Many things have happened... Unc Mel has stage 4 Cancer.. To all my friends who is reading this blog, STOP SMOKING ELSE U WILL DIE! I now pray Unc Mel will recover.. It will take a miracle.. I have seen it happening and i trust in God that it would happen again.

This week was quite eventful.. Hmm had my IMF Appreciation Dinner.. Frankly, it was by far the most cheapskate event i have ever been to and seen.. Maybe bcos of the number of volunteers, the budget was there but cash for food had to be compramised.. The dinner was at Vivo City the top floor open air watever its called.. haha..

Inside the goodie bag was the IMF Polo Tee, IMF Pin, IMF Conmemorative EZLink Card.. Will post up pictures wen im back frm Brunei..

Tuesday morning, wen to settle e paperwork and contract for my work at T1.. Would be at T1's lost and found.. One of the flights id be handling would be QF & BA.. Will miss SQ and MI alot.. Love those 2 airlines alot since i've been working for e airline for abt 3 yrs..

Very glad that as bad things are rite now, there are things to be joyful for. Tats e balance in life.. Coincidentally, since unc Mel has cancer and so on, it brought the family together esp my aunty and him.. Both of which are my fav.. Aunty Luna who has always been sponsoring for my trips, ad Unc mel the fatherly figure i look up to..

Im really thankful and blessed but praying that he would recover.. That we will also treasure all those we have around us.. This week, through all this, i noticed how much im so blessed to be in Poly. While im nagging in sch complaining rushing around for meetings and so on, others are there envying me wishing they would be where im at and some wat i have minus e IG and so on that im in.

I really thank God for all this..

Amidst all this, im also glad that dearie is able to be more positive. I really appreciate her presence. She was e driving force in me. Yes she had a problems but her problems helped me to think of ways to see how i can help pple.

I was able to think of ways or things to help me help others. At the same time help myself as wel.. I guess at the end of the day, i really have to thank God for the many blessings that has been blessed and bestowed unto me. Thank God.

Hmm Suppose to fly off today however Unc Mel is coming today and Tomorrow have to bring him to Raffles Hospital and then Tuesday morning to airport and tats where ill fly off as well.. I really feel like i have to do this shit job but for e sake of e family i have to..

Feel like im e laison officer.. ahaha.. Some weeks back, i smsed papa saying that il be leaving for Brunei.. he replied saying "He has been smoking for so long this is expected. Now jus pray for him" I got quite pissed and i replied "u smoked too and u better thank God u are alife" we kinda had a quarrell..

Later he said y shld i go and i replied that he has family here and im e onli family mummy has.. She needs me and i cant leave her here.. Jus then it occured to me tat wen he was in shit i was and had to also be there for him.. He didnt reply after tat..

Frankly sometimes i feel guys are real heartless bastards.. The things they say at times really are things tat needs no thinking.. haiz..

Anyway though tis is a short trip, but i will see how i can help.. rite now im jus putting a brave front.. But inside haiz.. Dunno lah.. However im very happy and glad that im blessed wif many blessings..

Lord help me to wan to go to church and tat ill be able to do it lor.. :)

Think i better end here.. Hmm will blog wen im back.. With LOADS of pictures.. hehe..

To all friends out there, Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya Ma'af Zahir dan batin

Sunday, October 15, 2006

My Saturday

Woo my Saturday was great..

Met Dearie at Cityhall.. Quite hilarious.. Upon meeting her, i had to carry her mamasan bag. Wah dam big sia.. ahhaa.. But i was happy to carry it though i looked gay wif it.. To add to it, i was blamed making her spend $30 for a lip gloss and best part was wen i looked at it, i dunno which is the cover.. ahaha.. Dam Funny lor..

We headed to Cine to grab tickets for Miami Vice.. Later to Sushi Teh.. Food was good dearie's presence added made it all very picture perfect.. hee.. I really enjoyed e fact tat u go out wif ur 大姐.. Really fun really cool..

I really hope tat i did help her i mean e main intention of bringin her out is to get back e self esteem.. Tats one next is tat there is people around to be wif her i mean i hope my presence and company did help her..

Later we headed to Cine for our show.. Show was gd.. We enjoyed it.. After e movie we planned to meet Shermie.. Took a cab and rushed to airport. Really nice person.. I guess tat kinda sums up the whole day..

It was short but it was nice and fun.. I really enjoyed my day.. I hope dearie did too..

Woo Below are shorts of the items dearie passed to me..

My October's Edition of SilverKris.. :) Dearie Knows best


This is SQ's latest B773ER.. Thanks alots dearie.. Left the A380.. Nice nice.. love it lots..


