School & I and my life wif Grace

Thursday:

Thursday morning was school.. I was awaken by a phone call at 0830!!! DAM IT I WAS DAM LATE!!! ~,~ Was pissed.. Comtemplated on whether to go to school a not.. Called mummy and asked if she woke me up.. She said she did.. However i doubted e fact she really did because she said stuff tat really contradicted herself and i don wan to talk abt it.. She called me while i was on e way to sch and i was abt to shout at her over e phone but i jus hooked off.. My temper wasnt so gd..

In anycase, i picked up the courage and headed down to school to face the music. I was prepared to have an unreasonable faci whom i had to suck up to and so on.. Didnt care didnt give a dam. Wats done is done jus have to go and face the music.. ;) Be a man and do e right thing. Arrived Woodlands and well yea headed to sch and wen to class..

Kinda felt a bit disorientated maybe bcos of the location of my classroom.. So picked up the guts and headed into class and i said "Hi I'm Sherwin.. Which Group am i in or do i just sit anywhere?" one of the groups said "O you are in our group". When to my group and well they look of to me.. I apologised for being late.. Wonder how they evaluated me as well.. Didnt really care.. No one seem to be talking untill i added them on MSN and inititated a conversation..

It was actually break time and the Facilitator wasnt there.. When she came, she approached me, she asked if i was Sherwin and i somehow put my right hands up trying to apologise for being late.. She kinda wanted to shake my hands so yea she shaked hands and during the hand shake i said "Im sherwin and im sorry for being late.." Last Semester, during my Science lesson, she sat in because she was new and i remembered her because i wanted to throw a tissue paper and e paper flew and hit her shoulder.. I couldnt apologise enough cos i was so embarressed and so on.. She said "Its ok i appreciate the fact u still came though u were late" I was so relieved she was nice and so on..

Lesson was abt Cell Membrane.. Was cursing to myself because i understood nothing and well my group members were nice.. I was assigned to do PPT... hehe.. Everythign was ok but i still hated myself for being late and so on.. Gd thing the day ended fast.. headed out of sch and started cursing to myself.. hmmm Weird... Headed to buy dinner and this 2 kids frm SpringField Secondary School, were playing in e bus and they broke the EZ Link card device.. The driver made a fuss over it and was held up for a moment..

Later headed to buy dinner and yea.. Was talking to a friend and later, mummy wanted my to update her IPOD and later, i kinda got pissed wif her i mean u said u woke me up and u said so much to contradict urself and i doubt tat u even woke me up and u still tell me to my face abt being high class and so on?? WAT THE FUCK!!! I really wanted to give her a piece of my mind.. JUS PISSED and fucked everyone out aside frm dearie and so on... Later, showered and slp..

Friday:

Friday came.. Hmm mummy budged into my rm and shouted at me to wake up.. FIRST TURN OFF OF THE DAY! I jus kept silent and wen i saw e kitchen i jus said "u go do ur shit first lah!" Headed back to slp..

She was done by 0630.. I headed to e toilet and yea did my stuff.. Later dressed up for sch.. Felt lousy again because it was Friday which is gd but Maths which sux.. I smsed Xian Hao and said i would be late..

He replied saying all of them over-slpt and would be late.. hehe.. Headed to e bus stop and e bus came.. DAM.. 168 WAS PACKED LIKE A CAN OF SARDINES.. Decided to wait for another bus.. Again a choice and decision i made and i will live wif e consequences..

Arrived Woodlands and yea.. met Xian Hao and e rest.. Shi Yun came and we headed to breadtalk to get breakies.. Took 902 (RP Shuttle Service) and while we were in the queue, e TransIsland service staff (who would always be there to check our student cards) came to us and said "the bus will arrive in 4mins time.. Its goin to be the long one and got cold aircon.. very comfortable"

I was amazed by his level of service and i thanked him sincerely.. hehe.. I dunno y but yea.. The bus came and boarded it.. We stood cos not many seats left.. Arrived sch and headed to class.. Was a bit late..

Headed in class and i said "Hi im Sherwin.. Where do i sit?". The teacher asked "Whats the ur name?" and i replied "Sherwin" and he replied "Team 2". He didnt tell me where it was.. Stupid ass.. I asked "Where is team 2?", looked around and no reply..

Got a bit cheesed off and said "Does anyone not have a mouth to answer?" and this china girl who has been living in Singapore for 9 years wif her parents said "O u are here" so i said hello and apologised for being late..

