My week in a nutshell and 3rd yr

Last Sat, i returned to work.. Coincidentally, it happened to be my 3rd year working.. Was quite happy n glad i was back.. Didnt really see many of my friendly crew and missed them so much.. The security screeners really sucked to the core man! They rather let passengers pass first then let the crew or ground staff pass.. Freaking suckers.. Nearly felt like lodging a complaint.. I was like doing practically SQ flts onli n it was somehow getting on my nerves.. Flying on SQ is cool but handling the flt without flying wif the crew aint fun.. Kinda jealous lah i have to admit..

Sunday was more refreshing.. Was working wif Abang Ja'afar... Cool man!! Did MI flts in fact as usual i covered ALL mi FLTS for tat shift.. hehe so glad.. Saw few crews lah but not the ones i was cool wif lah.. hehe.. After tat i had to walk n settle all SQ flts again.. Hmm i dunno y wenever i get cool sectors, i somehow get emotional.. haha funny.. :P

WEll the next day, Monday, was a sch day.. in fact whole week was sch.. Did some exercise.. walked home from the bus stop at Ball ball's place.. Felt go n fitter indeed though i have to admit i was very lazy... hehe.. But well u have to be discipline lah.. Mrs Lee said that there was tis company (iPark Singapore) they needed some help for their events.. tomorrow.. so i volunteered..

Onli to find out we werent paid.. I was sorta unwilling but yet such opportunities don come often so since i have it y not lor.. Went ahead with it. hehe.. Soon Friday came.. After sch.. Well more like skipped like Mrs Yeo's last period to meet Mrs Lee to go to Suntec Tower 2 L37 for our attachment.. haha

Rahamat, Liwei, and i along wif Angie Lee took a cabby dwn lor.. I was like the youngest amongest the girls.. haha.. cool rite?? Wen we reached there, i was like tis company is so nice yet they arent paying us.. shit man.. haha.. Then after tat we to meet our IC..

Well had some briefing.. N i tell u the IC's computer skills sucked to the max man.. WEn i saw him typing n stuff, i understood the frustration Rajas felt wen we are in her lesson.. haha.. I was dead serious wen i asked him "Can i ammend ur work?" and he said i could... so yea..

After his briefing wif us which was after Angie Lee left, I retyped his stuff.. We were told tat we would be released by 2000hrs but we werent.. WE had like BK for dinner.. so cheapo.. Then headed to office n i had to burn 50 cds.. n i had to multi task..

Liwei was cutting the CD covers (frontcover) n i had to burn n put the front covers to the cd cover.. 50 CDS LEH!! took abt an hr or so.. Ended like 2200plus n our IC took a Merc cab back.. After he left, we waited for a friend.. WEn our friend arrived, i called CIty Cab n specifically requested for a Merc Cab to fetch us.. haha.. well we werent paid so i think i have the rite lor.. so yea..

Liwei n i volunteered to come back on SAt (yday) and we said we would come at 1400hrs.. N so we did.. He said we would be done by 1700 but then again we got held till 1930 cos we did packing etc.. so yea.. met a friend for dinner at Crystal Jade n it sucked.. everyone spoke cantonese there.. sucky!!

WAtched a movie after tat.. Took a cab home later.. n o yea.. we sorta told our IC if we could come early to further pack n confirm more stuff n the lists etc.. n he said he'd call Angie Lee.. so sorta waited for his call..

Tis morning, Sunday, i woke up n preped up for work in the airport.. Work was kinda ok lah.. First half really sucked.. I was sorta an extra so i had to do back room!! Sucky!! But slack.. Can do anything i wanted.. hehe... Then second half was cool!! Met up wif all my fav MI cabin crews..

Chatted wif then n did some catching up.. WAs so happy to meet the.. So far i hope to enter my 4th year of service at where im working now.. so yea.. Really anjoy my airport job.. haha.. Met my friend after work n yea.. saw planes n stuff.. so yea..

Came home like 2300 plus.. haha.. O yea then like while i was meeting my friend, Joseph, my IC called me n said tat i can report at like 0900am so would be meeting Liwei n all so yea.. hehe skip school!! YIPPY!! THen tuesday also can skip.. haha Project can pend but Mon n Tues i gotta rush lor.. but its ok i can do it.. need some inspiration.. hehe

Hmm came back n ironed stuff for tomorrow.. Hmm miss GRace.. she is in Zurich now.. Gotta slp le getting late.. hehe nitezz

Bowling.. A Sport for me??

Tis morning i woke up as usual.. But somehow jus felt like goin to sch late.. so yea.. Continued slping till like 10 or so.. Then showered n preped up for sch.. I didnt check my time table so i tot i was late for Lecture so i sorta rushed..

Upon reaching school, i realised it was lunch time.. so i was like wat the heck.. go have lunch lor since i was hungry plus i didnt have dinner last night.. Had lemon chicken rice.. My junior n i wen to buy.. I was somewat dreaming..