This bracelet was done wen dearie did her latest Cairo flt.. My name was engraved in Egyptian.. :) Coincidentally on Tuesday, i did tis for Culture.. hehe..

Finally the long awaited Bvlgari for Men.. :) So happy thx dearie..

Inside: Perfume, Shaving Cream, Shaver, Lip Balm, After Shave and Hand lotion.. NICE NICE NICE:)

Cam whoring?? DUnno.. hehe.. Was taken in e cab on e way to airport. Dunno if dearie knew i took tis shot.. Y don have her face?? Some people don wan to take pics wif me lor.. ;p

On the whole i really enjoyed my Saturday.. Many thanks to dearie.. Think as im bloggin, i believe she jus touched dwn to PEK.. Her mamasan bag and trolley wif me.. hee..

Hmm.. today didnt do much.. Didn't go to church.. Yikes.. got to read my bible liao.. Not forgetting pray more.. Today tidied my laptop and finally sorted my files and so on into my harddisk..

So glad all e files are in order and its moving faster..

Next week is goin to be busy.. Monday got sch.. Tuesday i have IMF appreciation dinner to attend.. Yikes and i jus recalled moments ago.. Wednesday usual, Thrusday i have JIVE meeting.. Friday sch and Sat morning have to send mummy to airport and then go home and rest.. Later have my photoshot for CIE for 2008's open house.. Then on Sunday im off to Brunei.. Looks quite rush for me.. To add to it, i have my AIDS event to plan for.. Hope all is ok and would go fine..

I think i better end here.. To end it, here are some videos i enjoyed this week:



Entitled: "We Live in Singapura" by Hossan Leong



MTV Version of: "We Live in Singapura" by Hossan Leong



"We Didn't Start the Fire" By Joel Bill the original singer

Enjoy :)

Till the end of tis week, Ciao!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

My Week thus far

Tis week was well pretty rough.. Had like C for Cognitive, C for Enterprise, C for maths. Tats like 3 C's.. Dam it.. So far its 2 C's for Maths, 1 C for Enterprise, 1 C for Cognitive.. Really bloody demoralising.. I emailed all my faci's for an explanation.. Onli Enterprise came back wif a valid answer..

Cognitives the answer was dam fucking displeasing.. couldnt justify himself and seriously i hate my cognitives and maths faci.. They suck.. Monday mummy told me that Uncle Melvin was hospitalised and along the week, i didnt know how serious it was.. Quite bad apparently.. Best part is no one knows wat happening.. Weird.. I seriously dislike the way they are working.. I mean come to singapore this wouldnt be the case.. Sickening

Wednesday i had meeting for JIVE.. First JIVE main Com meeting.. Everthing was gd.. hehe glad.. However i was feeling dam sick.. Ant brought me to see the doc and yea. Goodness. am Amazed with the fact that i would survive the haze.. The Doc checked my throat and he said my throat was inflammed and there was an infection..

Entailed to it were usual flu, cough, and er signess.. quite bad.. He insisted that i get at least 1 day MC.. I said i dont wan.. However after tat, headed to dinner wif Ant.. Wah kenna send home.. haha.. First time.. Face looked like shit anyway..

Thursday was at home the whole day.. Didnt do much aside for my Passport.. Got it extended till 28 October 2014.. Quite happy.. Now u got e feeling that u can jus leave anytime u wan ahaha.. So short getaways are a sure thing for me.. Jus need a sponsor.. hehe..

Friday wen to sch and saw my math faci.. Dam low morale.. Was late and anyway i cant be bothered since i believe ill be getting yet another C.. Really couldnt care les.. haha..

Lesson ended and had to do tis video shoot for my AIDS event.. Glad tat i had Audrey, Austin, and Mark to help me with the video.. After tat wen to meet Will for dinner and spent some time chatting wif him and talking to him.. Haiz.. So much problem..

Got home and while doing something, i wen to take my medication and later dozed off till 5 tis morning.. Terrible doc.. haha Gave me strong cough syrup.. Will be goin out wif Dearie later.. Hee.. more another day..

O yea would be leaving Singapore on the 22nd.. Mummy would be leaving on the 21st. Need to go see Unc Mel.. Hope all is fine.. :) Some how this senario seems so familiar..

Sunday, October 08, 2006

First Time for Legal Things

Today is Sunday.. Got up about an hour ago.. 1240.. :) havent been blogging much on tis blog however in terms of priority tis blog gets it all cos its dam personalised.. Not any top dick or hairy get to see it.. Onli selected few.. :)

Hmm i believe e topic would stir ur mind.. Ok its not SEX its not SMOKING.. ahaha.. Read on and you will find out.. Walk thru e lane and see how was my week.. :)

Lets begin wif last Sunday.. Was children's day.. hehe but not so happy in fact could feel out breaks popping out..


