Monday, June 27, 2005

First Day

Tis morning wen i woke up, i was excited. Bare in mind i slp at 0230 n had to wake up at 0500.. Didnt really feel slpy.. Was seriously so excited cos today ill be doing my IOC duty.. hehe. WEll i was so excited to e extent of bcos i was doin announcements today, i was laughing n not concentrating in my mind.

So wen i did announcements, i was not concentratin n laughin in my mind till i got lost.. i didnt know wat to read or say.. haha tat excited.. Was eagerly waiting for sch to end so i can dash out of sch n rush home to get dressed in my IOC uniform.. hah.. Its jus a polo shirt n shoes lah.. was in jeans, my own of course.. hhee

I tot i would be late n my IC's would be those grumpy ones... Took a cab over n wen i arrived, e IC was late lor.. hehe but she was fun.. All e IC's were fun lah. Enjoyed being wif them.. Of course e SIA cabin crew were there n some did recognise me.

Of course shu shu was there. He came back frm Perth in e morning at abt 7 plus i think n he was like still there wen i arrived and then after tat i was like trying to know wat to do. Today was e first day so nothing much to do really.

I onli had like 1 arrival. Tis pax was frm Zurich on Swiss International Airline. Mr Natch Johann-Ralph. Nice n friendly person. However, ALL of us did have problems. Wat happened was no one had passes to enter n there was onli tis girl n i (using my staff pass) could enter.

Tis girl onli could enter thru Departure Area so i had to go thru tat way wif her. Initially, i tot i couldnt go in. And wen i showed my IC n e cabin crew my pass they said i could go in so yea.. i was over joyed cos i was sitting at e Help Desk area doin nothing.

I was like telling pple where is tis place, how to get here n there etc. My IC n some of e cabin crews n my team mates were saying i was e PR member.. hahh so funny. Then i helped like a china man to e taxi stand, 2 china ladies look for someone, and an indian couple wif e calling card thingy.. well more like address they problems.. haha

Not forgetting my 1 arrival. Some of e main IC were there to see how tis girl n i faired n frankly for me i think we did a great job in handling Mr Natch. Ushered him all e way to his car. Did talk to e Swissport (ground handling agent for Swiss International) n they helped me check who was wif Mr Natch n was class.

However, cant find. dunno y also (thankies for helping though) then yea.. After Mr Natch left for e hotel, we were released and it was then tat all e cabin crew there wif shu shu knew my name n stuff. n they asked how was it..

I jus said "easy".. Seriously it was but i think i was abit chatty confusing some wif terms n stuff. hehe.. Tomorrow things would be better. We would get our Passes n cards etc. so yea a relief so work can be done better n efficiently.

Hmm ball would be helping me wif my passport for Student Seminar and i cant leave my IOC thingy so yea.. haiz feel kinda bad (thanks ball). Do look forward to another fun day tomorrow. hehe Well i must say tat im kinda tired now.. hehe

Tomorrow another day think ill crash early tonight.. heheh toddles.

PS: purple for IOC events.. heheh

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Sometimes i wonder

Sometimes i wonder... Wen u get very close to someone n hope to be wif e person. The person may not wan to be wif u rather close to a certain extend like maybe going into a relationship, yet instead of really telling u face to face n letting u know how tis person feels, he jus shld i say plays wif ur feelings?

I really dunno wat or how i shld feel. I mean relationship for me, i think its where i really would be very passionate abt it. Many a time i do wan to give my all n get into one. But wen i look at how my feelings get played sometimes in life, i do feel tat hurt n i don think i can take it.

Somehow thru tis, my feelings for relationship and feelings for feelings itself, has turned cold making me used to my comfort zone of singlehood. If Grace is wondering if im refering to her, then trust me its not. Its nothing to do wif Grace.

To me my confort zone is something tat i treasure n i really protect. I don care if pple call me gay for being single or watever. Seriously i don give a fuck abt all tis. Many a times i wish i could be in a relationship but being in my comfort zone, has somewat made it very unhealthy for me bcos i don wan to step out of it to have a relationship where i would get bastard again.

I don even want to express my love cos i know even if i do, one would jus respond to it but yet deep down, its jus saying for e sake of saying. Thru tis i guess tat y im extremely stubborn abt some stuff in life n things tat happen n come my way.

I jus love e way i am most of e time but i hate it wen i develope some kind of feelings n then wen i hope for it to develope to something, all hope is gone wen u find out e truth. At e sametime, it really questions ur friendship wif e pple arnd u.

Wenever i have classmates who talk abt mushy stuff wif ur bfs or gfs, seriously i wonder how long will they last, how long can they remain in lies if there are. My heart sometimes do ache wen i see couple together.. Be it normal couple even gay or lesbian couple.

They jus seem happy being together loving each other. I do hope to experience it as well but how long can it go? Sometimes u have pple who have kor kors or didis i also wonder how long can it go? Is it for real or jus play kinda thing? Haiz many a times things in life jus make me question.

I have been to gay website like Fridae, SG BOy n so on to read abt how gay couples go thru things together. Read magz abt couples n Thus far sex is always in e picture. Are they doin all tis jus for sex? I mean even brothers do have sex like masturbation n stuff wif each other wen they are attached.

And wen all tis comes to an end wat happens next? All get hurt especially e one who is committing so much. :'(
seriously im kinda depressed n dwn now. Wen things happen sometimes do feel hurt. Like someone jus stabbed u in e back.

Haiz wat can i say.. i guess its all part n parcel of life.. Haiz. y must pple hide? I mean if u don like e person etc, y cant they jus voice out? n jus say.. haiz. if anyone of u are wondering if its u, trust me its not.. Its jus some tots i have in my mind n something i read frm somewhere lah.. haiz..

Additional Stuff

Tomorrow ill officially be on IOC duty. Will be leaving sch at 1230 frm tomorrow onwards till e 11th of July. My Approved Leave has been approved for e whole period but of course im not going to take advantage of it. Im still going for lesson if im not on duty though im covered.

Extremely excited n i know tat i have lots to attend to.. there is still NDP, Student Seminar, and of course my IOC. However amidst all tis, i still truly thank God tat im able to make it in a way where nothing will clash. Of course there are days where Student Seminar n NDP would clash but its a MP so i can jus take e bus frm MP to Kranji or Padang n Student Seminar would be at RC too.. so not much of a biggy.. hehe

Well got my roster and all.. quite ok.. Recent events is jus making me look forward to all tis. After tis period i can really say tat i have broken barriers. Taking part in 2 national events n 1 sch event and all 3 occuring neck to neck is really something i didnt expect to do.

Now is jus e beginning jus have to wait till 1 is down, then i know how its like. hehe being beyong normal is wat i wan to become. Wan to be better then RI, n JC n all those bigshot sch n students is wat i wan to be. I know i can do it and wif determination n wif God's help, i can n i will hehe haha..