I jus placed my order n dreamt.. The aunty asked me anymore.. Then my junior stared at me n the aunty asked wat she wanted so she said "u didnt ask for me arr??" i was like er ops!! haha.. Felt bad.. but yea.. hehe.. Wen to the SC room for my lunch..

Headed for my Lecture.. PR.. Was kinda boring.. couldnt hear the teacher talk at all.. I onli could follow her thru the PPT she was flashing..Thank God for IT... Jus have to highlight.. Frankly i have not been doing much studying.. which is bad.. gotta start studying..

Had EVM after tat.. But Mrs Tan used it to go thru our drafts.. Had quite gd comments knowing tat i did the toughest part of the draft.. so yea.. kinda glad.. Know wat to improve.. But i said i wanted to do the Presentation aspect of it.. Of course i wan to check the report n correct it to.. so yea..

Lesson was kinda short.. AFter tat wen home.. Intended to jog.. Weather was kinda promising.. it looked like it wanted to rain but it didnt. Kinda windy.. WEll sort of lah.. WEn home but felt tired.. Did like 40 push ups n60 crunches?? so yea

WEnt online since then till now not showering.. haha.. Hmm today spoke to one of my classmates abt sports in sch.. Asked if they had Bowling.. She said yes they would have one soon.. Wan to sign up for it.. First they have inter dept competition.. Then they would have a selection then after tat they would like have soething n then tis grp would be the College's bowlers..

Kinda cool.. Thinking of taking it seriously.. Pple like soccer n bbal n major in one sport or another.. For me im like doing no sport.. So yea.. Hmm well jus see how things go lah.. Kind anxious to get in.. Of course i do hope to get in..

In SC i also volunteered to go for the Mr & Miss ITE Emcee audition.. hope to get in too.. so yea.. Wan to jus do some stuff tats sch related after my major events like IOC etc.. Till now well i guess i did kinda regret not getting selected for the Singapore Open but hey opportunities are everywhere.. jus have to wait for the next one..

Gotta end here.. wanna slp early.. like i would haha.. hehe tomorrow KDS first period.. don wanna miss it love it so much.. :)

Wednesday

Tis morning i wore the new pair of pants i bought yday.. Of course i didnt manage to alter it.. mummy didnt wan to help me n i didnt know how to.. So yea.. had to drga the bloody pants to sch like some good citizen doing community service.. so sickening..

My face was kinda long.. The pants was kinda broad.. Didnt really like it.. See how lah maybe go on alter it.. Hmm Reached sch n as usual lah preped for morning briefing.. Then my AM said im now in charge of all the new councillors in our Committee..

WAs kinda ok but jus didnt like one of the members.. My facial expression was like one kind.. haha everyone except the new juniors knew wat was written on my face.. so yea.. Wen for breakfast n headed for OA n Mrs Yeo asked me abt my project n i explained the situation to her.. so yea..

She was kind to extend my submission date to next wednesday so was relief.. Then showed my teammates for my PR project the background of our presentation.. They were delighted to have the background they wanted.. I was glad i could crop n do the stuff so yea..

Later after tat, had break n had PR n everyone was rushing thru their stuff.. Then there were technicians frm HP who came to do some stuff to one of the CPU's o yea guess wat one of my classmates skirt got hole behind the zip!! hahah

FReakin funny.. of course i did somehow make it known n my other friend stapled her skirt to "repair" the skirt.. haha 'So yea after tat lesson had lunch again then ate again.. was so full!! Then had EVM.. for my EVM project, my grp tis girls throw the though one to me..

Its not tat i dunno how to do but its more like u don discuss wif me as a grp n jus throw to me like tat i find tat tats not working as a team.. But i jus shut my mouth.. Anyway one of tis girl showed me attitude.. Next time im going to join them n ill start delgating the jobs..

Bunch of Swines.. pure suckers.. haha.. Well Mrs Tan said she wants us to do tis presentation to some juniors in the audi sometime end of september so yea.. Was selected i think.. See how lor.. Well hope Sonia can come back fast cos i wan to do presentation on her darling's lappy.. need it like so desperately..

Wen for KDS thereafter.. today i screwed up a bit.. my NUM LOCK key was deactived n i didnt notice.. then Mdm Rajas said tat there was something missing in my work then she realised tat i had not address cos it was all in numbers.. haha

But i managed to finish in time.. WEn to meet ball n liwei after lesson to have pasta mania.. the food sucked!! wen home after tat.. nothing much to do.. Washed my t shirt i bought frm Sam n Kev tat day.. then yea now blogging lor.. hope to end my day early tonight..

Tomorrow SW i somehow love it.. wanna gain my figure back.. cos 6monts didnt really work out le.. Ball lending me his weights.. so can carry n train.. so yea.. Hmm walked home frm PaSir Ris jus now n came back did some push ups n sit ups.. so yea..