See the out break like dam daisies.. Dam it..

Monday was quite gd.. Wen to sch and my teacher wasnt there and there was a relief teacher.. Wonder y he gave us a VERY DETAILED introduction of himself wen we would onli see him for tat day.. Weird..

He was at e same time bragging abt e languages he can speak and so on.. So during my PPT, I ADDED a twist to my ending.. added a "Merci" as my ending page.. Whole was were wondering wat it was.. haha.. Not sucking up though.. ;p

Tuesday came.. hehe.. The SQ pic u see below, was taken in Everett.. No i didnt go there to take e shot however, yesterday (Saturday), was surfing on Airliners.net and saw tis pic.. Onli then did i realise tat this plane i first saw in 2003 while i was working, boarded if for official business, is finally owned by Singapore Airlines.. Presenting the B773ER, 9V-SWA. :) SO NICE!!!

Taken on the 3rd of October 2006 in Everett compliments of Airliners.net

Back in school, its was Culture.. Not bad.. Frankly, im beginning to like my teacher.. She is dam nice.. :) However learning point for me is tat maybe talk less i think.. hehe

I got cheese on my face.. ;p

My click.. Not all but yea.. Frm left: Melvin, Me, Audrey, Austin..

Wednesday was Enterprise.. Came to sch and NO AIRCON!!! INTERNET WAS DWN!!! Disadvantage of no windows tat cannot be opened.. Sobs.. Nonetheless, my team stayed in class and we discussed..

It was quite ok but they were decisions tat would cause some conflicts however it really depends on how one works towards it but yea didnt really care lah jus had it done and get over wif it.. hehe

Thursday, didnt go to sch stayed home. sick due to e dam hazy.. Fuck lor e haze.. hmm blooged at home on friendster and yea.. ooo my teacher shared tis vid wif me. Very nice.. Did tear but yea tats for me hee.. Enjoy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

Friday wen to sch and it was well lesson was on Maths.. DAM BORING and my maths teacher loves to use or say "Wat are ur bases for ur actions" i really feel like throwing a bin at his face.. ahaha whole class dislikes him..

After lesson, headed for my JIVE main com interview.. Sucked at it man i mean i t was very brief.. haiz..

Later wen to meet my friend.. He wanted to pass me mooncake.. Hmm ddnt know even mooncakes can also give de.. hehe.. I mean people even do exchange.. ahah..

In the bag was e mooncake and e small can for specially bought for me.. ;)

Nice box..

Very typically done.. Cover

The other cover.. 2nd layer..

4 mooncakes.. Dunno wats inside..

This is specially for me.. Love e can..

Nice rabbit..
Am very glad the ghost festival is over.. hehe.. At least i hope it is lah.. ;p
Overal my friday was spent badly.. After sch then go home so sian.. I mean i managed to go TM to look around while waiting for my friend to pass me the mooncakes lah but yea..

On e way back, i saw the full moon, colour similar to tat of the picture in e box.. hehe.. Intriging..

Saturday came.. HEHE.. A wonderful day.. here is where First time for legal things sets in.. hehe..

Woke up in e morning.. Saw dearie.. chatted and so on.. Hmm dearie no matter wat, self esteem is something tat can be worked on.. Jus like dancing in a club.. An obcession will get worst but if it isnt for e better but e worst, u have to stop and do somethign abt it.. Remember wat dupree said in e movie??

Graceness.. Graciousness.. ;) Remember tat.. U have to and u got to and u will.. REMEMBER..

In anycase, after talking and planning, we decided to meet.. Wen to watch "You, Me and Dupree".. While i was in the queue to purchase tickets, i got a call frm my friend.. She congratulated me and i was like for wat and she said the results to the interview was out and she ask me to guess wat she got and well 2 new posts were added bcos all e candidates where up to it.. so the posts JIVE has are:

President

Vice President

Admin Manager

Publicity Manager

Relationship Manager

Operations Manager

The last 2 were the 2 new posts.. I was told tat i was the Vice President.. The post i wanted.. :) very delighted.. Happy in fact.. All the more it added to e outing i was even more happier than i was.. :)


Later we decided to go to Sushi Teh and it was closed so we walked around Paragon and all was close..

So we decided well i decided to go to Clark Quay.. We walked.. hehe so happy.. I mean it was short though long.. With each others company it was nice.. We strolled pass Fort Canning park and dearie looked at e well bushes or watever it was and i followed suit and dearie laughed and yea we all kind read each others mind then.. hilarious..