Well think i better end here got washing n ironing to do for sch n IOC uniform.. At least im not wearing tux. hehe my hair kinda sad.. i wanted a mohog kinda thing.. E aunty cut of my mohog.. *SOBS* but hey i still have my V shape behind.. hehe next time ill have e mohog again..

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

MY HAIR!!!

Tis morning i woke up like at 9+. Got my IOC duty roster.. KInda glad hehe like my duties jus tat i don like Floaters.. hope i get Usher.. hehe very excited.. abt it wan to cut my n all.. jus so hehe..

Well tis morning i was like checking n running thru e roster. Smsed Sonia abt tat time cos wan her to print e roster.. So yea did tat.. got her to print it for me.. then prepped for NDP training. I was wearing an S for my shirt n it was darn short.

Managed to get it an M n it was better. hehe at least i didnt look like a gay.. so yea. We had like few rounds n i did enjoy it tremendously.. it was extremely fun. Was e first time there n cos it rained in e morning so wen we were there e ground was kinda muddy n all given e fact tat they covered it wif some sheet n boards lah..

I was running like a chicken hopping n skipping as i ran.. hehe so funny.. Dance sorta ended early lor but we got held up due to e jam so we were allowed to go back halfway.. so yea.. Took e chance to cut my hair. Haiz. e lady damaged e imagine i wanted. She Flatted e top no more mohog n my back V was nice.. so got to give her credit for tat.. other then tat she sucked..

She didnt even thin e layer. Wanted to get e cut for my IOC.. hehe wanted to look gd n all.. Creating e first impression. Well i have to skip my practice next sat cos i have IOC duty.. So excited tat i have all tis coming.. hehe..

For SS (Student Seminar) we are staying in Crown Princess Hotel.. 5 Star.. not bad.. hehe cant wait for all tis to start. but i dread it to end lor haiz.. well don talk abt it ending even b4 it starting lah.. hehe well tats abt it lah.. hehe todles..

Pain Day

Tis morning i wen to sch. All was as per normal. I was to report at 0715 cos of steps duty thx to e new intake suckers. But didnt care. So i was late. reached at 0730 on e dot. Did wat i was suppoe to do. Yday we skipped class well our AL (Approved LEave) ended at 1415. But thx to some it was extended till 1615.. hehe

Anyhows, i didnt eat anything as usual nothing new to me too.. Did duty as per normal n we had to do it wif e BLs, so yea. i had 3 wif me. So one of e lecturers told them to ask e student to pick up e litter. N tis BL said "Im not a councillor"

There n then i told him off to his face "so long as e teacher ask u to do don care SC or BL, jus do!" So i jus did it for e 3 bridge leaders. then after they were released, i had gastric pain. I tell u, i was pale. Everyone was asking if i was ohk.

Sonia made milo for me to drink (THX) and did feel better. But then after KDS, tis took to e worst. i wasnt faint or anything but i was very very oozy. My face didnt look good. In my mind was to look for a rubbish bin. Found one where no one was at. I couldnt take it n i jus vomited into e bin.

I tell u i vomited e milo n some bitter liquid n it was terrible. My classmates were all checking to see if i was ohk. Rushed to e toilet n e cubical was dark but i didnt care n there was tis boy shitting n guess he was scared of e dark (Apologies)

So i wen to e toilet at e next level.. Freshen myself up. Did feel better. Onli for a short while though. n i forced myself to eat. Breaktime, Sonia followed me to e canteen to buy lunch. n i did eat however, halfway thru i felt like vomitting AGAIN!

Thank God i had my airsick bag wif me so i vomited inside. No one really knew i vomitted till e Excos asked me n i showed them e bag. Fizah was e first to give e reaction wen she saw e bag.. hehe then after tat i didnt eat anymore.

They did ask me to go back n see a doc including Grace who came back frm LAX after so long. She called me stubborn too.. Well kinda true lah.. Had Student Seminar too.. n i wanted to go back but needed to produce MC. n i knew i wasnt goin to see a doc so i jus stayed till Student Seminar ended..

All was ohk lah. I managed to stomach some pocky n didnt vomit so wat relieved. Then after tat Liwei's friend was fetching her so Steve (Liwei's friend) gave me a lift back (thx). Then came back showered n rest. Now stomach kinda so so lah. but NDP tomorrow still on. don care.. hehe

Tats all lah.. o yea pics of e book launch are there.. more added so yea.. heheh well ending here..

Cheeky Girls wif Dr Tan Posted by Hello

Grp Pics wif Dr Tan Posted by Hello

Fizah, Sonia, Sam, n I. Emceed while he was e speaker n i was late once for his talk. hehe Posted by Hello

E SQ Girl i wan to meet.. My dream Chio Bu.. Posted by Hello

Friday, June 24, 2005

Breakin Barriers

Tis morning i didnt go to sch. Was at Orchard Library @ L5 attending and helping out in e launch of "Breaking Barriers" . Tis book is a collectiong of "stories" of national atheletes. Very interesting. Its abt how National Atheletes breaking barriers like singing, playing a violin and so on.

Its e breakthru thingy. In wat way is it related to me? Well im a Lifeskills Student so Mr Chua (Director of Business STudies) invited few of us over. So we went. I was there to usher e CEO of SSC in frm e car park. I was in white long sleeve n i folded my sleeves. n my Exco William, was in long sleeve n not folded..

He wasnt asked to usher him in.. Somehow i was very honored and yea.. hehe but then we didnt get to usher him in apparently he parked his car somewhere and yea.. So we headed of to e library upon receiving e call. Was fun had to say.

Everyone of us got a copy of e book. Pple like, Dr William Tan (Pic here), Lim Tong Hai, Marc Lim and few others were there. I was very amazed tat one of e athelete i think its Eileen Chai or something, she played e violin and it was nice.

Its like doing something aside frm wat u are doing something like a sideline thing.. Very interesting. Of course i did take few pictures wif some. BUT not EVERYONE like one of e council mates did. I of course took picture wif my Lifeskills Teachers, Miss Xavier...

She was taking care of us for e few months n she was very nice. Pretty too.. hehe. WEll some stupid stuff did happen too.. after e event, we were mingling arnd and i asked Miss XAvier if we could give Dr Tan a copy of e book and we checked wif Mr Chua.

Mr Chua said he must have a copy so Miss Xavier explained to one of e teachers frm my sch while i took the book to Dr Tan. And Mr Chua took another of my book, "Hot Tips", and passed it to Dr Tan too.. So i took one frm e teacher frm my sch.