Hmm tomorrow end late.. die!! wan to come home early then slp more.. haha well think i wan to end here.. not yet have dinner.. no one cook n i lazy to cook so yea.. hah.. well toddles.. byebye

Monday n Tuesday Combined.

Yday was our first SC Leadership Course. WAs organised by ISO ball's class.. Was their EVM project.. WAs kinda boring but fun.. The instructors some really cannot make it.. Ball was my instructor so ihad a fun time bitchin to him.. haha..

Programme was kinda long n had my migraine so i rested.. Lunch was like so nerve racking.. Normally if u attend camps, the instructors would eat after the "campers" but tis one they ate first we were so pissed.. n the foond sorta ran out.. the yummy ones tat is.. haha

Had migraine so slp in the SC room n yea.. Wen for tis reflection session facilitated by Mr Chua n was fun.. Wen for movies after tat.. WAtched "The Cave" wen home after tat.. But was like walking arnd Suntec area for 40mins.. n i was so pissed.. u know tis cab driver stopped n picked up tis ang mo who came like after us

Jus then i remembered tat during pre seminar, we had tis speaker who was saying something abt locals sucking up to the ang mo's kinda thing.. so yea.. wellc ant be bothered.. so yea..

Tis morning woke up and wen to sch.. Was kinda ok.. But yet expected lots of work cos sonia isnt arnd n got reports etc to do.. Wen i wen to sch i jus had no mood to do anything.. slacked n stuff but did get some work done..

Some of my teachers too didnt come so was like kinda sucky.. Id rather not come then wen home.. Ended up slpin on the bus as usual.. O yea bought a new pants.. for tat pants i had one of it its a size 27 or 28 so tight..
im wearing 29 cos can pull low low.. haha

Reached home cleared some stuff then after tat slp till lie 2130hrs.. haha then yea.. jus started my PR presentation.. Report dued tomorrw.. My EVm i have to do a draft n tis grp of girls in my class, they sat n discuss wif me n they jus show me some sucky topic.. pardon be but fucking shit man@! chee bye!

So yea.. haiz.. dunno how to start or redo my OA report.. tomorrow go sch got to discuss wif my grp mate.. see wat can be done.. haiz.. kinda short today's blog.. tomorrow would be longer.. kinda moody.. But u know wat?? got a call.. Tis Sunday ill be working!! yippy!! 1130-1930 can do my SQ20 im so excited.. haha happy too..

Somehow working has been part of me.. haha.. so glad. lor.. well gotta slp.. toddles.

My sunday

Well today was kinda like a slacky day.. Chatted n showered then did my presentation.. I wouldnt say its fantastic but in fact its more like a mess to me.. :P got scolded by mummy as usual n wats new.. haiz.. then yea i think i was so into my presentation..

Have like 2 projects n u have 2 presentations to do.. the most stressful one would be my Office Admin.. so yea.. Well wif Sonia having her op n recovery, have to take over her job but of course would share the load wif my other grp member..

Hmm later have tis stupid leadership training course.. Don feel so gd in fact i feel terrible.. so yea.. Well im like not sure of wat else to write.. kinda like in a rush to go to bed.. Oh yea did like 40 push ups n 30 crunches jus now.. kinda like hungry now.. n do feel gd after the mini exercise.. haha

Wan to slp liao.. nitezz.

Saturday on Sunday

Yday was kinda like laid back for me.. Got up like in the afternoon n Sonia's bf actually called me to say tat she was hospitalised. Wednesday wen i last saw Sonia she she said she had a feeling tat she might be admitted.. Well somehow i was so prepared to receive her sms tellin me she would be in hospital.

Cos i knew wat they would do. The lesson to learn frm tis is also great. Tat is nvr go for such operations at a poly after hearing " We think its within our capabilities and if it gets worst after the op, u have to be admitted in to the hospital" jus go direct to the hospital for proper treatment.

She was actually admitted bcos her wound was infected aside frm tat, the tumour was not fully removed.. So y being admitted, they would remove the the whole tumour, and then they would cut of the skin tat is infected n remove the pus.. so yea..

One thing i told her bf to be thankful for is tat we should be thankful tat the tumour is not alife or active.. There is a term for it.. think its benign or something like tat lah.. so yea.. WEll anyway yea wen i received tat sms n call, i jus kept calm cos well i guess i expected such a senario to happen n i already knew wat they would do.. Not tat im trying to sound like a professor but yea i mean she is now fine lor..

So yea i now have like 1 report n 2 presentations to prep up and well i up to it lah.. jus gotta get a friend to help me wif the report.. so yea.. Well yday was kinda slack.. Wen out for lunch at dinner time.. then watched "The Longest Yard" not bad kinda nice..