We wanted to dine at IndoChine but closed onli e bar was open.. So we wen to Iguanaclub or somethign like tat.. I had beef steak tortila wrap while dearie had chicken barito.. For drinks, Dearie had Strawberry margarita and i got Chocolate mint.. i tot it was a glass however a shot glass came and i was hmm stuned?? haha..

Coaster of Iguana Club.. Nice.. :)

My chocolate mint..
I managed to down it.. ahah I did it.. ;p

Dearie's strawberry margarita. I had like half glass? hehe..
Here comes the erm hehe first time thingy.. After tat we decided to go to MOS.. yes Ministry of Sound.. haha.. First time there.. In fact first time to a club.. hehe.. Dam happy i mean i was really happy and in e mood.. i was very consious.. Wonder how dearie could tell..

Was trying to absorb the music and e atmosphere.. We walked around into e various rooms.. Retro, R&B, Trans.. R&B was full very packed but then i kinda managed to absorb the music.. Trans i had to feel e music.. Really need to get used to it i mean i liked it now i fear tat im tempted.. Gd thing is tat its expensive. Entrance was $25.50 per person and 2 free drinks..

Dearie got me Vodka Lime and Vodka Strawberry.. Not bad.. Im quite a gd drinker.. heheh ;p
I managed to dance and yea.. ahaha weird.. Dearie said i was perfectly fine..I mean it was a compliment.. hehe.. Quite erm hahah yea i dunno no word can be used to Describe the feeling..

Came home at like 2 plus in e morning.. Paid for cab.. ;p Thx dearie for EVERYTHING..

Chatted and cleared some stuff till 5.30 in e morning.. ahah..

Tis morning, i woke up at like 1240hrs.. haha amazing.. didnt go to church felt bad.. -_-"
Hmm saw my JIVE advisor and i asked her y i was e VP though my interview was badly done.. she said "u have vision" i shared wat i have.. So it was gd.. She also requested tat i help my project manager in the AIDS project.. kinda like his assistant.. ahah guess my capability is really coming out..

She kinda hinted i had e people skills.. Will do my very best.. Very happy wif all tis.. hmm took tis shot wen i got up in e morning.. haha..


Seriously i dunno y im smiling like tat.. ahhaa..
Later goin to airport for dinner wif my friend..

Next week is goin to be busy i believe.. Wats goin to happen is Tuesday i have an interview for a job at airport.. T1 Baggage claim.. $5 per hr.. not bad lah.. hehe.. I don mind so long as at airport.. hehe.. Main airline i would be handling if im competent is BA and QF which is also 2 major airlines tat help generate the revenue for SATS aside frm SQ.. :)

Then meeting tomorrow and i wednesday is meeting for JIVE.. First official main com meeting.. Then think tats abt it.. Well think tats all till i blog again. ciao.. ;)

Sunday, October 01, 2006

The Week

The Problem between dearie and i have more or less subsided and we are moving alot.. Not we arent breaking nor have we break up.. Its jus tat maybe i guess we kinda settled our differences.. Quite confusing but i guess it jus adds some spice and excitement to everything.. Contradicting things are in life but its i guess this is one thing we wan to leave it as it is..

This week was busy.. Was doin stuff to keep myself pre-occupied with work and school.. Monday school was quite ok.. Saw my Cognitives teacher.. I was late and it was raining not to forget the rain and the jam on the TPE on the way to school.

Arrived school late and apologised.. The teacher was Sheryl Chan... I looked her info up via the school staff profile to read abt her.. Kinda like to see or know her better tat kinda thing.. Saw her face and she looked different.. My friends said she looked like a psychopath.. Therefore i gave her the name "psychopath".. She kinda looks like one anyway.. Worse thing is, while we were presenting, she was chatting on msn and frm wat i heard she chats wif guys on msn alot..

Terrible.. Wonder wat she will give me for my grades.. She took so long to grade our work.. Lesson on Monday and till friday grades still not out.. funny.. After lesson i had a workshop.. Was quite gd..

Tuesday's lesson was Culture.. It was nice.. My teacher was nice.. Audra Lim.. looks fierce but dam nice and friendly.. Best part was she has the same blood mix as i do.. Also a christian.. Nice lady.. Believe she is new i think.. Very nice lady..

Our problem for the day was we had to do a story for social studies for upper primary kids.. I told my friend abt how we used a story and tell foreigners abt singapore in sentosa and they said its nice so i twisted the story a bit.. Was a bit stressed working wif my group but later it was gd.. I was like playing 2 roles.. Scribe and Leader.. So totally unfair.. But job was done and they too did their share..

