I was actually depressed for sometime now.. And well lets jus say i wanted to get into a relationship but well i didnt know tat i was e third party of e whole incident.. I don wan to mention names. So let me jus call them A and B.
A and i have known each other for sometime and since the time i known A till today, well our friendship kinda grew to an extend. However things kinda came to a turn few days back... I met B to watch a movie and well A happen to see B and i together.
A later smsed me sayin that both of them used to be together. Immediately, i was put in a spot and knew that it would affect my friendship with A tremendously. True enough it did.. Lots of stuff happened and everyone is hurt. As hurt as i already am, B still wants to be wif me in which i don see e link and feel that its no use.
I dunno wat to do now and am quite lost. A well have been trying to avoid me and i dunno how to approach A and A is also avoiding me. I feel so dwn and all i mean for a first relationship, this is realy terrible.
Tats e reason to y i have been quite sad and all recently.. Well this blog kinda acts as some of my usual stuff but well im jus sad so looking for something to vent my anger or something.. haiz :'(
School today was so so lah i gues.. Wen for my S2006 uniform fitting session and well ill be getting a free blazer, pants and shirt.. the Blazer and pants are grey taylor made.. the shirt is frm some company.. and im praying hard i don get pink though i was given pink today..
rite now im jus lost and sad..
Hmm along wif my blog entry today, are some pictures i took in sch today.. enjoy.
Owner of Hp with 2.0 megapix: Xian Hao
Photographer: Sherwin
Location: RP's Pond near canteen
Description of picture: 2 Dragon flies either having sex, or postion 69, either guy and girl or the dragon flies are gays.. haha
Wanted to try another angle but Xian hao was worried i might drop his hp into e water.. hehe..Nice shot ay?
This shot was taken in e cinema: Over the hedge
Day: Tuesday; 23 May 06
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