Then later wen to play pool and the bloody taxi driver drop us at the wrong side.. Played like till 2am then wen for supper which was onion rings n stuff then came home n showered then rest.. Thru the process of my pool session, Sonia's bf was smsing saying tat she jus wen for the op n tat he wished he could be the one having the op instead of her n stuff

I jus said tat we should be thankful tat its not alife n stuff and she is under proper care not tat the poly doesnt give proper care but they don have the rite equipment n the capability of such stuff.. So yea.. Till tis morning well more like afternoon wen i woke up, got the sms saying tat her op ended at 2am too!!

Kinda relieved tat all is over n she is recovering well.. She has to go to the poly everyday to change or clean the wound or something.. so yea.. One thing for sure is tat she wont be in sch for days.. so yea.. Duno wat to do today.. think would start on my project..

Gotta end here.. write the rest tonight.. :P bleh

Home Visit then Tuas Naval Base

Since Monday, i had sensations of my migraine coming. Was kinda mentally prepared for it but dealing wif it was kinda like a hassel.. But still something had to be don. However, given the tight schedules etc, i didnt. I didnt slp enough n so on.

So true enough yday, Thursday, at the HOme, when we visited the old folks, well more like a hospice home, we were there for our EVM.. Well it felt more like CIP to me more then EVM as it is.. haha.. So yea initially, i was asked to prep up some games but i was telling myself tat u know tis pple sure sick (mostly have cancer n their jus there to waiting their calling up to heaven) so yea..

I waS telling myself tat u know i u come up wif lame games, they might not like it etc furthermore if u agrivate their sickness, something could/might happen so i didnt plan any games for the home. As expected, wen we arrived, the place was sorta like divided into wings.. They had place for hospice care, n nursing area etc..

So there were tubes sticking out of them frm the nose n some had bags for them to urine. It was kinda like a culture shock for me cos its like its not an old folks home where by they are jus old and all.. But tis are rich pple and their kids jus dump them there and they are there to "rest" n tat may jus be the place for them to take their last breath.

Y a culture shock to me? Day in day out, u board the train u see pple. The most extreme is u see an elderly person who is a hunchback n would offer ur seat if u are kind enough. But tat place was different cos they are old yes but they are also some bed ridden, sickly, and weak and yea..

Im seriously very thankful to God tat both my grandmothers are not like tat.. At the home there, i saw tis lady who was 100yrs old!! can u imagine n she could still hold fizah's hand n talk to her.. I was quite amazed.. We were told to touch them sorta like give them the special touch.

However i was comfy wif it cos seriously i was really controlling my emotions.. WAs at the verge of tears and yea.. As the programme moved on, bcos they onli on 2 celling fans wen there were i think 8 or more, the heat really came to me n tats where i got migrane..

Mrs Tan too had it and we were talking abt it on the way back to school.. Kinda nice to have Mrs Tan cos seriously she is a teacher wif a heart of gold. Y so? Bcos she said tat tis events tat she organized, like for eg. the one where some of my classmates who are attached to Singapore Expo??

She actually spend her own money to meet up wif them n stuff n wen i asked her whose footing all tis bills to socialise n stuff, she was quite silent n slowly i managed to find out frm her tat it was frm her own pocket n wen i asked her y, she replied saying "i do it for all of u hoping tat u will all learn something from it and would benefit frm it."

Tat really touched me cos not many teachers are tat nice. Well yea... anyway, finally came back frm the home visit n yea.. my migraine was really killing me n can u imagine, i wen to meet my friend for my fav ba chor mee. haha..

CAme home n rested.. Till tis morning.. Tis morning was kinda great cos we had an NE trip to Tuas Naval Base and boy i tell u it was dam fun!! Wen we went there, we had to surrender our phones wif camera n mp3.. Good think i didnt bring them in.. I made sure my classmates surrendered everything i mean for those who had "normal" aka the "old hps" they didnt have to surrender.. But i made sure those who had to surrender, surrendered..

Proceeded to the scanning machine n again made them empty their pockets etc like those at the airport.. so yea.. haha.. The buses tat transported us there too had to go thru a security sweep.. than after we were done, we waited for our bus to come..

BOarded the bus n the naval officer boarded our bus.. Every bus each had a naval officer on board so yea.. Then wen to the jetty area where all the ships were.. Bcos of the size, tuas naval base onli have the smaller ships like the "VENGANCE", "KATONG", n cant remember the few.. Y did i remember tis 2 names?? Bcos i boarded "VENGANCE" and "KATONG" was like jus behind me.. haha

WEn we arrived, all the ships were very busy cos they were all preping for some training next week as wat we were told by one of the officers. Then "VENGANCE" which i boarded, came back frm some trip last night (Thursday) at 10pm.. so yea..