Our presentation we did a skid or role play wif our PPT... Fusion of both.. Our actors were of course our classmates.. Very imprompto and it was nice to see how my classmates can actually do last min acting.. VERY INTERACTIVE was the comment we had.. Point to improve on were things like plan before hand who is to play wat.. Got an A for tat.. Heheh so happy..















Had lunch in the canteen for the first time... I mean so far since i entered this new class, i have been having very fun classmates who are frank with each other.. We have our click but of course we do stand united as a class.. We have our regular few noisy ones.. REally nice.. We dine together during lunch.. My friend took tis shot of me.. ahaha














The shot above is the end result of my food.. It was e soup but i jus mixed the chilli, pork, green chilli and think tats abt it.. NICE HOR?? Another friend said it was hot and sour soup.. haha..
Did have fun during lunch

Headed for dinner wif my friend at Marina Square.. Back home and yea ended the day..

Wednesday was Enterprise.. It was on Human Resource management.. My teacher was tis fatty guy.. Called him Humpty Dumpty.. We were all confused at why he was literally shouting at the class for.. ahaha ..

During presentation time it was gd.. Hope i don get a lousy grade frm him..

Thursday again we were doing cells.. It was tough but we managed to sail through it thanks to my science faci.. Dawn was her name.. A very nice lady..

Friday sucked.. However bad it was, we (my class) still made the best out of it.. We managed to do it though we hate the faci so much.. To me, personally i feel that the morale of the class really depends on how the faci delivers the lesson of the day to the class.. Yes it can be very dry but my science faci managed to do it very well..

As my for my maths faci.. He fails as a faci.. here is how he looks like..


Looks for uglier in live..

After school, i did my RJ.. Bombarded him in a more subtile manner tis time.. Headed to Suntec to meet my friend for dinner and walked around.. Headed home and i crashed.. Dam sleepy.. dam tired..

Saturday came.. Was working .. Headed to work as usual and was early.. hehe..


Trying to smile while waiting for the train.. :)

Reached work and was on time.. hehe.. Changed and headed to my attraction..
Welcome to my Attraction..

View of Keppel frm my attraction

View of the Merlion frm where i was..

This is e kind of boats the Indians used while they were colonelized..

Boat the indians use..When they came to Singapore..

Boats the Malay used..

Boat the English used to come to Singapore.. Including Raffles..

The "Prahu" used by the malay's for fishing..

Boat used by the Chinese wen they came to Singapore.. Looks like a Dragon

Feel free to look around before u go for ur 5min show

This as u can see is the Chinese Culture..

Woo Wats tat??

Welcome to 4 Winds Trading Co.

Work was quite ok.. I noticed wenever im doin theatre show, numbers are alot.. regardless of timing.. Quite encouraging.. hehe.. For me i think i have to stop talking fast.. haha

This group they came in and e guide gave me abt 12 expired tickets.. I failed to check the dates.. As of the next time i work, i have to start being more vigilant.. Cant imagine i failed to check.. I was quite happy wif my performance though i was counting dwn on the time i can go home unlike airport where i was onli concerned abt being early for all flights..

After my attraction closed, i rushed to Musical Fountain for my duty there.. Was doin "World Map".. quite happy things went smoothly.. hehe.. Headed to the Kiki shop to get e sound track they played for the show.. Onli to realise they don accept NETS or Mastercard..

I rushed back to my office to changed then to the arrival centre and the e driver was nice.. he drove me and stop out of the way for me to get the cd.. He stopped me somewhere near and i literally ran to the shop to buy the cd like it will never open again.. Reason being im not goin to work for e month of Oct..

Managed to get the cd and then dash to get the bus to meet my friend.. Headed for dinner and yea wen home.. My lappy has virus.. Now i urgently need a hard disk and no one seems to care.. FUCK lor.. Need to transfer my info the harddisk and then reformat my lappy..

Did all sorts of virus scans.. Hope its fine.. Im so worried.. Lesson learn: NEVER DL MOVIES FRM FRIENDS HARDDISK WITHOUT SCANNING.. Ended my day quite late and yea woke up at abt 12 plus.. Didnt go to church.. thing next Sunday i HAVE to go to church..

Woke up like jus now and yea.. Mummy told me we would be leaving on the 22nd of Oct and back on the 29.. This means ill be skipping abt a week worth of school.. Wonder wat or how to tell e school wen i get back.. Think will email them saying i have a family emergency..

Hmm think will rest and stay home e whole day..

Somehow thru e weeks, was thinking of dearie and wishing to go out wif her.. Many things happened and no matter how harsh my words are, i never seem to mean wat i say and i always feel sorry for saying it later..