They were jus abt to talk abt the problem statement.. The teacher aparently did tis thing where he jus flashed the problem statement and everyone was stunned as in lost and he jus asked them wat they have to say..

He did tat to me and i zapped him without hestitating and i said "IF u noticed i jus entered and im reading and i have no idea was golden ratio is. Care to enlighten me?" and i did it with hell of an attitude.. aahahah

Think i appeared to be e garang one in class.. ahaha.. This Facilitator, he dressed up like some site manager or supervisor, was terrible.. he didnt teach us anything and onli wen around asking "Hows ur progress and wat have u learnt" i was like "WAT THE FUCK"....

VPN was dwn too.. Everyone seem to know wat to do aside frm my grp.. We were silent.. Quite bored.. we were all lost.. the faci came to our group and then he wanted to knowhow to address us and he looked at me i said "Sherwin" and he asked "Sherwin or Edgar" and i said "for the THIRD time, Sherwin"

He said "ok"... He then went "So wat have u found out?" i looked at him wif tis expression and said "Find wat? VPN is dwn. We can onli measure each others arms. Nothing else.. I don even know wats goin on. I onli know its related to numbers and Davinci code"

I think i made him speechless and i didnt care.. Cut the story short..

Had Lunch with Xian Hao, Shu Hua, Alvin, Shi Yun and Lois..

Took this shot with Xian Hao's New Sumsung..
One of my Friend said looks like some balding old man -_-
At least to this friend i don have a WEIRD hairstyle and don dress so RICH..

We had lunch and well yea through means and way we got our presentation done.. hehe.. Presented and dam tis Faci really got it bad frm me.. He didnt pay attention to our presentation.. For my RJ, he asked "How could i have made better use of my time?" and this was wat i wrote " The topic seems a bit too vague. Was in class today?

Frankly I believe I would have spent my time at home resting. Yes I really apologize for being late for school however I wasn’t feeling well today.

I somehow expected a teacher who was “cheery” however pardon me but mathematics is not my forte and something I have lost touch for 3 year and somehow entering RP, having mathematics or science is a nightmare.

When I saw the problem statement, it was like greek to me. I didn’t understand anything and everyone is my group was so lost. We didn’t understand much. I would have stayed home and continued catching up with my personal stuff.

During the presentation of the 6^th presentation, I was so “bored” literally that I really want to shut down which I believe almost everyone did. It’s a Friday and I expected to lesson to be nice and fun and not something dry and boring.

So therefore pardon me but I believe my time would have been better use by just doing my own stuff."

Don really like tis Faci.. He jus left without saying "Bye" or "Have a pleasant weekend" and goodness i hate him.. In anycase, after tat, did my RJ and above and headed for a meeting.. JIVE Meeting..

I dunno y they want to have a meeting.. Best part is i feel like backing out frm this project or event they are planning on.. Don like it at all.. I mean my ideas are SHUT OUT. I cant voice wat i have to say and there arent any meetings.. All informal shit.. Its a serious turn off..

Later, headed to Marina to meet my friend.. Had dinner and headed home.. Quite tired frm the day.. Read Grace's blog and yea.. left a comment there..

Chatted and so on.. Oo and took some shots. here are like few of the many i took.. ahaha..

The Kid In Me

Me wif my Sincere Smile

Hee.. I dunno wat to say abt tis shot

Me with an Attitude

Hmm i dunno wat to say for this also

SATURDAY

Woke up at like 1230.. Got am SMS frm dearie.. Kinda sadden by her SMS.. Guess after 3 years, its finally it.. I was very groggy wen i read e sms but suddenly tot of us and how we first met jus came to mind..

I was very i dunno jus felt very tired and heavy and i wen back to slp till 1230.. Haiz.. dunno lah guess tats jus e way it is..

She's on her way to SYD.. Here i am blogging.. Duno y, jus now wen i woke up, i jus wen to see Krisshop online and saw 2 plane models again which i did 2 days ago and today wen i saw it, i dunno y i jus cried.. its like haiz dunno lah..

Dunno wat to do after i blog.. Wan to go out but no where to go and duno who to go out wif..

Russell was slping and yea.. took tis shot:

Russell Slping in a Cute position

Somehow i feel sad and lost inside.. Dunno y lah.. haiz.. Wat a weekend.. :'(