This yr began with something interesting. At the stroke of midnight, i was actually sleeping and for the first time in my 21yrs of my life, i did not cry wen i left Brunei. Again contradictions.. Jus grasp it.
Hmm shortly after i returned, on Friday morning, at 4am, my phone was ringing and got awaken and disturbed by it.. very annoyed.. Later my mum was crying.. She said my fav unc has passed away.
No doubt i felt chills running dwn my spine but i couldnt sleep because i was not there to see him and send him off for his funeral. Very sad but i jus couldnt cry. Its like ok u receive the news then wats next? Moments later it really hits u that he is gone.
Very sad but i guess tat life. Yesterday was my birthday.. I dunno.. Pple always say u cannot celebrate ur bday and sorts however, for me i still did.. Thursday i met my Jer.. He passed my a bag frm g-star.. Inside was 1 cargo pants and 2 3/4 pants and a tee shirt. the cargo pants along wif one of the 3/4s were frm G-STAR while e other and the tee shirt was frm Armani Exchange.. Was frm Jer and his sister.. DAM EXPENSIVE..
Wen to watch School for Scoundrels.. Very nice and hilarious.. headed for dinner and wen home.. On Friday, after sch wen to meet Ant.. Was suppose to go night safari to celebrate my birthday but then last min change my plans and so we headed to Vivo but met Ant for dinner and dinner was nice. Though it was cheap and simple but it was nice.
Later we headed to vivo.. Movie was: Pan's Labyrinth.. Nice well can say fairy tale.. Was walking around and got my pressie :) Was a G-shock watch and an outfit well sports outfit. :P Nice..
Took a cab back and well yea for my bday yday didnt do much... Chatted wif dearie after so long.. Been so busy.. Her nephew is still nameless.. ahaha.. But she said it might be Evan.. Unique.. Well towards midnight, Ant called me to go meet and i wen to meet and well.. heheh Got birthday cake!!! hehe :)
Tis morning well.. wasnt a very gd morning i have to say.. well now blogging..
Past few weeks havent been gd but God was there.. Prior to my uncle passin on, i had tis dream he passed on and and there was tis day where i was wif him for his follow up and well he said something to me and well it was negative but after saying tat, he smiled.
Kinda asked my cousins if they had any dreams of him and all said non and wen i told my mum she kinda asked me y didnt i tell anyone and of course i told her it was a dream how can i go round telling pple tat? Weird rite?
Hmm since he passed on, lots have happened but well i guess i have to jus get used to not having his around.. Yesterday i was clearing some emails and somehow his email popped out and i was wondering should i delete it or not..
Eventually i didnt delete it.. Somehow the recent trip, had lots happening.. Both gd and bad.. Im jus glad at times im not there for gd so i can jus escape and get my mind off.. Or jus be plain ignorant about it.
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