We were greeted by the Navigation Officer and yea he brought us arnd the ship and i did learn alot n i did ask lots of questions.. Think some of my classmates were stunned by the knowledge i had abt the Navy.. But well it was kinda fun lor.. Cos being on a ship feels like being in a plane, hence i was kinda used to it wen the ship sorta moved wif the wave tat kinda thing..

However some of my classmates were not used to it.. Some had dizzy spells etc.. My other male classmate were watchin out for the girls cos they were too close to the barriers n the holes were kinda big where they can jus fall into the sea.. For me i could swim but was scared of the sea n the ships cos the propellors were there tats y.. But my other classmate couldnt even swim which was worst.. so yea..

WEll we toured arnd the deck n stuff. Did u know the toilets in the ship are called "Heads" kitchen is "Gallery" and yea.. hehe.. kinda cool.. Wen on the bridge too.. N the sjip was rocking.. haha.. so i sorta grabbed the arms of some of the girls n freaked them out.. n they were freaked out.. haha

Later proceeded to the forward part of the ship to see the A Gun n it was so cool.. Of course every station i did ask questions and of course some were stunned.. Asked the Navigation Officer are they like onli trained to use tat ship n they go where tat ship goes n he said yes..

WAs kinda interested wif the idea of joining the navy however, if u join, the space in the ship is very small n i cant get used to it.. i need to run n all.so yea.. After the tour wen to watch a video in their audi and on our way to the audi, we saw tis statue of the navy n they were wearing tis jumper suit n tis white thingy over their face.. n i ask y..

It was to protect them frm flash something n prevent their eye brows frm getting burnt.. haha n yea.. safety reasons if there is a fire on board.. n yea.. if there is a fire on board and they are at sea, they have hydrants n the desk n e water is frm e sea however if they are ashore. they would use water frm the navy reserve to put out the fire..

Well had tis quiz during the video n sharing session n i got stuff!! tis limited edition figurine on the navy heard its like S$200 per piece and got tis folder thingy. so yea.. WEn back to sch after tat then wen to TM to cut my hair.. got my hair ruined cos the aunty dunno how to cut my hair came home n rested cos my head was still spinning.. then yea..

Wen for movies n wen to watch The Maid.. I was practically cursing at every scary part.. n yea.. haha.. Kinda funny.. Wen to STarbucks for GReen tea ice blend n New York Cheese cake.. headed home n yea here i am now..

Overal today was indeed a very beneficial day enriched wif lots of stuff.. Learned lotsa cool stuff.. haha.. Tis 2 days are kinda gd.. well think i gotta end here.. toddles..

Wednesday??

Last night, was like rushin thru my OA project.. Kinda like nearly had a breakdwn cos wen i looked at the points, it looked kinda short. Reason being i had lots of explaining to do as in we got to blaber on the emphasize of the points n all.. so yea.

Tis morning wen to sch n showed Sonia the whole project. She was stunned cos i did lots of writing n the ppt was kinda somewat wordless cos onli straight n concise points were there n i sorta wrote a script on the points which kinda gave me a relieve.. so yea..

Well wen for a break while we were switching classes.. Sorta lost track then after tat, we to class but the room was booked by another class.. Finally managed to find the rest at the roof garden.. Mrs Tan later saw me n commented tat she didnt see me for a long time.

I jus smiled at her cos i somehow was still pissed wif Mrs Lee n herself for the empty promise they made.. so yea. Well after tat, jus walked off once she was done wif the class along wif Sonia of course.. Wen to SC room n then stuff happened.. lets jus say unity was involved n glad tat there was unity.. so yea..

WEll headed off for Mrs Lee's lesson n Sonia n i were working on our OA project then of course we were all busy wif the project.. O yea btw.. managed to get an extention for my submission for my project.. Next Wednesday submit. so not too rush.. Yea so Mrs Lee asked arnd on who could follow her to Marriott Hotel to collect the mooncake..

Btw the mooncake was for my EVM project tomorrow.. so yea.. its at tis home for cancer patients.. Initially they asked me to organise games but then i was scared tat i might agrivate their illness causing death.. Sound funny but i don think i can afford to take it lor. so yea

Fizah n i accompanied Mrs Lee to collect the mooncakes.. i tell u we had to wait for her.. She so nonia!! bring umbrella n all.. Can u imagine, wen we reached i had to help her wif her umbrella!! Shit man.. O yea as we were waiting for Mrs Lee, yday Fizah wen to donate blood.

The bruise on her forearms caused by the needles were terrible!! Though she said it wasnt painful but well i still think its painful.. so yea.. haha.. Wen to the hotel n came back.. DRopped by NTUC to buy drinks for us tomorrow.. so yea..

Came back to sch n slacked more.. After tat headed off for KDS.. Frankly i think i have changed quite a bit since i attended KDS especially having Mdm Rajas arnd.. She somehow gives me some attention making wan to learn n ask more n clear my doubt if i have any..