Blo

Saturday, September 23, 2006

School & I and my life wif Grace

Thursday:

Thursday morning was school.. I was awaken by a phone call at 0830!!! DAM IT I WAS DAM LATE!!! ~,~ Was pissed.. Comtemplated on whether to go to school a not.. Called mummy and asked if she woke me up.. She said she did.. However i doubted e fact she really did because she said stuff tat really contradicted herself and i don wan to talk abt it.. She called me while i was on e way to sch and i was abt to shout at her over e phone but i jus hooked off.. My temper wasnt so gd..

In anycase, i picked up the courage and headed down to school to face the music. I was prepared to have an unreasonable faci whom i had to suck up to and so on.. Didnt care didnt give a dam. Wats done is done jus have to go and face the music.. ;) Be a man and do e right thing.
Arrived Woodlands and well yea headed to sch and wen to class..

Kinda felt a bit disorientated maybe bcos of the location of my classroom.. So picked up the guts and headed into class and i said "Hi I'm Sherwin.. Which Group am i in or do i just sit anywhere?" one of the groups said "O you are in our group".
When to my group and well they look of to me.. I apologised for being late.. Wonder how they evaluated me as well.. Didnt really care.. No one seem to be talking untill i added them on MSN and inititated a conversation..

It was actually break time and the Facilitator wasnt there.. When she came, she approached me, she asked if i was Sherwin and i somehow put my right hands up trying to apologise for being late.. She kinda wanted to shake my hands so yea she shaked hands and during the hand shake i said "Im sherwin and im sorry for being late.."
Last Semester, during my Science lesson, she sat in because she was new and i remembered her because i wanted to throw a tissue paper and e paper flew and hit her shoulder.. I couldnt apologise enough cos i was so embarressed and so on.. She said "Its ok i appreciate the fact u still came though u were late" I was so relieved she was nice and so on..

Lesson was abt Cell Membrane.. Was cursing to myself because i understood nothing and well my group members were nice.. I was assigned to do PPT... hehe..
Everythign was ok but i still hated myself for being late and so on.. Gd thing the day ended fast.. headed out of sch and started cursing to myself.. hmmm Weird... Headed to buy dinner and this 2 kids frm SpringField Secondary School, were playing in e bus and they broke the EZ Link card device.. The driver made a fuss over it and was held up for a moment..

Later headed to buy dinner and yea.. Was talking to a friend and later, mummy wanted my to update her IPOD and later, i kinda got pissed wif her i mean u said u woke me up and u said so much to contradict urself and i doubt tat u even woke me up and u still tell me to my face abt being high class and so on??
WAT THE FUCK!!! I really wanted to give her a piece of my mind.. JUS PISSED and fucked everyone out aside frm dearie and so on... Later, showered and slp..

Friday:

Friday came.. Hmm mummy budged into my rm and shouted at me to wake up.. FIRST TURN OFF OF THE DAY! I jus kept silent and wen i saw e kitchen i jus said "u go do ur shit first lah!" Headed back to slp..

She was done by 0630.. I headed to e toilet and yea did my stuff.. Later dressed up for sch.. Felt lousy again because it was Friday which is gd but Maths which sux.. I smsed Xian Hao and said i would be late..

He replied saying all of them over-slpt and would be late.. hehe.. Headed to e bus stop and e bus came.. DAM.. 168 WAS PACKED LIKE A CAN OF SARDINES.. Decided to wait for another bus.. Again a choice and decision i made and i will live wif e consequences..

Arrived Woodlands and yea.. met Xian Hao and e rest.. Shi Yun came and we headed to breadtalk to get breakies.. Took 902 (RP Shuttle Service) and while we were in the queue, e TransIsland service staff (who would always be there to check our student cards) came to us and said "the bus will arrive in 4mins time.. Its goin to be the long one and got cold aircon.. very comfortable"

I was amazed by his level of service and i thanked him sincerely.. hehe.. I dunno y but yea.. The bus came and boarded it.. We stood cos not many seats left.. Arrived sch and headed to class.. Was a bit late..

Headed in class and i said "Hi im Sherwin.. Where do i sit?". The teacher asked "Whats the ur name?" and i replied "Sherwin" and he replied "Team 2". He didnt tell me where it was.. Stupid ass.. I asked "Where is team 2?", looked around and no reply..

Got a bit cheesed off and said "Does anyone not have a mouth to answer?" and this china girl who has been living in Singapore for 9 years wif her parents said "O u are here" so i said hello and apologised for being late..

They were jus abt to talk abt the problem statement.. The teacher aparently did tis thing where he jus flashed the problem statement and everyone was stunned as in lost and he jus asked them wat they have to say..

