Was suppose to meet my kor kor today.. Morning well more like early afternoon, he smsed me sayin meet in the afternoon.. However, wen i saw him on msn, he said push till 4 then 5.. I wen to shower and all.. Ironed all my stuff. Then ask him wat time meet where.. THen after tat we ended up quarrelling and then after tat, We didnt go out.
I was very heart broken.. Very sad and all.. I mean i missed him and havent met him for quite sometimes.. And wen i can, he cancels it.. Told mummy i wouldnt be goin out n would have dinner at home..She made a very rite guess.. got played out.. Of course i denied and cooked some shit up to cover the fact..
Deep inside, i was so very disappointed.. I dunno y.. I remember the day we became bros and all yet he doesnt care and all.. After today well i was smsing him and all and we did quarrell and i was very sad lor.. i mean i dunno wat to do.. I may jus wan to cut him off.. I mean both my kor kor's have already cut me off or are at the verge of cutting me off..
I mean y should i be so naive and believe them cling on to them like a dog? Jus very sad and all now.. :( Well didnt do much at home.. Updated my msn Spaces.. added new airlines.. Did some research on Alliances and the airlines..
A friend was like sayin it was informative and all suitable for the travellers who like to book tickets online.. so yea.. I guess tat the onli thing tat brighten up my day.. Other then tat, my dreams were all shattered and dashed.. Had dinner and watched some TV... Its been a long time since i sat dwn n enjoyed a gd show.. well TV programme tat is..
Russell showered and had his dinner so he was resting so i took the opportunity to clean his eyes.. Guess i was a bit rough wif him.. So he snapped at me.. I was pissed, i took his leach and tied his mouth and cleaned his eyes..
WAtched more tv and then cleaned the toilet.. I used alot of bleach and u can imagine the smell tat was emitting out frm the clorox.. I mean the toilet isnt tat dirty but well large quantities of it, would emit out a very offensive smell..
Everyone at home was complainin and i was coughin.. and u can imagine.. Frm the sitting rm u smell the thing so strong wat more the toilet.. I brushed and scrubbed every inch of the toilet and all.. Cleaned the toilet bowl and all.. I love my toilet clean n bright.. haha..
Brushed and scrubbed the floor too.. Was coughin all the way.. Well was done and after tat i continued coughin.. Think im getting asthma soon.. Though i hope i wouldnt.. Here i am now blogging.. As im bloggin now, im thinkin of my 2 brothers.. i mean after wat has happened, i guess im not suited for such shit lah..
Thinking of cutting them off i mean they might change their number.. I surely would be very sad and all.. But then come next sem, if by then which would be next week, everythin worsens, then weekdays i would concentrate on sch and all.. After which weekends, would be spent working my ass off..
I would be happier tat way i believe.. im like in a mess now i guess.. I am thinkin too much or watever i don care lah.. jus very sad now.. haiz..
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