Confusion n stress

Work today was ok.. I mean i had to walk for the first half.. Wen i arrived, could tell tat there was no Supervisor.. so yea.. Kaka Yan was alone.. i mean typist.. the onli full time staff.. She had like 2 full time staff understudy.. one was back room while the other was typist..

I tried helping by answering phone calls, faxes and so on. For the First time, i used the Solaris system for SQ crew GD alone without assistance.. I mean since the day i started till today, Kaka Yan was teaching my and all.. My mentor.. But of course there were others but she tot me the most.. till i memorised..

Had like 4 flights for the first half.. had to walk... well was ok lah.. I think im beginning to get the hang of all the funny forms used for China n India SEctors.. Wen back to office and of course helped kaka yan.. the calls were coming in non-stop and its was all wif regards to the embarkation cards.. terrible..

SEcond half of the shift soon came.. and my Officer asked me to follow him n Mavis walked.. hehe... Finally.. WEn Rodney not arnd.. Mavis WAlks.. hehe.. well i tink im in talking terms wif cynthia n those who dislikes mavis.. but of course i don get bullied by them which is gd.. so yea..

For the whole of today, i was kinda confused n dwn.. REason being the transfering to a different department.. I was avoiding the whole matter by doin my work and really concentrating.. but tis DM (Duty Manager), could sense i was troubled..

I dunno how but he found out i was frustrated over the matter of me transfering out to GE.. I caught me goin back to office.. and he was telling me i had potential etc etc cos he has seen be working n handling the most stressful and complicating flights n even briefing the IFS on wat the various forms are for.. etc etc..

So i was telling him i was considering.. Then i wen to do my flts and stuff totally trying to avoid the whole matter.. Then wen i was leaving to meet my friend for dinner, i saw him again.. apparently they had some case to handle..

I asked him rushing arr.. he said time n tide waits for no man.. i gotta agree wif tat.. He said.. come join GE.. learn more and have more experience.. Enjoy getting scolded by passengers.. See how we enjoy it.. i mean did get wat he meant..

But bottom line is, i cant bare to leave my cabin crew friends and all.. haiz.. i really wished i could do both at one time.. Haiz thinkin of tis jus makes me sad.. im so lost now..

Thursday written on Friday n Friday on friday.. hehe

Work yday was ok.. But i was kinda tired.. haha.. WAs suppose to meet a friend for dinner but well it was his grandfather's bday.. Had to cancel it.. Wen to cold storage to grab some stuff like my toner, milk, cereal, hair gel.. The usual mandatory items lor..

Headed home.. and chatted till like the wee hrs of the morning.. hehe.. i have been on chatting on msn till past mid-night since the holidays started.. haha.. Once in a while so ok lah so yea.. Slp like at 4am tis morning(friday)..

Woke up at 12noon.. was suppose to wake up at 0930 but then i again procrestinated.. so yea.. Still got time to go online n chat.. haha well.. was kinda late for work lah.. waited for tat bloody 34.. Freaking late sia.. speaking of which i gotta complaint to sbs abt it..

Reached work like at 1545.. haha.. was sending flts wif one of the most sickening officers.. don really like him..well he is one of those hypocrites whom i dislike and his temper is like a girl.. swings so fast.. haha.. WEll was like kinda silent thruout..

Lied saying tat i attended my friend's grandfather's funeral.. Oh yea btw.. Debra's granddad died aT THE age of 92.. Well i kinda expected it.. Cos last night was talking to Angeline abt it.. Was told tat he (Deb's grandfather) was having fever.. so was well time is really of the essence now..

Tis morning wen i woke up, got an sms saying tat he passed away in the morning.. The funeral would be on Sunday.. Wanted to go but i dunno where is the place.. But did sent my heart felt condolences.. Well anyway, i used tat as an excuse.. so yea..

Was actually kinda ok.. Till i got a call frm office.. i was actually attending to SQ2.. SIN-SFO(via HKG) well i got tis call frm office.. i was in the plane.. tis bitch (Mavis) apparently she is like so close wif my officer(Rodney) till the whole office is talking abt them being a couple..