He did tat to me and i zapped him without hestitating and i said "IF u noticed i jus entered and im reading and i have no idea was golden ratio is. Care to enlighten me?" and i did it with hell of an attitude.. aahahah

Think i appeared to be e garang one in class.. ahaha.. This Facilitator, he dressed up like some site manager or supervisor, was terrible.. he didnt teach us anything and onli wen around asking "Hows ur progress and wat have u learnt" i was like "WAT THE FUCK"....

VPN was dwn too.. Everyone seem to know wat to do aside frm my grp.. We were silent.. Quite bored.. we were all lost.. the faci came to our group and then he wanted to knowhow to address us and he looked at me i said "Sherwin" and he asked "Sherwin or Edgar" and i said "for the THIRD time, Sherwin"

He said "ok"... He then went "So wat have u found out?" i looked at him wif tis expression and said "Find wat? VPN is dwn. We can onli measure each others arms. Nothing else.. I don even know wats goin on. I onli know its related to numbers and Davinci code"

I think i made him speechless and i didnt care.. Cut the story short..

Had Lunch with Xian Hao, Shu Hua, Alvin, Shi Yun and Lois..


Took this shot with Xian Hao's New Sumsung..
One of my Friend said looks like some balding old man -_-
At least to this friend i don have a WEIRD hairstyle and don dress so RICH..

We had lunch and well yea through means and way we got our presentation done.. hehe.. Presented and dam tis Faci really got it bad frm me.. He didnt pay attention to our presentation.. For my RJ, he asked "How could i have made better use of my time?" and this was wat i wrote " The topic seems a bit too vague. Was in class today?

Frankly I believe I would have spent my time at home resting. Yes I really apologize for being late for school however I wasn’t feeling well today.

I somehow expected a teacher who was “cheery” however pardon me but mathematics is not my forte and something I have lost touch for 3 year and somehow entering RP, having mathematics or science is a nightmare.

When I saw the problem statement, it was like greek to me. I didn’t understand anything and everyone is my group was so lost. We didn’t understand much. I would have stayed home and continued catching up with my personal stuff.

During the presentation of the 6th presentation, I was so “bored” literally that I really want to shut down which I believe almost everyone did. It’s a Friday and I expected to lesson to be nice and fun and not something dry and boring.

So therefore pardon me but I believe my time would have been better use by just doing my own stuff."

Don really like tis Faci.. He jus left without saying "Bye" or "Have a pleasant weekend" and goodness i hate him.. In anycase, after tat, did my RJ and above and headed for a meeting.. JIVE Meeting..

I dunno y they want to have a meeting.. Best part is i feel like backing out frm this project or event they are planning on.. Don like it at all.. I mean my ideas are SHUT OUT. I cant voice wat i have to say and there arent any meetings.. All informal shit.. Its a serious turn off..

Later, headed to Marina to meet my friend.. Had dinner and headed home.. Quite tired frm the day.. Read Grace's blog and yea.. left a comment there..

Chatted and so on.. Oo and took some shots. here are like few of the many i took.. ahaha..


The Kid In Me

Me wif my Sincere Smile

Hee.. I dunno wat to say abt tis shot

Me with an Attitude

Hmm i dunno wat to say for this also

SATURDAY

Woke up at like 1230.. Got am SMS frm dearie.. Kinda sadden by her SMS.. Guess after 3 years, its finally it.. I was very groggy wen i read e sms but suddenly tot of us and how we first met jus came to mind..

I was very i dunno jus felt very tired and heavy and i wen back to slp till 1230.. Haiz.. dunno lah guess tats jus e way it is..

She's on her way to SYD.. Here i am blogging.. Duno y, jus now wen i woke up, i jus wen to see Krisshop online and saw 2 plane models again which i did 2 days ago and today wen i saw it, i dunno y i jus cried.. its like haiz dunno lah..

Dunno wat to do after i blog.. Wan to go out but no where to go and duno who to go out wif..

Russell was slping and yea.. took tis shot:


Russell Slping in a Cute position

Somehow i feel sad and lost inside.. Dunno y lah.. haiz.. Wat a weekend.. :'(



Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Back to School It is

Dam in like 11 hours or so, ill be out of bed and off to sch for the new term..
This simply means new class, new classmates, new teachers.. Onli thing tats not new is my laptop, clothes, myself and everythign i possess.. However i have gained new experience thru my event (IMF) which made me grow..

Before i return to school, let me first put a close to my holidays.. its gonna be a bang but hee.. Tons of pictures..

Its gonne be very brief.. :)

Wen to Ubin for a 2 day 1 night stay and well hmm place looks ok.. Got henna tattoos done..


Its actually a pond with live fishes..

The Henna Tattoo on my chest..

