Today in Sch

Tis morning i was late. However, i still took my own sweet time to get to sch. Like u tink i care? Dunno y but suddenly i have tis heck care attitude.. Smsed my AM n Manager (SC) saying tat im not well.. Did have gastric pain n feel uneasy.

Arrived sch late. Still strolled in late for Morning Briefing lah.. not for sch. Everyone asked if i was ok. As usual i said i was fine. My duty was steps however one of my junior member, was scared so i helped her wif it of course i made her stand beside me.

After doin announcement, can u imagine tis teacher came n said "can u councillors don confuse the students?" we asked how so? say was saying abt go back to their classes... then i was like ok fine. if i every do announcements i would emphasize the word PROCEED!

I was so pissed by her unprofessional approach like we owe her a living. No unglam. I think all tis IOC thingys is really making me very particular abt attitudes etc. Wen for classes n classes today was ok lah. Had tis class test which i didnt study at all.

Think can pass lah. Though i dunno e teacher's way of teaching/method. So yea. Well we were like counting e papers n i shouted at e whole class to stand. Sonia for one was shocked tat i shouted cos no one has heard me shouting tat loud before. soyea.

I got a shock too.. Felt kinda bad. Think i have to apologise to e whole class tomorrw. I think tis days, im more bold bcos if im in e wrong, id jus admit n apologise n don care abt e consequences. Came home n napped.. Chatted wif my friend frm MP ITE.

He told me tat he heard i changedn all. Someone told him i wasnt friendly n all in sch. Kinda taken aback but was not surprised. I guess sometimes i don think i would/should be nice to pple who arent sincere. For me, everything abt me i sincere.

Wen i greet, n things i do is all frm e heart however sometimes i can be sickening n do for e sake of doin lah.. so yea.. Well so yea kinda still trying to get over my IOC cos last week tis hr i was still at e airport. Jus miss e action. hmm well think i wan to slp liao.. nitezz