I was kinda mad cos i was busy and u call my handphone asking where my officer is wen u jolly well start work at 1700hrs.. She arrived abt abt 1615 and called me at 1630.. Chee bye rite?? I was kinda boiling n did wan to tell her if its not work related don call me cos i don wan to be called by her..

Of course i had to maintain my composure.. and controlled my temper.. I jus kept silent thruout.. She was such a suck up.. I was at F54 rod was at F59.. She saw me and asked where was Rodney n i said 59.. can u imagine the bitch walked to 59 jus to find him..

No wonder she is nicked names housefly.. haha always sticking to e food which is rodney.. haha.. Well we had SQ430 which had its gate changed frm E22 to E28.. Can u imagine.. she volunteered to do it.. so i wen to E4 some china flt cant remember.. n Rod did.. E12.. i think SQ162..

Frm E28 she(Mavis) walked to E12.. tats like so fucking far!! Well she is much older then Rod so yea.. haha.. WEll SQ68(E3) She again volunteered to do.. so yea.. while she was away, Rod asked me y was i silent i jus said i was ok.. it was obvious i was tired n all.. but was very boiling mad..

The onli thing tat made my day was my MI978 to ChongQIng.. China Sector.. haha.. As much as i like hated it, reason being it was a china sector, but the crew well the senior was nice.. Elsie.. hehe.. So yea.. the plane wasnt there yet. not sure where it was frm anyway..

We were like chatting.. Jus nice there was tis group of China Pax..Talking so loud like they were literally screaming their lungs out man.. tats how loud they were.. Elsie was like can u tell them to shut the fuck up.. I asked here u sure? she replied yes.. of course i did..

WAlked up to them n i said "Excuse me tis is an airport. Please lower ur volume" and they jus wen silent.. immendiately, u hear silence.. WEll jus whispering.. hhaha.. terrible.. Wen back to the crew and they were like wah y so silent already..

Elsie was like u told them arr? I sai dyea.. she asked wat i told them so i told her lah.. They were like wah lao.. u so daring arr.. haha.. But well knowing Sherwin.. haha.. Elsie made tis joke asking me to go Eu Yan Sang to buy sleeping tablets for her to put in their orange juice.. haha.. was so funny.. Tats was like my perk up of the day.. haha

WEll WAs still kinda pissed wif Mavis n Rod.. suckers..Couldnt give a 1cant dam abt them.. Did like few other flts.. soon 1930 came.. time to leave n meet my friend for dinner.. haha.. b4 i left, SQ410, DEL, had some probs wif the ED cards.. apparently, the lazy aunty, passed it to someone.. Wat can i say?? Wen u are lazy, tis is the result..

The matter was heated.. between the Officer in charge of the flight n my officer.. bcos of the aunty.. and tat OIC of the flt had a very bad temper too.. Well i don mean to be racist but pple like him do have a bad temper.. so yea.. he showed me attitude but well..

AFter wat i heard abt how some of the officers view us contract staff, i wasnt interested to help them out anymore.. my respect for them has dropped.. aside frm work i don think i would discuss anymore wif them.. so yea..

MEt my friend for dinner oh and on monday, while i was working, i met tis middle aged couple where were on Bangkok Airways (T1) and they wanted to go to the T2 SQ Biz Class Lounge.. and asked me for directions.. Of course i did render assistance.. hehe.. and yday wen i was like on my way to meet my friend, they met me and the wife said "I see u again. WEn i was going, i saw u at T2 now i see u here" haha wat a small world.. hehe.. so yea.. haha.. Then we chose a seat.. There were tis 3 CIAS staff.. Temp too.. so yea.. sat like beside us.. Then they were chatting and somehow there were 2 girls n 1 guy.. and the Guy was saying SIA's standard dropped and all..

Instantaniously, i gave him a very hard stare cos he surely wasnt of the standard and he is commenting.. wat the hell man.. Well at least i was quite pissed wif him.. Kinda became bitchy.. dunno if they heard but i kept looking at them..