The teacher frm my sch, asked y. I explained to her and she said "Doesnt sound very convincing but jus take lah" I was so pissed.. I told Miss XAvier n she got it too.. n of course i started rattling off.. But i didnt tell her off bcos she was a teacher in my sch so yea..

AFter tat councillors who went for e launch we went galaventing arnd in Orchard n wen home at 2 plus.. hehe kinda fun lah. Minus e fact tat its not a friday lah.. But still it was a fun day.. Came back n slp till like now.. hheeh well e pics for today are below. More to come next week. so yea.. hehe enjoy yea.

Toddles.

VF Poster!!  Posted by Hello

Back of my Hair e V shape Posted by Hello

Miss Xavier & I  Posted by Hello

ISR Councillors: YAnti, Fizah, Sonia & I Posted by Hello

Dr William Tan & I Posted by Hello

Sonia & I Posted by Hello

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Settled Down

Tis morning it was raining. Well wen i woke up it looked like it was goin to rain. So i was prayin tat it wouldnt rain. Halfway while i was in e shower, it rained. It was obvious tat i was doomed to bring tat umbrella to sch. Trust me i dread e tot of bringing tat stupid stick to sch.

Wen i was abt to leave for sch, e rain stopped. Well somehow it was drizzling so i managed to leave without having to bring e umbrella.. So yea.. Well i was kinda ohok lah. Train ride was gd.. Reached sch like at 0730.. then of course we had out mornin briefing.

Started off wif tagging duties till abt 0930.. Fizah, Yanti, n Sonia wanted to go sch late. Hmm excos n they are corrupted.. n i tot i was worst.. but i think im not so bad lah. hehe well all was ohk. Wen to e labs and all.. 2 of e labs were so dirty.

My eyes were tearing n were extremely itchy. So Mrs Tan asked me to place a chair at e door so i was e first to kick a chair to e door.. hehe well after tat we were so engrossed in looking for our NDP dance song. Dance no 40. Mrs Tan was so amazed by our enthusiasm.. hehe

The class of course did ask me to dance cos i was e gaga one.. hah but i didnt. ACtually i would use it wif other songs.. kinda interesting.. Didnt do much learning though. more of briefing on e module n so on. Well one things for sure, im not going to slack like i did last term n get such results. its terrible..

During Mrs Lee's lesson, she told me abt reading something abt IOC in e papers. Guess they don know how big it is. Till e days are here. But one things for sure, Mrs Lee n Mrs Heng are very happy n excited for me. Mrs Lee was asking me to do a report abt it after e whole event n a presentation for e class.

I readily agreed to it. Mrs Lee was nice to offer to help me to cut out paper cutting to help me. Very excited to do e report but i think i wan to ask mrs lee to draw up wat she wants in e presentation n report so i can do a gd one.

Think tis is a time for me to really shine n out beat e rest.. NOT AN exco but then i can still have opportunities in doin stuff they cant.. hhe well i think i better end here.. toddles..

Monday, June 20, 2005

Back to Sch

Oh k heres e thing. I know tat so long its after midnight, its would be e next day. meaning if its midnight on Sunday, it would be Monday liao. But then to me its still a sunday cos im not aslp yet. So yea.. well don think u would understand so nvm.

Well Sunday i was like watching F1 race. 14 cars were pulled out bcos e tyres werent safe for e race ground bcos e place was for Nascar racing so yea. My mum and i were like tis is e race no one has seen. it was like 6 cars were racing onli and of course Michael Schumacher won.

We have to admit e fact that he is gd however since tis yr, he has not been doing so well.. Didnt really watch e whole race lah. Tried to get some slp. I dunno y recently, i cant seem to really slp. I really hope tat i can slp tonight.

Woke up at 5am tis morning. It was raining so was prayin tat e rain would stop. Thank God like 10 mins b4 i was leavin home, it stopped!! As usual knowing Sherwin, i hated carryin umbrellas.. Firstly its very aunty n secondly its very troublesome.

So yea. Of course i do get e usual stares wen im on my way to sch be it in e bus on e way to e interchange or at e train station waiting for e train, in e train on my way to sch, or while im walking to sch. Somehow pple jus like staring at me.

I do check to see if anythin is wrong wif me wen i get stares however not instead of getting tis very odd feeling, i would now check if anything is wrong wif me n than ill jus let them stare. Cant be bothered anymore. I was like kinda slack today.

WAs holding my green file wif some stuff n my puch which had my mandatory items in it. Hehe kinda like ok ok lah. We were told to be in sch at 0730 n i reached like at 0730 on e dot. One of my juniors said i was late n i said have they said gd mornin n check my watch. It was on e dot.

Somehow tis morning, though i have to admit like everyone, i do have pre sch gitters but then i know tat im sure of myself. Including e things i have to do etc. So of course there was e usual morning briefing n all.. All went ohk lah. .

Had to do duty though. Well for SC duty, for tis month, i have quite ok duties lah.. not so bad.. hehe Gd thing im onli doin Com 2. I seriously hate Com 1. It sux totally. Well My AM was doin Com 1 n goodness he was shaking.

It was kinda funny but then i was like telling myself how i was like wen i first did Com 2 wen i was in OS (Office Skills) so yea. Well after tat i had to help out in e Orientation for today n tomorrow. I was doin taggin. Well jus stand there n hold e class tag. So lame n boring.

But it was ok cos we had to onli like wait till e BL's (Bridge Leaders) come n take over. After tat, i dashed off to see Mrs Heng n Mrs Lee wif regards to my IOC. I told Mrs Heng abt it and she was as excited as i was. Also told her tat they (SSC) had faxed her a copy of my duty roster n e letter.

So i showed her my copy and told her tat she would receive one via fax. Wen on to SC to do my other stuff. Before going off to see Mrs Lee to check e Timetable and also notify her of my IOC event. AFter i secured a pigeon hole for myself for e next 6 months, i wen off to look for Mrs Lee..

Staff room was as usual filled wif teachers and of course new teachers too.. (like i cared) So i wen to look for Mrs Lee however, Mrs Heng told Mrs Lee abt it and by then, she already got e fax. so yea. Everything was jus moving so fast n i was so shocked tat i could keep up.

So my IOC is settled already. Jus have to do my AL which has been preapproved. Meaning even b4 i wrote e AL, it was already approved by Mrs Heng n Mrs Heng even said i could use it for my subject, Events Management, so she told Mrs Lee to make e necessary arrangements for me.

Im so glad tat all went well.. At least i got e IOC part settled b4 i could leave for it. Then after tat saw my timetable.. Subjects i had to take were, Events Management, Keyboarding Development Skills, Public Relations, Office Administration, Sports n Wellness (PE). Teachers were Mrs Jacqueline Tan, Mrs Lee n Mdm Rajas, Mrs Lee also my form teacher, and Mrs Jean Yeo and someone frm e SW dept respectively..