This was on e pelvic Bone.. A mystical thingy..

Dearie was actually in Dubai and then left for Cairo.. Here are 2 pics.. Both of which were taken in Cairo..
Dearie's Trip to CAI

Tats my bed in e rm of e hotel where dearie is staying.. Outside is e balcony.. So nice. Sadly its missing me in e shot :)

Sphinx.. Nice rite??

On the other hand, while she was there, i had IMF duties.. Reported for duties on the 14th.. Was lost and verbally screwed pple.. hmm think its all in e logs..

My S2006 IMF Security Pass. Taken in e bus.. Not bad shot i have to say ;)

First Day of Duty and I havent been rostered. Dam Bored

On my Red Cluster Bus Service. Goin to Ritz Carlton and Oriental to and frm Suntec

A wink for myself after a long day ;)

Woo Look better after my shower

The Not so mad house or refugee camp wen some are back frm their trips and resting for the next

This would begin from sunday.. 17/9/06

Wen to work and hmm my route was Suntec-Raffles Hotel-Swissotel The Stamford and Raffles the Plaza.. Had a sucky start.. My bus driver sucked and worse my police man so dumb. Dam pissed..

The driver kept cursing even infront of delegates and i was turned off by the attitude.. The police man so so quite and found out he works at his chocolate shop at e airport..

I have to admit as demoralised as i was, however i have to handle e matter in a more professional and proactive manner.. The presence of the police was to take care of security and well my police wasnt bothered rather he didnt know wat to do..

I had to keep my time sheet in hand at all times and since i had attitudes coming frm e driver and police, i didnt care abt e driver.. However i did feel like telling e police to jus sit at e back of e bus.. Useless tat his presence was more of a nuisance.. Pardon me..

I single handedly did everything.. Checking of passes and talking to guests.. Was amazed i actually managed to initiate a group conversation wif 4 strangers who were frm different parts of e globe.. Felt very happy.. :) They introduced themselves and even alighted at Swissotel for coffee for some discussion.. hehe..

Guess as bad as it was, it brought the best out of me :)


IM BORED!!

CUTE? Hehehe

IM TIRED BUT GOT LAST RIDE!!

Thank God the day ended and well a new day began.. It was also the last for me..
*sobs*

As much as i was sobbing, i was also praying for a gd bus driver..
Showered and preped up..

Wakey Wakey.. Im Slpy

Took this shot before goin for duty.. my last day..


S2006 IMF Uniform One last time

Hmm followed Faeiza on her bus.. Wanted to see how boring other routes would be.. Had complaints so i tried one boring route.. Intercontinental and Alson Hotel.. DAM BORING.. ahha

My friend i made. Faeiza same sch but was frm ITE Dover my senior by 2 yrs :) we can get along well.. :)

This is Faeiza's bus im jus her assistant. I started her bus.. Hee e busy driver tot me to start e bus.. haha.. This is my terrible looking uniform but one last time

Faeiza's bus driver was very nice.. He gave me e keys to e bus and tot me how to start a bus.. I managed to.. With no difficulty.. Jus tat he missed out e press e key dwn so yea i pressed e key and press the "Start" button and e bus started.. cool..

Too bad cant drive.. But i took a shot before he came.. ahhaa.. Faeiza's police was also an FS wif SQ.. haha. onli realised tat wen i was doin my route ..


The Devil who is goin to driver the bus (like real) Its gonna freak my delegates.. ahaha

My route onli started near 5pm because first they had a bus but e driver was missing then e police and driver were missing but the bus was there.. Then e bus and driver was there but e police was missing till i wen to e Bus Inspector cos they screwed up..


They managed to get a bus and a driver and MINDEF got me a police man.. Both of them were nice.. hehe.. Was happy.. I had an added stop at Esplanade and yea had e sticker below.. I actually i was suppose to return it but i didnt hehe..


Now tis was frm my bus. Esplanade was one of my stops for e event as above :) Took tis decal home.. ahaha.. ;) Was taken in e bus..

Hmm i was sad bcos it was my last day so haiz.. Kinda cried my way back and later had withdrawal symtoms and its happens wenever i have events.. Kinda like a curse to me..

Woke up at night and felt like shit and took some drugs and well yea.. haiz.. E day was spent rotting and resting.. Tomorrow its off to sch.. This weekend will do a write up on "The Devil Wear's Prada" and the IMF event as a whole.. hehe..

I havent done my ironing yet.. yikes..

Below are some shots i took in e morning wen i woke up.. hehe


20/9/06 O man im dam slpy..

Tryin to open my eyes..

Finally up but looking blurr

Blurr and Spacy.. Looks drunk too.. hehe..