One of the girls sorta noticed i was frm SATS.. and yea.. we headed to the viewing mall to see planes n chatted and then headed home like at 2300 hrs so yea here i am now after surfin the net and all.. haha.. well today i somehow tot of joinin GE..

Pay was like $4.50 per hr and uniform is provided.. and work is kinda gd plus i get to choose the shift and wen i wan to work which is cool.. But i dunno im confused.. cos i like my job cos of my current MI friends.. would miss them and cant bare to let go.. haiz thinking of tis is so depresssing..

WEll as the Lord leads.. see how lor.. Lord help me.. well gotta end here.. toddles

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin

Today is like the first day of Hari Raya.. hehe.. Am sorta tired.. Last night got back at like 0130hrs.. so slpy lor jus woke up like at 11 plus nearing 12.. so yea.. last night work was ok lor.. did like a 1530-1930 then tis aunty was like kinda lazy or something..

She gave me her shift.. 2100-0100 i jus took it lor.. arranged for my transport.. then yea.. Met like shu shu who was doin SQ30, Unc Ryan who did SQ26.. then met Raseetha.. haha.. Finally after so long she is gonna get the red uniform(SFSS).. am so glad..

WEn i first started working, she was a flight stewardess filled wif experience.. then after tat now.. haha.. Jus nice yday she was doin MI548.. some new flt to Cebu... haha.. At first day b4 yday, wen i typed the GD, i tot its was MI544 which was changed to MI548

However yday wen i wen to work i was like how come MI548 still not departed then i found out it was departing at 2210.. Haha so since i was doing 2100-0100, i had the chance of doin tat flight. Jus nice my officer asked me to do..

Of course i gladly took the flight i did it.. haha.. Chatted wif her and Elaine.. and yea.. had fun of course.. SilkAir changed the seat covers of its Biz n Economy Class so yea.. will be putting in some pics of the seat covers soon.. haha.. oh yea it has new planes too.. 9V-SLH (A320) and 9V-SBE (A319)..

So much changes within 2 months or so and now so many new girls.. so attitude like shit.. but well.. u do get the gd and the bad.. Flights after tat were very smooth goin.. fun too.. Wished flights were like tat all the time.. hahh

Anyway i got to go now.. shower and prep up.. working till 1930 im not doin anymore 2100-0100 cos im so tired.. haha.. Well toddles. for now

Day at work

Tis morning woke up like at 0930.. sorta procrustinated and ended up wakin up at 11.. Watched like some cartoons, cleared the cats poop and all then wen to cook the noodles and added duck soup to it.. well kinda ok ok lah.. ironed my uniform b4 tat so yea.. hehe

Im beginning to notice i keep using "so yea" in my daily speech.. haha.. dunno y though.. Well anyway headed to work.. Kinda well mayba a bit late but well who cares.. the other time i was told i was early.. so yea.. hehe.. Had to work wif a bunch of aunties.. i was so looking forward to my flts..

Cos can don have to see their face too much.. haha.. One was really deaf.. had to speak loudly to her whilst the other was so lazy.. walk a bit then say i young can do more.. my as well she don work if she tired.. stay home and rest.. nearly cursed them lao chee bye.. haha

WAs kinda glad cos had flights.. I guess the 2 aunties were kinda pissed cos i always took the initiave to check the gates and stuff ( cos i use the system to check n tis aunties tot i wen to transit area to check.. haha) and then i jus had to ask wat to do wen i was free. and they sorta said nothing or made me do their work for them..

Of course i didnt cos the lazy one made me to her shit whilst the deaf one made her help her write the stuff for immigrations.. Well since i was doing it, i my as well do it and send to immigrations frm here.. I heard they were giving my side problems like sayin they don have tis n tat wen we already did submit..

So well of course i wanted to teach them all a lesson.. I did the stuff n then i submitted it.. The first shift or whichever shift it was, the person said they didnt receive 1 flt.. so i wen back n i got tat 1 flt which they wanted.. they said like "wah u so efficient" and blah blah blah..

Wen for dinner after tat... Came back n i was asked if i gave them wat they wanted.. i went back there wif a new reprt done.. n i really saw how they worked.. terrible man.. the guy asked me.. Where is tis flight?? Immediately i told him it was wif his colleage who was runnig thru the list..