I think im quite clear wif wat she teachs and i answer her most of ther time.. N today she said she is now trying to be like us.. So tat she can talk to us better which really made my day n have the zeal to learn more.. so yea.. Hmm well came home and then now very tired.. haiz..

Tomorrow still got tat home visit thingy.. toddles

Life Being Single

Hmm thus far, life being alone, has been gd. Life the feeling though there are times u feel very lonely.. Tats wen pple always tell me to go exercise.. thing is at nights, i jus find it creepy.. haha.. But like to jog etc.. Jus tat no time. well tats jus an excuse..

Tomorrow wen i come back frm sch intend to walk back frm Pasir Ris.. Enjoy the walk back.. Jus tat i always take the bus cos i can have additional slping time. BUt well i guess i have to somehow adjust to my workout routine n get my lifestyle back on track..

Jus read my friend's blog and read how hapy he was wif his bf.. Yes u got tat rite.. bf.. He is gay.. Thing is he is actually younger then me.. N wen we first met, somehow he said he loved me blah blah blah.. But then at tat time he wasnt attached n i wasnt in for such stints..

I mean even if i were to have something of tat sort, it would jus be a stint to shock pple.. So he asked if he could be my korkor.. N i found it kinda odd.. Firstly someone younger then u wants to be ur older godbro
n secondly i jus am not used to it..

Im not one who is gd in rejecting pple.. tats me.. Jus yea jus said ok ill be his didi.. he was happy n could tell at home happy he was.. I have to admit tat the process was kinda fun.. Its like u have someone to check on u etc.. Knowing how playful i am, i have to admit he really was very matured wif me.

However at the end of the day, u have to wake up frm all tis dreamy shit.. So yea.. Thru the stint, he had a new bf.. so yea i told him i didnt wan to go on cos i jus didnt feel comfy.. Its not tat i might be afraid tat i might be gay.. infact, frankly i think gays are the most caring bunch of pple.. If u get the rite one tat is..

So yea. At the end of the day i have to know tat im straight.. Maybe e feeling u get out of having a kor is jus to cover tat space others have tat u dont.. N tat is tat u have some fatherly love which others already have.. So yea.. I mean wen he was my "kor" i was really loved.. i have to admit tat..

But thru the process i guess like every other relationships, there will be quarrells etc.. i have to admit we did quarrel.. There were also times wen we did enjoy ur brotherly relationship.. LIke following me for a hair cut n all..

Tat was something i really enjoyed.. Well like i said such stuff do have to somehow end.. Jus like a dream in every slp.. I guess its high time i walk up n slap myself.. For obvious reasons tis would sound very gay.. But so long as i know my intentions, i think im cool... so yea.. hmm

so bored.. I noticed, everytime i read a blog, i jus have tis feeling.. Like u jus feel wat the person is writing.. hmm kinda lit.. hehe well i kinda love it.. haha.. well think tat would be all.. toddles.

Life wif a new phone

Got my phone on the 30 of Aug.. Now my phone is like 6days old.. Initially wen i got my phone, i tot tat i wouldnt sms so much cos the phone wasnt tat of a user friendly phone. However, within the week, i somehow managed to master the keys well..

Wen i had my nokia wif me, i could even sms without looking at the keys.. I could still do if wif my new phone but jus tat i have to look at it wen i have to enter punctuations.. But yea i managed to adapt wif the new phone. I bought paid card for my N6610 for my overseas sms.

Since i changed my plan, i cant sms overseas. So have to buy a prepaid to sms lor.. Amazingly i can do wif both phones.. haha.. Well yea.. tat much for having my newphone. Jus hope tat my bill wont blast.. hehe..

Well woke up tis morning n didnt go to sch. Mummy wasnt tat well so i tot maybe stay home and watch her.. so yea.. Didnt really do much.. Kinda bored.. I mean even if i were to be in sch, id onli be there to be productive for 2 hrs..

One of my teacher is on course n my last 2 hrs are wif her. Today i start at 8 n end at 12 n no breaks no id rather jus skip 2 lessons cos i don think id miss much.. so yea.. Hmm well tomorrow go back jus catch up lor.. Yea.. Last night i was looking for the chinese version of Uniquely You..

I was so desperate like someone who was so sexually deprived.. haha.. manged to get it n im so glad.. hehe.. Wel yea.. didn do much.. hmm kinda bored.. looks like i wan to pack my stuff early n chat later. kinda moody.. dunno y.. well bye

Hmm Sat's Concert

Wen to meet my friend frm another ITE network at City Hall for the concert. Tis time i was late n it was my fault so yea.. hehe.. Didnt really rush but yea was kinda hungry. Didnt have breakfast, nor did i have lunch. so yea i had to have dinner cos i have not been having solid food for the past few days..

