Saturday, August 13, 2005

Fridaý till Sáturdaý

Hmm yday was our SC camp. Wen i woke up in the morning, i was so pissed bcos of e camp. I seriously had no intentions of staying back in e haunted building let alone during the 7th month. The sch was way to creepy for me. Not tat i don dare to lah.. But also bcos i was kinda tired n all. Jus sick of e whole idea. Every camp also stay in sch. Freak man.

Well yea wen for e camp. Initially i was quite reluctant cos on thursday had to stay back wif my group members to design e flag and all. My group members werent tat enthu abt e camp n they didnt really seems interested in doing e script for e skit we had to do let alone come up wif a cheer.

Went to help them out wif e flag on thursday n guess wat? I DREW!!!! Drawing nvr was my cup of tea n i dont know how to draw let alone a crow cos my group name was called Crow n so our flag had a crow.

No one in my group knows how to draw so i drew a crow. Was kinda proud of it. Then we had to like come up wif a design. I was darn sure i wanted to make e flag into something tat looked like it was created by some JC or Poly student or had e JC/Poly touch/concept.

Wen i set my mind on something i would go for it. Tats was wat we did. I didnt really tell anyone abt how i wanted it to be done. Jus somehow it went thru.. hehe kinda happy. AFter doing it, e end product did give me a shock cos i was really amazed tat i drew a crow.. haha

Then we left it in e SC room to dry.. Friday, e day of e camp came. E flag was e onli thing that gave me LOTS of motivation. I was very glad tat it did motivate me cos if tat could motivate me, it should be able to motivate my group members.

AFter sch was like slacking arnd and did e script n i wrote something on wat our flag means. LIke y it was blue, wat crows mean to us etc. While doing tat, i opened e flag n everyone saw and was wen "wow very nice!!" immediately, e question i threw to them was "Does it look very JC or Poly likË"?

WEll i had answers like " like JC student do n yea very jc like" and "er like poly and it very nice" n was kinda floating on cloud 9 when i received those comments.. hehe n yea. WE had like ice breaker games n stuff we learned tis WAtermelon song which i learnt while helping out at Camp singapore. And i was like joking anrd everyone was looking at me.. somehow i jus wanted to go crazy and entertain everyone there.. N i did!!! hehe.. kinda slack tis camp n i did like it.

AFter tat we had like dinner n stuff. We played tis "bombing" game. Somehow there was booing n i was telling my group not to boo at others n it was like a camp where councillors get to know one another. At e same time develope leadership skills.

At least tats e mentality i had. So yea. N i wen round to groups to tell them not to boo at others. Then 3 of e excos did it. N i told them not to. One of them said y n i could tell she wasnt happy along wif e other. In one of my entries, i said some pple did change. Well b4 they bcame excos, wen i said something like tat, they would talk n discuss properly. But tis time it was different. So Fizah i hope i have answered ur question.

I was under e impression tat it was a leadership camp n for me leadership camps are not where u boo at others. Now im saying tis. If u read n are unhappy u can speak to me to my face but of course u can discuss wif others n continue hating me i don care really.

I mean i don wan to lose tis group of friends but then seriously gossiping n being a HYPOCRITE is something i loath alot. so yea. KInda hurt lah.. No doubt. Well i mean if tis aint a leadership camp, all e more i don see e need to stay back really.

O yea.. Before i forget, gotta apologise to a friend cos we made her cry.. hehe it was funny but it really was a joke lor. so pls don take it so seriously.. was really jus a joke. Hmm after dinner n tat stint tat happened not forgetting e game, we had camp fire. First time ever, it was in e car park. Had some song singing n i enjoyed all of them all by TK. Then e groups did their skits.

Soon it was my group's n i was so excited not forgetting tired. But yea we still did it.. hehe kinda fun.. then i left home along wif another friend at abt 2200hrs. N on e way home we were chatting abt work and stuff.. Speaking of work, does make me miss my job. I mean i really wanna work n do flts n stuff. haiz. Pray tat ill get my job soon.

Wen i reached home, my com had its usualy prob so thanks to Sonia's bf, i remembered well kinda forget some stuff.. Well managed to get it repaired halfway. But i was too exhausted so i wen to slp till tis morning, i woke up n cont to repair it.

After doin so i jus did some scans n watched e repeat telecast of NDP'05 on tv. Well did miss going for practices n all Haiz.. Lives goes on n all good things must come to end so yea.. sobs sobs..

Didnt shower e whole day.. hehe going to shower soon. Had dinner like jus now n mummy said onli both of us would be having dinner tonight. So wen i took e rice there was plenty. Then i sorta took more after my first. n guess wat she said...

She commented i was getting bad to worst. Cos i wasnt really helping her arnd. But i was helping n its not like im always free. DIdnt really care nor did i bother. After tat i tried to help.. N she said like "e water so hot u pour in e glass" n i started to tell her off. n i didnt help her after tat.

Kinda pissed my e comments she passed. I mean seriously since i was in SEC2, no one made any decisions for me. I made all e decisions myself. rite or wrong i learnt frm them. well yea. Haiz very sad.. hmm anyways wan to shower now. then continue chatting thru e night.. hehe
Got CA for OA on Tuesday n PR on WEd n not even studied.. haha..

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