Kinda disgusted at how they work.. no form of communication.. n i was giving tis look and all of them saw.. i made him dig for the flight till he got it.. n i commented " who says don have.. pls check b4 u ask" my officer gave him worst off attitude..

As much as i knew he didnt want to talk to us, he had no choice.. so he chose to speak to me.. haha soyea.. we left after tat.. haha.. wen back to office n did my last shit job.. haha postman's job.. haha.. Wen back to office, wen to bank to transfer some cash to a friend..

WEn back to office and cleared some stuff.. can u imagine, by 2300hrs, the 2 aunties, left on the dot man.. haha.. shitty man.. hhaa.. i was still clearing some stuff.. haha then left at abt 2315.. wanted to wait n do a BI flt wif my officer but then arrival was 2346.. n i had no transport home.. so yea..

Oh yea.. had like 2 rockhampton flts both are army flts.. my friend was on the first flt.. next few weeks i got friends on tat flight.. hope to see them.. was telling my officer.. tomorrow wen i send flts, i wan to do the rockhampton flights.. haha they were like ok ok wif u happy then go ahead.. haha

Left for home at 2315 or so.. so yea.. hehe kinda happy but yea.. had fun at work minus the walking after flts.. dam it.. old bitches.. haha.. well think tats like my adventure for today lah.. haha wan to shower liao.. nitezz.. toddles..

Life??

Wen to work yday(Sat) and had to do ED stuff.. i tell u it was so boring minus the 2 cool stuff tat i liked. The rest were sucky.. Started work at like 1500-2300.. Would start my rounds at like 1530.. n i tot i was late so i rushed and wen to the expense of taking a cabby..

Upon arrival at the office, everyone was asking y i was rushing.. n wen i told them i was late, everyone laughed at me.. wat the hell man.. Couldnt be bothered jus wen abt my stuff so yea.. I think i wrote abt my attachment being cancelled..

WEll i was told to get my own attachment.. and im glad to annouce i did.. hehe.. Will be using my part time job at the airport as my attachment.. Spoke to my supervisors and i was given the green light.. hehe.. Now im like paid to flirt, paid to work, paid to do wat i like, paid to be wif the planes, and paid to do my attachment.. Best part is its near my house.. but then i onli have the top of the uniform.. the bottom i gotta buy.

Think next weekend ask kor kor to follow me go beach road buy.. cos frankly, i dunno how to go there.. i onli know i gotta alight at Lavender.. haha.. After work yday, kor n i wen to have BCM(ba Chor Mee) at bedok.. then wen to his place..

Showered and watched flight plan.. Pirated of course.. more like downloaded.. haha.. Had like 2 parts so i dozed off after the first part.. I really enjoyed every moment i had wif kor kor.. Oh yea.. i was always discussing wif my friends tat how bad brothers' can be..

As bad i imagined my kor kor to be, he gave me a surprise.. He got me a coin pouch made of Kangaroo's scotum, a key chain, key pouch, licorice (2 flavours.. 1 was medicinal, the other was strawberry) haha
and yea.. deep inside i was very greatful and yea.. hehe..

Tis morning, we woke up.. He was kinda like in a bad mood well tis isnt the first anyway.. so i guess its something i jus had to get used to? Well i watched like part 2 of Flight Plan.. haha was nice.. the exterior was a 747 but the interior was a replica of the A380.. well some parts did resemble the A380 lah.. so yea.. hehe

WAtched like few movies in his pC. haha.. Halfway while watching one movie, im not sure wat, he passed me my licorice.. haha.. I opened the one which was for medicinal purpose.. haha i downed like 4 at one go.. he spat one out the moment i ate it.. it tasted like those ulcer gels or something.. haha

Headed home using a cabby.. yea.. WEn i reached home, my nose bled.. dunno y guess maybe side effects of licorice?? hmm i dunno.. WEll here i am now.. bloggin.. Jus wanted to say tat i love my kor kor alot.. every time spent wif him was great.. and well i guess having a kor kor isnt so bad after all.. haha..

though fierce at times, but guess deep inside they care?? haha.. well think i gotta end here.. talk more tonight.. feel like slping.. hehe.. toddles

Kor kor is back

Till today i havent uploaded the pics frm the NDP Appreciation Dinner.. Showed my friend.. She said i looked so constipated in the pic.. haha Kinda true though.. hehe.. KOr kor is back.. He came back like yday at abt 1530 plus or so lah..

