Sai Kang Warrior

Firstly, before i go on wif my blog, would like to apologise to Dearie.. Firstly for my actions, secondly for the things i said and lastly for neglecting u e past week..

Many things have happened... Unc Mel has stage 4 Cancer.. To all my friends who is reading this blog, STOP SMOKING ELSE U WILL DIE! I now pray Unc Mel will recover.. It will take a miracle.. I have seen it happening and i trust in God that it would happen again.

This week was quite eventful.. Hmm had my IMF Appreciation Dinner.. Frankly, it was by far the most cheapskate event i have ever been to and seen.. Maybe bcos of the number of volunteers, the budget was there but cash for food had to be compramised.. The dinner was at Vivo City the top floor open air watever its called.. haha..

Inside the goodie bag was the IMF Polo Tee, IMF Pin, IMF Conmemorative EZLink Card.. Will post up pictures wen im back frm Brunei..

Tuesday morning, wen to settle e paperwork and contract for my work at T1.. Would be at T1's lost and found.. One of the flights id be handling would be QF & BA.. Will miss SQ and MI alot.. Love those 2 airlines alot since i've been working for e airline for abt 3 yrs..

Very glad that as bad things are rite now, there are things to be joyful for. Tats e balance in life.. Coincidentally, since unc Mel has cancer and so on, it brought the family together esp my aunty and him.. Both of which are my fav.. Aunty Luna who has always been sponsoring for my trips, ad Unc mel the fatherly figure i look up to..

Im really thankful and blessed but praying that he would recover.. That we will also treasure all those we have around us.. This week, through all this, i noticed how much im so blessed to be in Poly. While im nagging in sch complaining rushing around for meetings and so on, others are there envying me wishing they would be where im at and some wat i have minus e IG and so on that im in.

I really thank God for all this..

Amidst all this, im also glad that dearie is able to be more positive. I really appreciate her presence. She was e driving force in me. Yes she had a problems but her problems helped me to think of ways to see how i can help pple.

I was able to think of ways or things to help me help others. At the same time help myself as wel.. I guess at the end of the day, i really have to thank God for the many blessings that has been blessed and bestowed unto me. Thank God.

Hmm Suppose to fly off today however Unc Mel is coming today and Tomorrow have to bring him to Raffles Hospital and then Tuesday morning to airport and tats where ill fly off as well.. I really feel like i have to do this shit job but for e sake of e family i have to..

Feel like im e laison officer.. ahaha.. Some weeks back, i smsed papa saying that il be leaving for Brunei.. he replied saying "He has been smoking for so long this is expected. Now jus pray for him" I got quite pissed and i replied "u smoked too and u better thank God u are alife" we kinda had a quarrell..

Later he said y shld i go and i replied that he has family here and im e onli family mummy has.. She needs me and i cant leave her here.. Jus then it occured to me tat wen he was in shit i was and had to also be there for him.. He didnt reply after tat..

Frankly sometimes i feel guys are real heartless bastards.. The things they say at times really are things tat needs no thinking.. haiz..

Anyway though tis is a short trip, but i will see how i can help.. rite now im jus putting a brave front.. But inside haiz.. Dunno lah.. However im very happy and glad that im blessed wif many blessings..

Lord help me to wan to go to church and tat ill be able to do it lor.. :)

Think i better end here.. Hmm will blog wen im back.. With LOADS of pictures.. hehe..

To all friends out there, Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya Ma'af Zahir dan batin