Tis morning, i woke up at like hmm.. say 0930?? I made a lunch appt wif Sonia, my classmate cum project buddy.. hehe.. I tot i was late so i kinda rushed.. Later in the train, did i realised tat we agreed to meet at 1200... haha..
In any case, i was still kinda late.. haha by 5mins.. I forgot tat i didnt take my vitamins.. To add to the well in a way misery, i didnt have any case to store them.. Decided to grab one frm GNC on the way to meet sonia.. the thingy, cost like abt $2.60 or so lah.. so yea.. dashed off to meet her..
Finally reached.. Guess wat?? She cut her hair.. haha.. Well we later wen to order our food.. Wen we entered Mac, there were tis grp of girls, who were for some unknown reason, keep looking at me and smiling n giggling away.. Didnt really pay much attention to them... Went ahead to order our food...
While having our food, we discussed abt our POM Project, and the Christmas Tree Event at Tampines Central.. At the moment, im volunteering for days.. They are tis thursday and friday and next thursday and friday.. However, if i hit 8shifts, i would get some leadership points..
There for today, we sorta planned the other 4.. Later while eating, California Fitness sorta called and i rejected them.. Of course i did explain to them the bad experience i had tat time.. The person sorta assured me tat it wouldnt happen.. Kinda scaptical abt it.. but yea agreed to go..
Lugging Sonia along cos since we wanted to workout, it would be a gd chance.. so yea.. y not.. Well intend to cut my hair.. so in the morning would be kinda have a tight schedule.. Would go for our jog, then followed by hair cut, but on the way to sch, have to settle the electric bill.. Then after tat, off to California Fitness..
Managed to skip Charlie's Media Corp event.. kinda feel very bad.. but i have no choice.. haiz.... IN any case, both of us headed to sch and attended lesson.. During POM, we wen to see Ms Lee and spoke to her abt out our topic..
Our topic is on Marketing Sentosa as in boosting its tourism numbers and all.. Lots of factors to pay attention too.. At the same time, im also trying to have a better grasp of Marketing as a whole.. still kinda wabbly..
During our short break, we wen to see Ms Lee and before we could start, she ranted abt our grouping.. So we said tat it was abt our topic.. So yea we clearified our doubts.. Later after tat, we had Rajes's Lesson.. I tell u, im beginning to love Mdm Rajes given the fact tat she is strict..
Cos i could see her point of view and where she is driving from.. I really do feel blessed under her wing... Like a mother protecting a child.. Special feeling.. Well yea.. Her lesson was super interactive.. hehe..
After lesson, wen to my friend's place.. Well got some hmm tips?? Wif regards to my project.. So yea.. Well used the word Hypothesis.. hehe.. i dunno y im so gaga over tat word.. haha but i manged to know how to use it lah.. Tats wats most important..
Came home and was kinda tired.. And here i am.. Well chatted wif kor jus now.. Hmm i guess i dunno.. He isnt like giving me cold shoulder anymore?? But in any case, the last time, wen he went to rockhampton, he bought me some stuff.. I sorta placed them in tis hmm well corner of my drawer.. In a way, i guess if he really disowns me, the box would be either mailed to him or i meet him to return them to him..
Thinking of all tis, is kinda depression and seriously, very agonizing.. Signing up for tis Christmas Tree event at tampines, is sorta like to keep me away frm all tis.. In a way an excuse for me to avoid them?? Haiz dunno lah..
I somehow find it very ecentric.. Wen pple first get into a relationship, its so sweet and well very nice.. The feeling of being loved and all is there.. However, as time passes by, u feel like a tissue paper.. No more tat nice loving sweetness u used to have.. but the cold and ugly sight of everything haunts u.. Confusion confusion..
Its a whole theology i don think ill ever understand.. Though wif live experiences and all, pple say its sweet and all but i don seem to agree wif them.. I onli sit and envy pple who are happy.. while im always the one there to see and admire..
At tis point of time, anything can hapen though my options are all open, but im jus praying tat the dreadful day wouldnt come at all.. Cant afford to lose the driving force in me.. Hmm kinda late already.. toddles.. Cheerios.
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