He smsed me wen he touched dwn so very happy and glad however, i tot he was very tired after the flt.. so i didnt wan to meet him.. However, prior to thinking of meeting him, i already had arrangements. My emcee gang well onli Liwei, Yvonne, Charlie and i .. so yea.. hehe

So yea.. I smsed kor kor.. asked him if he wanted to meet.. He said see how and of course he sure cant meet.. Kinda jealous cos he came back and instead of going out wif me, he wen out wif his friends and all.. Kinda sad.. No attention for the last few days the least he could do was to give me tat attention n all.. haiz but then..

After i was outin wif my friends, i tried to call n sms him.. Finally he said he cant meet me.. Well the outing wif my friends were ok.. Yvonne was late.. hehe.. So Charlie, Liwei, and i bought Grill Salmon wif rice.. hehe.. yummy.. Yvonne came like 1715 so yea.. haha..

Headed to like Swensons for ice cream after our lunch.. haha.. I noticed recently, since kor kor left, i havent been eating much.. My diet hasnt been tat healthy.. which is really bad.. haiz.. soyea.. I had tis Happy Birthday something something.. dunno wats the name.. it sucked..

WEn our ice creams came, i think mine was kinda extreme.. haha Mine had a candle on it.. haha n it was lit too mind u.. soyea.. After having our ice creams we really chatted ant bitched abit.. haha Well Yvonne was practically smiling and laughing her way thru.. haha

Enjoyed ourselves.. hehe Wen i came back was kinda still angry and was very jealous cos kor kor wen out wif his friends n not me.. Wen he came back, he said y i show him attitude and all.. Hmm then b4 i slp like at 4 nearing 5am tis morning, i smsed him..

Tis morning i still initiated to sms him and he said tat cos i showed attitude.. somehow though we made peace, im still kinda angry wif him cos i don getm y attention n he doesnt pamper me.. kinda retarded rite.. haha
Tomorrow will be working frm 1500-2300..

He would be fetching me and have my fav food after tat then spend the night at his place.. hehe.. well will kill him at his house.. well not literally kill him but yea.. hehe.. even if he throw me out of the window.. the last time he held me out of his window.. hah tat was funny..

WEll well think ill end here.. hehe.. toddles

Thus Far

Been quite sometime since i blogged. Well nothing much to really blog abt.. WEll jus tat Monday, kor kor flew off to Darwin n Tuesday to Rockhampton, and Wednesday which is today back to Darwin, n finally Thursday (Tomorrw) Singapore...

He called me on Monday wen he arrived n seriously i was worried n missed him so much.. Now i finally know how its like to really miss ur kor kor.. Some pple say bro's are a pain.. I have to agree wif tat but i have to also agree tat brother's are annoying sometimes but deep dwn inside they really love and car for u..

Monday was like a terrible day.. I couldnt slp on Sunday n onli Managed to slp on Monday morning at 7am.. Kor kor smsed me at 0850 n i woke up to read his sms.. I was too tired to sms him a reply.. It was typed but nvr sent..

Mummy was home so yea.. wen for my SC Graduation party.. But it was ruined by 3 excos talking abt disciplinary stuff. Major turn off.. I pities the juniors cos seriously it was the worst graduation party i ever attended.. it sucked to the care!

Wen back home.. At abt 1930, kor kor called me.. Man i was so over joyed to hear him tat he was there safely.. Took a bus home cos i had to collect my Airport Pass form n pay.. WEn back home after tat.. Not having a kor to nag at u for a long time i was used to it.. then after getting used to it, u jus wish it wouldnt stop..