Well all were ok teachers lah. Jus tat Mrs Yeo didnt really know her i i guess got to get used to her like wise for Mrs Lee.. So yea. Then for EVM (Events Managment), we would have lectures wif ISQ i was like "WAT?!" Cos no offence but they seem roudy..

So yea. Well Mrs Tan n i had a little secret wif regards to projects which im not gonna say.. so yea.. hehe.. Tomorrow there would be an urgent SC meeting wif regards to Teachers Day so have to stay back. Well guess i can get back to remaining committed.

After tat i was back in class n saw Jean Yeo. She was like mumbling away n i was making faces while she was talking (as usual) so yea. Then she released us early however we cant leave. So i wen to e SC room. Most of e EXCOs were there.. kinda felt very out lah.

But somehow jus had to go in.. They were nice enough to welcome me n i was glad. Then Miss Xavier, my practical Life Skills teacher, very pretty n lovely, came in n was looking for between 5-10 volunteers to attend tis launch of some book at e library in Town on thursday.

Which meant tat we could skip classes. I was surely in for it.. Haha so long as i could escape to see e world. But of course i still love sch but its like i was to try to balance it out. So yea. Then after tat did my AL for y IOC, and then after tat left for home.

Jus prayin tat im able to slp tonight. Hmm not been able to slpy for e past few days. Hope im ohk.. haiz. GRace is in LAX. :( Cant wait till she is back.. Well gotta end here.. got to do some emailing.. toddles..

Slacky Sunday

Tis afternoon i woke up at 3pm.. i got e shock of my life. However last few days i have not been slping well.. dunno y though. hmm somehow suddenly i love being wif cabin crews n everything abt cabin crew.. Guess its e recent events n e up coming ones tat are giving me tis funny gaga feeling..

Of course i am enthusiatic abt it but then im also very excited.. i hope i don turn up to sch wif e funny tone.. Think i developed e accent e way cabin crews talk wen on flt.. Hehe.. Well as much as i don like to attend sch tomorrow, i have to remind myself tat next week, is IOC week..

Have to clear n settle dwn in sch n then if there is any mess to sort then at least i have tis week so next week i can leave for duty in peace. However i promised myself after 11 July (end of IOC), i would get all my sch worked sorted out n catch up if im behind e rest within a week.

Thus far i checked my duties are not clashing or watever to my NDP or Student Seminar however there is a friday tat i end at 3am... N e next day which is a Sat, i have my first NDP NE show.. haha well im not going to change e dates or anything but then ill have to change my duty dates cos one of e days, it would clash wif my Student Seminar Training..

So other than tat, Thank God all is fine! hehe.. i was worried n expected everythin to go messy.. but Thankfully all is fine.. n im glad tat all is well... Truely i think so far all is going well n i hope tat nothing is going to affect or nothign last min would happen..

Frankly if SC has last min stuff within now till 10 July, then sorry i have to push them all.. Cos yea.. tis at e moment is more important.. its National Event tat is important for Singapore so yea.. hehe well got to go.. toddles..

Saturday, June 18, 2005

IOC

Tis morning, i woke up at 7am. Baring in mind tat i onli slp at 5am. I onli had 2 hrs of slp well more like a nap. Anyway i woke up at 7am. Met my classmate to get to RC together. They told us tat e bus would come at 9.30am.

We arrived at 9am thinking tat we were late. However, wen we arrived, we were early. So i played a few pranks wif my classmates calling n telling them tat e bus wat leaving without them blah blah blah... Then wen they got so panicked, i told them i was joking, n i think u shld know wat happened lah.. they were cursing their heads off at me.

We waited n waited. n it was nearly 10am. Today was somewat a packed day for me. Wat happened was tat my IOC Committee Briefing was pushed to 12.30pm. And i would be released at 2pm. So i made arrangements n told them tat i would reach at 2.30pm.

However, looking at e time, i was very unsure wen they said tat they would end at 2pm sharp. So i sneaked off. I told my friends if anyone asked where i was, say i rush off to somewhere.. There n then, e moment wen i stepped out of RC, i called my IOC friends.

I had like 1hr n 30mins to get home, get changed, and meet them. Tis was nothing for me. Thankfully the buses were all prompt. Upon reaching e bus stop, i waited for a split second n 31 came. At the interchange, e moment wen i got off e bus, i was walkin to take 29.

Jus then i saw 28. So i boarded tat. N with mins i was back home. Had to iron my clothes for my IOC briefing, then after tat shower AGAIN. Pls bare in mind tat i work in e airport n some of e cabin crew do know me so naturally u too would wan to leave them a gd impression of u.

Shu shu also told me tat i had tis skit to do. I was memorising e script n i was so nervous. Well i tried not to think of it.. Met my IOC friends. First was Hazlina, at e MRT station, then it was Weili. Then we took e bus to National Stadium.

It was like abt 12.15pm by then n seriously i was dam worried. Cos Boon Siang Li (IFS of SQ appeared on news) along wif Cassandra (Calander girl for SQ also seen but not interviewed) were the 2 conducting e talk. Having to have seen Siang Li, and knowing her being strict n stern, i was quite fearful.

Firstly i was scared tat we would be not really scolded but highlighted of our bad example, and secondly my hair n all.. I mean Hazlina was e onli one dress appropiately. I was in jeans n polo but was in sandals. Weili was in t shirt shorts n slippers.

So yea. Well we were talkin on e bus on our way there.. n we reached like at 12.30 sharp. Wen we were there, we didnt know where it was. Somehow my instinct told me tat we had to go to tis high class area. Indeed we were rite. cool! hehe

Earlier i did mention tat i was afraid tat Siang Li was there.. Thank God, she n a whole lot were at e media brief.. They were e ones mainly handling e press.. more of tat later. back to our briefing. Well it was pushed earlier bcos there were jus lots to go thru.

My OIC, passed me a copy of e letter sent to my sch to inform them tat im in etc. so i was like so honored wen i received tat letter.. haha dunno y also. But well it was more of like a repeat thingy. So i was very bored by it. Onli till i heard tat private jets are coming, it was then i tat started asking qns. so yea...

Soon its was e actual briefing session. N were had to collect our shirts first. Each of us had like 3 pieces of e shirt. I had like 2 whites n 1 blue. Girls were like wat u saw on tv. My shu shu was wearing e blue. If u wan to know how my shu shu looks like, he was e one digging his teeth it was on e news. Well they did a show for e media.

Which was also meant for us. Hmm yougest girl who was on TV, i was actually e youngest.. But then i had to attend my briefin so my shu shu said i don have to attend e media thingy.. Well wat they tot were like wat i picked up frm crew while working. so its like a recap.