Met my friend who was performing n i didnt know he was in the SPF Band (Singapore Police Force Band) and yea... But he now studying in ITE lah.. so yea. So yea wen to meet him to collect the tickets and then wen to the ATM. knowing tat tat place no atm, we had to go to Millenia walk for a freaking ATM..

Find tat its kinda stupid and pissed wif the fact tat they do not have sufficient atms in a place where pple need ATMS.. guess tats one of the pros of having tis society filled wif cards in ur wallets... Managed to find my atm but the queue was long.. Was mentally prepared to not get a $20 out of tat machine.

I jus stood there n took a gamble. Wen it was my turn, i dunno y but then wen i touch the keys of the ATM machine, my fingers run like no one business. As in i key in everything very fast. Everyone standing there were suddenly staring at me. Cos somehow i was kinda fast.

My friend who was wif me too stared at me and said how come i can key stuff so fast.. i jus looked at him and smiled.. hehe.. Wen for dinner after tat.. Was craving for Mac but stupid Marina Square don have.. Though i remembered they used to have. Hmm but the place is now going thru upgrading.. so it closed dwn.. haiz.. Tot of going to Suntec tec but kinda short of time..

Wen to Marina Square's food court to eat. No choice.. Had Fish Ball noodles.. then after tat wen for my Concert.. Frankly i didnt know wat concert it was jus tat it was a charity concert. Onli knew wat it was wen i saw the tickets. It was METAMORPHOSIS, The Singapore Police Force Band's 80th Anniversary Concert, 2005.

This was a charity concert raising fund for 2 beneficiaies, Kidney Dialysis FOundation and Dover Park Hospice.. The Guest Conductor was Philip Sparke, Guest of Honour was Associate Professor Ho Peng Kee, and Guest Singer Taufik Batisah..

I guess everyone paid tat $10 jus to see the Taufik Batisah.. But not for me.. I found somehow move wif the music. :) But everyone shouted wen they heard the voice of Taufik Batisah. I was like "OH MY GOOD!! DON TELL ME TIS PPLE PAY $10 JUS FOR HIM??" Of course it was obvious tat i was rite.. hehe

He (Taufik), was also in the SPF Band.. And would be leaving in October tis year..Few more weeks onli.. hahah.. So yea.. First part of the concert, there were 2 songs where i nearly fell aslp.. The rest i was ok.. N there was tis sucker, he sat behind me.. He kept FARTING!! N he was somehow getting very mushy wif his gf.. i kept fanning myself wif the book thingy tat they gave us.. haha

Hmm the whole concert was 2hrs.. Started at 2000 and scheduled to end at 2200, however it over runned abt.. Kinda enjoyed the whole thing.. hehe.. Couldnt take any pictures.. n my HP Reception was Nil.. hmm then we had to go thru tis security screening thingy.. N i told the police off..

He said "No cameras are allowed inside." n he said tat after he checked my bag.. so i said "I don have any cameras furthermore u have already checked.." Was kinda nice enough to smile at him lah.. Then we jus proceeded up.. so yea.. hehe

After the whole concert wen to meet my godbro.. Wanted to go to Changi Airport for my dinner.. Needed real food.. But then if we wen there coming back would be a prob cos of the surcharge etc.. Then after tat, made our mind to go to Changi Village for Nasi Lemak.

Wen we arrive there, the shop was closed.. fine so wen to the other sides to get those finger food tat was very filling.. After buying our food, we headed off to the beach.. It was the last day of the Hungry Ghost festival.. so kinda felt funny..

Ate n chatted n i did something so gay.. cos my godbro likes to cross his legs.. so i rested on his leg!! hahaa which signaled tat i was kinda slpy.. Then he had to call someone n while he was chattin, i dozed off while resting on his knee area..

After he was done, we took a cab home.. Then i was wondering n looking out for the transexuals there.. but i couldnt really see any.. So i ask him.. Then after tat we saw!! He told me there were some.. N he literally carried me n brought me toward them..

I was panicking cos i was very frightened.. then i jumped out of his arms.. Goodness scary man! Then after tat, managed to find a cab n wen home.. Reach home was so tired n slpy.. After showering i fell flat on my bed n slp.. hahaha..

Setting of a Friday to the Rising of a Sat

Yday was kinda great. KDS lesson was fun dunno y for the first time, i didnt feel like going to sch n e lesson i somehow dread going actually made my day.. hehe But the aircon wasnt on or something for quite sometime till Mrs Heng my Section Head came..

Then she sensed the room was warm n i shouted "YES!" then she sorta fiddled wif the controls.. n guess wat COLD AIR CAME?!!!! Onli then did i realised tat my teacher's were suckers wen it came to using aircons.. i think i can make the room feel like im in New York or even Ice Land!! haha

Well after tat sorta hungry.. But lunch was like jus 2hrs away.. so Sonia n i jus wen to the canteen to grab a milo to jus u know.. fill our hungry stomachs.. Couldnt afford to get another gastric attack wif my coughin n all.. so yea.