I did miss him alot lah.. have to admit.. Tuesday was another day.. Wen to settle my airport pass.. Man i look so terrible.. the FAce is so long n black.. haha.. But im entering into a fourth yr.. so yea.. hehe happy.. After i settled my pass, the skies were very black n dark n strong winds n going to rain..

As soon as i got on the bus, it rained so heavily.. WEll i did get wet.. I tried to avoid the rain but well i still got wet.. Since i was wet who cares.. i jus dashed frm building to building..
was quite soaked wen i entered the back..

After i was done at the bank, i was the the CPF building.. n everyone was standin there waiting for the rain to subside.. I was like wat the hell.. Onli those wif umbrellas ran.. WAited for a car to pass then i dashed across.. WAs very wet by then.. Everyone jus stood n stared n were stunned.. haha

Headed to the bank to bank the money in n started swipping.. hehe well gotta buy my stuff mah.. hehe.. AFter tat wen home.. Then wen to NTUC to grab some other stuffs for myself.. Settled dwn n slacked abit.. then after tat i wen to shower..

Soon was dinner time n i shout told off real bad.. WEll sometimes it doesnt pay to be kind so wat the heck.. Wen to my room n slammed the door.. My mother felt bad i gues but i didnt care.. she kept food for me which i jus kept in the fridge.. cos i was really pissed wif her..

WEn online n then ate garlic bread.. watched my show.. am now at Part 3 Disc 22 of my "Triumph of the Skies" VCD..haha love tat show.. WEll went back online.. Wen to slp like at the wee hours of the morning.. at 4am.. Woke up tis morning.. WAs suppose to go swimming but then the weather couldnt agree wif me.. soyea.. haiz..

Wen to eat seoul GArden wif a friend n we did enjoy ourselves.. At least he got A for theory in F&N whilst i got A for the Practical aspect.. haha.. Had out fair share of wat we paid for n we played wif food.. n all.. Man was fun.. haha We left while no one saw cos lots of pple were staring at us making funny stuff cos there was funny smell coming frm out area.. haha

Headed for home after tat n kor kor called.. to check abt my liquorice.. cant remember how its spelt.. so yea.. WAs so happy he called.. Headin for singapore on thursday n im so excited to be wif him.. well as in see him lah.. haha

Sat will be working.. Doin dam ED cards.. i don like it.. im goin to demand for Docs.. i wan to do wat i like.. fuck the dam supervisor man cos im doin him a favour.. But no more.. hhaha.. well yea.. haiz.. few more hours till day breaks and kor kor is back my say 5 in the evening.. haha

At least i hope the plane works lah.. dunno y military aircrafts all so funny de.. haiz.. miss him so very much.. oh yea anyway will be putting some NDP'05 pictures.. well its not the padang stuff lah jus some appreciation nite pics and erm pic of my friends n i in the odd costumes.. haha

WEll toddles for now..

Saturday

Hmm its like hours since i woke up n i havent showered yet.. hehe but i don stink.. haha.. Added like some pics to the blog.. some pics in august taken during my student seminar.. hahaha.. Did like 2 ringtones for my phone.. hehe

Kinda satisfied wif it.. Later goin to have Ba Chor Mee wif my godbro.. yippy.. then tomorrow go take pay frm work.. n my tat airport pass form.. hmm so bored lor.. sickening sat.. hehe.. well gtg liao.. rott more

The 2 ladies in Tudong are my Malaysian Counter Parts.. Ability to speak malay did come in handy.. hehe Cute rite my face.. hahha 

Day 1 at the KL towers.. Fiddling wif the electric guide tat has few languages.. All the retards learning how to use it..  

DAy 2 Like we are paid to model.. so fake the face.. hahahaha 

Leaving for Singapore.. Day 3 

Everyone in the pic looks so drama.. hahaha 

TAlking n giving examples.. Day 2 in KL 

Presenting in KL Day 2 

Emceeing for the Opening wif Student Seminar.. I had to put make up..  

On the Way to KL a Stop at the Malacca for Lunch n it sucks man! 

My Exams Week

Tis week till Friday (Yday), was tat of wat i would call a very good week. Monday i had to rush to sch ot grab my Events Management notez for the exam on Tuesday.. Wen to meet my godbro at the airport for lunch then headed to the viewing mall to study..