My hair, hmm have to get it cut b4 e thingy.. well next week would go for one lor.. wan to look gd though.. My face was on tv. But kinda blurr.. but was kinda hapy tat i didnt have to go on stage n all.. hehe was spared.. Wen i was greeting some of e cabin crew, Hazlina n Weili were wondering how come i knew them.. so i explained to them..

WAs fun lah today. Minus e fact tat i had to lie to my NDP mentor. saying tat my grandmother was sick.. Kinda felt bad lah.. but well both are important to me lor.. so yea.. Well i managed to strike a conversation wif Cassandra, very nice lady..

She did look a bit tired. It was till later during e grooming session tat she revealed tat she jus came back frm a 13hr flt tis morning. i think it was frm Frankfurt.. or London.. so yea.. Well she surely did know how to keep fresh. she did share her beauti secrets which im not going to revea here.

Hmm well i feared Boon Siang Li. Though she was nice. Somehow i think im getting e hang of tis rank thingy n i don think i would have a prob wen i become a crew so yea.. hehe.. Well Collected my shoes too.. well got most of e sponsored items accept e accredation card.


After tat i wen home.. i did wan to mingle wif e crew more. But then was kinda tired. guess would do it wen im on duty.. i enjoyed today n am very excited n be part of tis big event. I loved being wif e cabin crew n seriously hope to be part of them one day.. :)

Well gotta end here.. toddles.. oh yea if u wan to see cassandra e calander girl, go to my Singapore Airlines link. Wen u reach u would see e girl at e desktop of e airline webby.. Tats her..

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Neither Tis nor tat..

Yday (Monday), arrived work on time.. Flt was as usual jus tat i had to work wif tis officer tat i didnt like.. Wat other choices were laid for me? None.. Jus had to jus work wif him.. So of course he had his bad habits which i seriously hated.

Cos he is one who would always send his flts like so late.. Can u imagine i had like few flts which would depart in a short time frame of 30mins.. Sorta like neck to neck and i have to clear them all within 15mins.. Tat kinda rush i seriously hate..

But like i said he is e officer n i had no choice.. So yea.. bo pian lor.. Half way thru, a classmate of mine smsed me saying tat results are out.. Seriously i was too excited to the point tat i couldnt consentrate of tat officer, allowed me to check my results online.. Cos then, we were having a short break.

Upon looking at my results, i was seriously devastated.. i had B for CBZ, ENT, IT, and a C for HRA!!! Seriously after looking at it, i close everything n i kept silent.. i had a GPA of 2.65.. My friend who got tat same mark, was in another ITE.. He was jumping wif joy..

He asked me y i was dwn.. I was at the verge of breaking dwn had i not been at work in e planes.. There n then i told him tat our courses are different n my standard is diff frm his.. Immediately, i wen on e plane n started working jus to get over e results..

I jus don understand y i was studyin n had no difficulties in doin e paper n yet my results suck. While my other classmates who skive n skip classes daily are e ones whoare having As and all.. n e thing is most of my classmates who scored As were a yr older n those who would skip classes..

At tat point of time, all i wanted to do is wen sch reopens i wan them to recheck e paper n ask my teachers.. Can u imagine.. my ENT teacher assured everyone tat they would at least seize a B and there it was my classmates had Cs!!!! Total outrage..

My few friends were all so pissed.. n i do suspect tat something is wrong wif e system.. There at work, i didnt wan to think so much.. but to get one wif my job.. Anyways.. flts were ok.. go n smooth going.. Second shift as usual no staff so my partner n i had to walk for flts.. Thank goodness no changes.. Well there was one but i was too lazy to entertain anyway e IFS was on e phone outside so i don think i wan to bother much..

Halfway thru, my uncle sms me and ask me to call him.. Guess wat.. NDP, few of my classmates along wif few others frm other sch were asked to do tis media brief where they would be on TV cos they would show wats to come for NDP..

However my unc was telling me he wanted me to do e IOC media brief.. was very excited.. hehe.. Wel im suppose to say some gd stuff abt SQ lah.. which is easy but jus not be nervous lor.. haha so yea.. if all goes well Sat night ill be on tv.. HAHA!!!!

Well i guess i get e best of both worlds.. so yea.. but well i still wan my As cos im still not happy... So yea.. well after tat i was like flying thru e night.. Finally 5am came!! touch dwn.. haha.. Then i was back in e office doin some trash..

my younger bro was leaving for Phnom Penh.. So i guess my cabin crew friends knew so they called me in shortly b4 boardin commenced.. then after tat yea.. after tat i left.. Came home was kinda tired.. thru tis, glad tat Grace was wif me.. :) well wen to slp n its now evening.. so bored. n dwn.. haiz..

Monday, June 13, 2005

Flt time for today would be from 1700-0500

Ok i sorta jus woke up like 1300.. so y am i writing my blog like now?

Well i have work frm 1700-0100. First flight would be at 1730.. so yea.. touch dwn would be at 1230 for e critical flts.. then frm 0100 onwards flts would be relatively slack.. so yea well i hope tat all would go well during flt later n tat i wont be grounded n stay in e backroom to do admin shit.. i cant take it...

Id rather go out for flt.. As im now doing tis blog, Russell's gd friend (garbage truck) is here.. so he is sitting on my lap.. u can imagine how big he is sitting on me.. hahah.. well he is jus 3 yrs old so yea.. got to give in a bit lor..

Though is kind gets on my nerves... Still i love him.. n wont be wif him tonight.. so yea.. Will onli see him tomorrow morning at 6 or so.. hopefully earlier.. soyea.. well got to check my gates for my flt.. tonight at midnight results will be out.. so i have to check it online.. well thank God my flts will end latest at 0045 i hope so i can go n check before heading for my next flt during my next shift..

Hmm hope i can get my dream GPA.. hehe well gtg liao.. toddles..

Wat did i do?

Woke up like at noon tis afternoon.. slacked till abt like 3 plus.. Then i started cleaning my room.. Its like been weeks since i wanted to clean my room so i finally managed to clean it.. Changed my sheets n cleared some stuff..

Was clearing up lots of stuff.. so now everything is much better.. hehe well feel comfy tats one.. but i didnt manage to give my roon e fragrant smell.. cos i didnt have time to buy e thingy for my floor. but i did bleach e floor..

Well i didnt leave e bleach long enough n it finished while i was doin half e floor.. so yea.. was quite sad.. will do it another time.. gotta get my bleach n stuff for my room n floor.. thing is i don use wat my mum buys for e house.. i use my own cash to buy my own..

Unless of course like today while i was so busy n all then i would use it.. Guess wen i do cleaning i can be quite a neat freak so yea.. Well e house it old so i cant really do much to it lor.. but jus maintain e cleaniness.. so yea..