REturned back to class thinking i was late. Wen in n teacher wasnt there yet. So Sonia n i looked for our seats n i sat under the aircon blowing cool air at me.. haha.. its was heaven man.. Im so obsessed wif cold weather n all haha.. Well tats Sherwin.

Later, tis guy frm the other class came. He Said my PR teachers (Mrs Lee) asked if i was ready to do my presentation on IOC. I said "yea y not" then he said if i could go n get ready. There i wen to prep... Sonia helped me to man the com. so yea.

Then after tat Mrs Lee came in n she asked how long i would take. So i said abt 30mins. Cos she had to brief us abt guess wat?? OUR NAVY VISIT!!! YIPPY IM GOING TO TUAS NAVAL BASE!!! HAHAHA!!

Still remembered my enthusiasm wen Mrs Heng asked who wanted to go n i shouted across the classroom "ME!" haha so yea.. finally its a yes.. Too bad for those who are Stucked in the EXPO.. muahahahahahahah. Then i did my presentation. All wen well.. Mrs Lee posed some questions n was glad i managed to answer them well

The other class posed soem questions too.. so yea.. hehe.. Got complimented n was requested to do another session for another class. hehe.. Asked my classmates how i did n they said "wen u speak u don feel like u are scared. u feel like u know everyone n they are ur friends or something"

Instantaniously, for tat split second, i was on cloud 9. Of course there were some who werent paying attention n were chatting, slping!! n reading magazines etc. so yea.. Well all was well n m hapy..

WEn for lunch n lesson carried on all as per normal after tat.. WEn home n slack n chill.. Evening wen out for a movie.. watched "Herbie" guess wat? Sat on my friend's bike again. it was raining so had to wear a sweater.. But wasnt wet.. rain kinda stopped but then ground was wet..

I sat on the bike like no ones biz given the fact tat we were speeding.. so yea. Well wen for the movie got back n chatted wif my friend.. then ended my day..

Then woke up at 1 jus now.. kinda tired.. hehe.. later goin got some charity concert.. so yea.. hehe.. still hungry.. last night i didnt have a proper meal.. IN fact i didnt have a proper meal the whole day so yea.. hm

On Teacher's Day

Hmm tis morning i was so tired reason bcos i slp at 4am in the morning. I tot i could wake up but i couldnt.. So yea i guess i was so sick, tired.. Not forgetting my body is somehow still adjusting ever since i got back..

Guess the stress is gone. So now i really need the rest. so yea. I was in deep slp i dunno y.. So i woke up at 10 plus feeling so refreshed. Felt kinda gd. But then i looked at my clock n realised tat i didnt attend sch today..

I felt so bad! I was in charge of Com 2, briefing the Ushers etc. N i didnt turn up.. I felt like i backstabbed the whole SC. And i lost my voice!! But along the afternoon, my voice came back.. Sounded like shit though..

Didnt really do much.. Monday mummy n i wen to TM n i bought tis DVD entitled "View From the Top" starring Geyneth Paltrow.. The show was nice. The story was abt her in Nervada n having dreams etc.

Then she joined a very sucky budget airline "Sierre Airlines" n one day she watched tis programme abt tis well known lady who also happened to be a stewardess.. then she joined a well known airline n blah blah blah..

Cut the story short, she later became a pilot of a well known airline doing the domestic area n her love life was gd.. so yea. I mean it was very nice n inspiring.. I wished i could be like her too.. I mean not like a girl lah.. but her life.. wen she joined the airline..

Thinking back, i think the way i do stuff, i guess in some aspects, im quite like her character. Like wanting wat i wan n having it.. Onli thing is tat no one to love. She was quite successful.. After finding out tat she got into a Domestic Carrier of the airline, bcos her friend switched the paper, she got a retest n got transferred to the main carrier.

There, she was a high flyer!! However, she earned big buck, had gd flts, everything was great but to get to the well known airline, she had to leave her BF.. n after tat things happened n stuff worked out..

So i guess im like a high flyer now minus the love life.. haha.. Well in the evening, i had tis briefing session at Sentosa.. n i clean forgot all abt it. Till my unc called me.. So yea.. rushed to prepare..

The thing started at 6 n i was so freakin late.. N wen we arrived, the briefing was half thru.. N u had to know how to play golf.. I kow how to play lah but abit onli n they said it was gd enough.. so yea.. was kinda lost... so well everything ended like at 1845.. so wen back home.


Stopped by TM to aget a smalling bag for my phone.. n i did.. Wen home after tat.. Was kinda tired so took a nap. Then something happened in the kitchen so yea.. cleared everything.. so here i am now doing my blog.. have like 2 more blogs to update.. but i have friends n close friends spouses viewing tis blog.

Would be having restrictions.. would change the password soon.. So onli 2 blogs would be available to the open to read.. so yea.. well toddles