Finished cleaning like at 7 plus.. so yea.. then i was rotting infront of e tv.. soyea.. well i think i better end here.. wanna rot more.. sch opening soon.. so yea.. well nitezz

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Maybe Yes Maybe No

Tis morning was late for my NDP practice.. well wasnt tat late lah.. but would have been earlier.. i was cursing e moment i got up n my mum knew y.. cos she didnt clean e kitchen i was cursing more wen she didnt give me money to take cab...

I had to take e bus.. soyea.. wat e hell lah.. Anyway it was bad enough i was late.. E bus was super duper late as well.. n i met my classmate.. so we went together... Learned quite a fiar bit today.. of course have lots of brushing up of course..

Looks like next Sat's shift i have to cancel it bcos im gonna be jammed pack.. Till evening lor.. Well wats gonna happen is tat i have NDP training at e padang till abt 2 then i have to rush to Kallang so im asking if i can be released early.. soyea..

Anyhow i came back n reach home at 2.. n i had to get ready for work.. well was kinda tired.. so i took a cab to work.. Wen i arrived guess wat? Bcos im terms of experience n knowledge on waT to do, i had them all.. n they were shot of staff..

So wat they did was i had to be in e office doin all e admin work.. Clearing arrivals n departures (paper work) n i tell u it sucked.. i regret knowing how to do it.. bcos my officer told e DM tat i know at to do.. so yea.. i had to prepare flts, print PMs n PWs n finally at 9, i could do flt..

Tat i even had to do my own FN list aka FLT Plan.. n i tell u it was fun yet boring.. after i ended, i was seeing stars.. till i was on flt at 2130hrs... first half was hell.. i had changes n in a way i got "backstabbed" but well their time will come lor.. though i wouldnt be e one landing them in shit lah..

So second half, i had 3 flts onli.. nAGOYA, Fukuoka, n Shanghai.. then i was done.. so yea.. overal it was ok i guess but then i was quite happy bcos i undertook e role of officer while my officers were supervisors.. hehe kinda satisfying..

To come to think of its its like in a flt u can choose to do course by course of everything anyhow.. well mine was course by course cos i had to strictly follow e rules n regulations.. n of course i was used to it within 1hr.. glad tat im a fast learner.. hehe

Well kinda tired.. wan to shower n doze off.. nitezz

Friday, June 10, 2005

NDP Practice

For e past few months and next few months, every Thursday evenings and Saturday mornings are all in RC (Regional Campus) and Kranji Camp.. its a mix. Today was gd.. it was at RC.. near so was happy.. think by how im familiar wif my chorus step..

However need to brush up on my incoming step.. its like one moment i can get it e next i have to look as someone for help and then after tat i cant remember a thing.. so i have to do something.. think ill ask for soem help on sat..

Like say get one of e dancers' number n meet up to practice.. i hope e music we have been listening to thus far is e music we're gonna dance to.. cos e song is nice.. hehe cant wait.. This year im really blessed. im thankful tat i have my dream come true.. tats to be active..

I was selected for Student Seminar n at e same time i had interest so i was in. Then i was in for NDP and not too long ago i was recommended in for IOC.. the coming events are indeed exciting n im so looking forward to them..

Thus far thru many years i have seen pple getting so involved in their lives.. n i always wanted a life like tat and well i guess tis year is my year.. Thank God for tis.. i really appreciate it alot.. hmm well anyway after my practice i wen to watch Mr n Mrs Smith..

As usual i like watching movies.. today movies was a treat so yea.. i liked e show... hmm e sex scene was very minimal but e concept of it was very appealing to me.. lets jus say its like my dream sex concept.. haha don believe im typing but sex preference.. haha

Well e show was gd i would give like sat 4 over 5.. Recently i see myself very drawn into movies, theatre, and dance.. those art drama thingy.. hmm dunno y also.. looking for a book tat would appeal to me too.. At RC, some pple were looking at my hair well some went "are u going to have tat hair wen sch reopens?"

Im sorta getting used to it.. very easy to style so i don mind easy to maintain too.. so i don mind having tat kinda hair lor.. so yea.. well came back after e movie had my dinner.. mummy bought me Mos Burger.. yummy my fav.. hehe

Kinda tired.. gtg liao.. nitezz

Fried Friday

Today i woke up like in e afternoon.. haha was slacking n rotting in front of e come.. but i was like in e mood to do my claypot rice.. so i called mummy n asked wats for dinner.. so she was like dunno.. cos she was busy.. hmm younger bro is not arnd..

Finally feel like im e onli child.. like it so much.. wished it could be tat way all e time.. well anyway i was rotting n playin wif Russell.. Somehow tat dog has tis habit of following me arnd.. Wen e garbage truck comes, he would bang e toilet door.. n would sit on e toilet bowl n make sure he sees me.. n im naked showering.. haha

So today i was like playing wif him.. he likes to play tis tag game wif me n i think im e onli one to play tat game wif him bcos he does snap.. but one thing im glad is i know how to control him wen we are playing.. can control his temper too..

He knows how to shake hands n stuff so after we play wif game, i would shake his hand.. n i think he knows y.. sort of like to let him know after e game still friends.. he is my friend though.. still need time to bond cos bonding is a nvr ending thing..

I love him alot lah.. but jus tat sometimes i wished he could talk.. i wished i could talk to animals.. like Wild Thornberries.. Eliza can talk to animals n have a pet chimp.. Btw its a cartoon called Wild Thornberry.. nice cartoon..

Hmm well anyway i was like at home rotting then evening i told my mum tat i wanted to do my claypot rice.. n she was ok.. so yea.. i cleared everything.. n mind u it was my first time.. so yea.. i did everything n its was quite easy though..

So i marinated my chicken n let it sit for 1hr lah.. then i did my stuff n e rice.. then i wen to shower.. wen i came out, e rice was like abt half cooked.. so wen i came out i put in e chicken n other stuff.. n then let it cook on small fire..

After tat i wen to check there was tat CHINESE smell in e kitchen.. haha so i checked n all was ready.. so i let it sit n rest.. n watched tv.. till mummy came home.. wen she came home she was expecting something nice.. Guess wat??

It was nice.. i mean for my first time cooking something chinese, its a big culture shock for my mum cos i always was into western food n nvr anything oriental.. so yea.. n she liked it n of course she was rattling abt how it can be improved n stuff..

Looking at her satisfied look, i was so glad it was gd i mean for a first time for tis im happy lor.. then yea though we didnt finish it, but still it was nice lor.. then chatted wif Esther.. her darling was coming back today frm Beijing..

She was kinda nervous so i was talking n accompanying her... telling her roughly wat is her darling experiencing on board n calming her dwn.. for a moment i tot i was some staff talking n explaining stuff to my pax.. hehe funny but fun..

Her darling's flt touched dwn on time n he called her so she was happy lah.. n i dunno y but some pple weh they get into a relationship, they find it hard to let go however for me i don mind though i would feel sad n dwn..

As i was feeling abit out, i tot of Grace.. Grace was always in my mind.. Wen i miss her alot n happen to be on e plane, i would always look at her face n think of her.. i mean i seriously wait for e day till we can fly together.. but of course by then she would be higher rank than me lah.. haha.. well do miss her lor..

Smsed her n yea.. every sms session draw us closer n i like it n do treasure it alot lor.. so yea.. Well tomorrow i have NDP practice at 0930 at Kranji Camp and work at 1700.. hehe excited.. every practice n work jus makes my day. hehe

Nitezz

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Mua Day..

Woke up tis morning.. hehe well was suppose to wake up abt 10am however i was kinda lazy and tired so i dragged till 11 n frm 11 till 12.. haha was kinda funny.. but once in a while its expected out of me lah.. Well woke up watched some tv..

Cleared e kitchen n then after tat i showered cos had to meet someone to accompany me for e hair cut.. then wen to EC house finally after so long for a needed hair cut.. n guess wat.. i had tis mohog hairstyle n at e back was tis V shape thingy..

Was kinda worried while e LADY was cutting my hair.. For e first time in my life, a lady is cutting my hair for me.. haha was kinda worried tat she might cut wrongly.. Somehow have phobia wen it comes to ladies touching my hair.. no offence but then yea..

While e lady was cutting my hair i was signaling my friend to check if its ok.. cos i was worried.. n my jaws literally dropped while e lady was shaving my hair wif a shaver.. n my friend was like "u look gd don worry" wif e jaws wide open wif tat stunned look, i jus make e sound "ah" meaning ok..

After e cut i was like "WOW" haha not bad lah quite nice.. think ill make it my permenant hair style.. hehe.. well hair was thinned by e lady n my hair was like kinda thick i guess.. so yea.. She then gave me e comb which was used to cut my hair..

I went like "wats tis?" n she said "a gift for u to keep" then i told her "isnt tat e comb u used to cut my hair?" so she went "yea u can keep it" b4 i could utter another word, my friend dragged me out liao.. then yea.. i thin e lady must think im mad..

Well it was afteral my first time there so yea.. but was kinda cool.. no itching.. no hair on my shirt too.. hehe gd rite.. Went to NTUC later.. so buy chicken n sweet soy sauce wif my frien.. guess wat.. wen i wen to e meat section, i was looking high n low for chiken.

Yes i was looking for chicken.. n all i could see there was fish, n AIRPORK not AIRPORT but AIRPORK.. n i was stunned.. then i told my friend "WAT KIND OF NTUC DON SEEL CHICKEN??" n he was like "lets look again" so we did look arnd..

I went like "Goodness tis NTUC is attrocious they don sell chickens then how pple buy chicken" then i saw tis NTUC staff.. n i asked her "Excuse me do u sell chicken here" she looked me at and said "Chicken arr??" n she was shocked giving e look like she is stunned look..

i replied "yes chicken" so she said "o the other side" little did i realise tat there was another corner.. n they DID have chicken... haha"then i wen "OH SO HERE IS WHERE E CHICKENS ARE" and all e aunties there were looking at me.. haha freakin funny.. haha

Got e chicken i wanted.. bought fillets n drumsticks.. i intended to cook claypot rice.. so my friend like my mum would tell me "where got pple cook claypot rice wif chicken fillet" n i said "i shall be e first" n tis aunty looked at me..

So i managed to get all e stuff i needed.. basically i jus need to get sesame seed oil n dark sweet soy sauce not forgetting my chicken.. haha wen home after tat.. shower n then i was abt to prepare to cook.. then guess wat? there was no rice.. haha

Called my mummy n i told her no rice.. n i was laughin my way thru.. hehe.. so well had to cook it another day.. promised my friend tat ill cook it e next time he came.. so yea.. well did some stuff. then after tat evening came.. i finally watched tv.. like a real tv comedy instead of cartoon..

Waited for mummy to come home and then after tat wen to NTUC to buy some stuff n RICE of course.. then came back had dinner n stuff.. finally after so long i could talk to mummy properly.. we were joking abt her work i mean her day at work lah..

Missed e times we chatted abt her day at work my mine.. hehe always remembered e time wen there was once i had tis flt tat receive tat bomb hoax call n mummy called to ask me wat happend so yea.. hehe well today was back to wat we used to do lor.. hehe

Well after tat i was watchin tv again n then came online then yea here i am doin my bloggy.. hehe today ok lah though bored.. tomorrow got NDP practice finally at RC.. hehe nearer.. then can go watch movie.. hehe well nitezz

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Workin... haha

Tis morning (Tuesday) i woke up like an hour ahead of my actual wake up time. Was suppose to wake up at 1130 but then i woke up at 10 given e fact tat i slp at abt 0330 e previous day.. woke up n wasnt tired but was recharged instead..

Got up.. logged on msn n then prep for flt. Kinda excited tat ill be workin.. Many would say "pple all wish to stay home n rot like u, u on e other hand wan to work n slog" but thinking back, he im not used to such a lifestyle.. its jus not my cup of tea..

Cor-operate minded?? nah i don think so.. need to do something.. tat way life would be more meaningful.. Well anyway wen to work and then i was wif tis officer who loved to make contract staff to walk.. so yea.. he was like "Sherwin, today u follow me for flt" i was like "er ohok.. sure anything"

He preped up everything liao so understood my first flt was at Phuket. MI758.. n mind u for tat first half, flts were like so slack. i was like slacking in every plane.. haha fun mah.. then after tat he dumped me 2 more MI flts..

One was MI238 to Medan, n the other MI478 Trivandram... hmm MI4++ flts are nvr my fav.. its e crew tat makes me look forward to e flt.. then after tat i rotted again n waited for 2nd half of my shift to come.. so i walked to look for him.. so yea..

Soon its was e 2nd half n i was to walk.. so i told my partner.. i wanted to cover all New Zealand bound flts.. mainly there were Christchurch and my fav Auckland.. hehe weather there is lovely.. i tell u e weather in places like Auckland, Manchester, Athens, Zurich (Switzerland), Frankfurt, New York, Nagoya, Fukuoka, Narita, Osaka, Los Angeles, Incheon, Rome, MadridAussie.. e weather at tis places are so HEAVENLY!!!

Thinkin of it my knees are weak.. haha tats why i envy e crew goin to tis sectors, though they flt off during e start of our bed time.. but i tell u its lovely.. haiz.. well back to earth.. hehe well yea 2nd half was kinda slack too.. 5 flts divided by 2 person.. so my partner n i accompanied each other for all our flts..

Had e india flt.. one was to Mumbai, n other was erm New Delhi or something.. cant remember.. nvr like india vound flts.. no offence but well yea.. china bound flt are not my fav list too.. though i have tat kinda blood in me.. haa

Second shift soon came n i was havin some Salman Don for dinner.. was yummy but i suspect e fish is not so fresh.. cos like now as im typing my blog, my stomach feels funny.. so yea.. well flt durin 2nd shift was gd.. smooth sailing n fast..

Again as usual i had tis magical feeling wen i see Jap.. so i would converse in jap.. n guess wat for e first time ever, i mistook 3 Korean ladies as Japanese.. n i was rattling jap to them n they knew wat i mean but not really sure wat languaged it was..

Till i saw their passport i was so embarressed.. My officer was teasin me wen the too found out tat those ladies were korean.. so yea.. haha really funny.. Then half way thru my shift, my officer stopped by 7Eleven to get my partner to buy something..

I was in e buggy at tat time.. jus then, beside me was tis trolley n no was belongings were there.. n i saw tis Duty Free plastic bag there.. so i dunno y but i jus took e bag.. n to my surprise, there was something inside.. n heavy..

So i was like "WOW!! WHICH SUCKER LEFT TIS HERE" so i opened it.. guess wats inside.. its was tis Christian Dor perfume set thingy.. so i was like so excited.. n i was wondering who i shld give it to.. Since i owed my mum presents, i decided to give it to her.. so yea..

Hehe went back to e office n i wrapped it wif newspaper.. haha dam cheapskate rite?? u shld have seen my expression my officers n all were laughin at me.. haha really funny... so yea wen back to clear some stuff then wen back out for last few flts.. so after tat, its was 0100 time to go home..

My officer let me off at e lift but i insisted on taking e escalator so after tat i was out.. n came back home.. n how here i am typing my blog.. hehe well my shift for next week has been confirmed.. ill be working frm 1700-0500 on Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday..

With tat money, i think ill treat myself to stuff i wanna get.. so yea.. since i worked hard i think i deserve it.. n o yea got to get my bike done.. till today, wenever i cycle, i feel like im flying wif 1 engine.. cos e front brake it dwn n my saddle it too high..

Well gotta end here.. kinda tired.. wanna crash tomorrow wanna cut hair.. so yea.. well SAYONARA..

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Friends

Wat are friends? who are Friends? Wat are friends for? hmm tis are few questions i have been asking mself for e past few days.. If u were to ask me who are my real true friends or who are they, then i think 2 of them whom im closest to are Ball ball n Liwei..

Though we dont really know one another tat well i guess tat through our many cycling trips and all, its brought us closer to one another having e bond there.. though so times i guess they might do stuff tat might put others off, but then u have to accept them as they are and if u are able to accept them for wat they are, onli then can u treat them as friends..

I truly enjoyed our cycling moments together. Recently i dunno wat up but i guess it bcos of someting tat we arent talking.. so yea. well i guess time would heal so yea.. Well for e past few days i havent been doin stuff. Will be working today though.. cant wait.

Jus really look forward to work and board my flt.. miss my plane so much.. every plane does have a story some gd some bad.. many a times its bad.. some times wen i board early, waiting for its crew, i would jus seat on e seat of whichever i class i wan to n jus look out e window..

Somehow wen i do tis, i can jus talk to e plane.. Sounds stupid rite? the plane is a machines tat tranfers pple frm point A to point B by air. But to me its more then a plane. I enjoy and have had pleasant moment while flying since e day i was born... Loved it and enjoyed every moment of it.

Rough weathers are nothing new to me. Wind shear is a common thing. i like all my take off and landings though there were times where my landing experienced cross winds where e plane can literally move away frm e runway.

But hey tis are all part of flying. I trust e plane i trust e Capt and all e flt crew. I love my plane food. u name it i love it. frm e airport to e plane. jus hate e waiting. Other then tat im in for all.. no regrets. Ask me y i love it so much? heres my answer. ITS MY PASSION.

Someone once asked me y don i jus quit my job n i said no i wont. My unc did have a friend who offered me a job in Gucci. i would take it but after my IOC wen im more free.. plus ill still hold on to my airport job. at most ill do alternate weeks. so yea.. tat way i get e best of both worlds.

Well enough of all my theory of planes lah.. haha.. cant stop once i start.. so yea.. well anyway i long wanted to get a hair cut.. jus tat waitin for someone to follow me.. had somone but then tis person kept pushing n tomorrow till tomorrow..

How many tomorrow? i still treat him as a friend.. m i so tat naive? hmm sometimes i really question myself.. haiz.. well think ill end here.. cont e rest wen im back frm flt.. will start work at 1700 till abt 0100 however my first flt would be at 1730.. so yea..

O well toodles.. (Sounds so sissy haha)

Monday, June 06, 2005

Fri & Sat written on Sunday

As most of u know, im having my holidays.. So since im in e holiday mood, aside frm work n events i am informed of b4 e holidays, expect me to be 30mins late tops n make a grand enterance wen i come.. haha.. Below are 2 pics which was taken at NUS during e special olympics on Friday n Yday (SAt).

For both says, i was late.. hehe.. On Friday, which was e first day, they changed e reportin time to 0745 hrs n i wasnt informed cos couldnt reach me.. so i reached abt 0810 hrs.. n was late cos i alighted at city hall n realised i wasnt going to sch so yea..

Yday (Sat), i left my home early.. however e bus was late.. so i met a friend at Bouna Vista cos she didnt intend to go ealy cos we had to do some manual labour.. so yea.. haha plus we were wearing slippers.. hahaha.. but u think i care??

So we arrived there at abt 0810.. we were scheduled to end at abt 5pm however everything was so smooth going though there were mini probs on friday.. so yea.. all ended at abt 3+ so yea. was hapy.. wen to town to suppoes to cut my hair but then i did cos couldnt get a proper shop.. so would be goin to those $10 shops to cut on Tuesday lor..

Wen to town for dinner n strolling though.. so yea.. so bored.. n tired of course... n i took e wrong train home.. n was kinda depressed recently. so i didnt care.. so took e rite train home eventually.. i was having cramps on my way back.. so yea..

Finally reached home.. did some emailing n wen to my room n i was so tired n depressed i jus dozed off.. haiz.. well today i didnt do much as usual.. so yea.. n as usual got nagged at etc.. so yea.. but well its nothing new.. well gotta end here..

Sunday, June 05, 2005


Tats my menu for Sat, Special Olympics 2005, i dunno wats on e Fried Rice, e vege looked like it was washed n fried wif long kang water n e fried thingy above e veges are some fish fillets.. while chilli sauce i added.. n trust me i prefer my plane food.. Posted by Hello

i don believe im eating something tats so "EEE" yucks!! try to smile lah hor..  Posted by Hello