AFter which headed to his place to study somemore.. Watched a video at his place.. Erm "The Island" thank God i didnt go and watch at the cinema cos it was dam boring man.. Well the story line was boring lah.. Tuesday was the paper..

Bcos we were the pioneering batch for tis module, we had no past years papers to revise on onli our notes to rely on.. So yea wen i saw the paper, i was doomed.. Was difficult.. I have to admit tat i didnt do ample revision.. so yea..

Wen to meet my godbro again cos he was excused or something n given additional day of MC.. hehe so yea wen to meet him and watched a movie.. the male gigolo show.. haha.. Took a cabby home cos it was past midnight..

Wednesday was my study day for Office Administration. WAs watching tv.. fuck rite.. here we have exams here i am watching tv and not revising.. i think i would have really done well if i did study.. Thursday was the paper i could do them but well lots of flaws.. haiz.. wat a let dwn..

Went home and then meet my godbro again.. Wen to study my Public RElations t his place.. not a thing could enter my brain man! i was so hack care already... Then FRiday was the paper.. Firstly, my mum woke me up late..

She was watching tis korean show tat had Rain in it.. then she woke up late.. i woke up at 0650 can u imagine!! WAs so late lor! then i had to rush thru the shower and then change n off to the ATM.. it really burnt a big hole in my wallet man.. fuck!

On the way to the atm, i dropped my notezz on the road and there was tis car speeding towards my direction.. I didnt think but jus to pick up my notezz at tat point of time.. AFter tat i continued dashing to the ATM.. Then after tat i took a cab to sch.

In the cab i was so "tramatised" by the whole episode i started trembling.. i didnt know wat to do so i jus called my godbro and talked to him pretending to be calm.. Wen i got off the line wif my godbro, the taxi driver asked if i was ok..

I jus said ok and i guess he knew i was having exams so yea.. WEn i arrived sch, i was quite ok. the fare was $11.90 and i gave the driver $12 and walked out.. Wen to see Sonia n wen for breakfast after tat.. Rushed for my paper..

I tell u the paper was so difficult.. Wen to settle some matters, Sonia's matters, then wen home.. was very dwn.. Seriously if i had to retake the paper, i would willingly take it and make sure i do my best for tis so long as im secured a place in poly..

WEn home was very dwn.. slp thru the afternoon and then showered like at 3 am tis morning.. haha n jus got up at 11.. hehe.. WAt a life man.. going to spend my afternoon at my godbros place till tomorrow cos he's flying off on monday to Darwin then Rockhampton..

Back on Thursday.. so yea.. hehe.. well dunno wat to write liao so ill end here. haha toddles.

My Mon till Thurs

Hmm was told to emcee for a CD Launch.. "Reach" was the name of the CD tat was to be launched today.. Was told n details were all finalised like on Monday.. Tues n Wed were all jus touching up on Script n stuff of course we had last min info coming n i wouldnt remember last min info.. so yea.. jus wrote them on cue cards n read frm there direct..

SEriously wif the exams n stuff, i really had no mood to emcee.. Studyin alone was a big question.. i really wan to study, but somehow i jus didnt have the mood... Terrible rite.. best part is i dunno wen is for wat paper.. let alone wat time it starts..

Tis is realy so messy.. Tis past few weeks have been depressed.. i also dunno wat to say nor do i know wat to do.. haiz.. so dwn.. Dunno wat to say.. well jus talk abt tis mornings event lor.. nah include monday too.. hehe..

Well was on the papers on Monday's edition of Today.. click the link to get to the webby.. hehe.. http://www.todayonline.com/pdf_main.asp?pubdate=20051010 was kinda shocked but happy.. hehe showed off to my friends.. of course they were like kinda happy yet jealous.. haha

Tuesday n Wed stayed back till late.. well Tuesday wen to meet my godbro for dinner then i dunno y he sensed tat i was sad.. n he send me home.. kinda odd.. haha.. Well anyway wed stayed back till very late.. Then today was like the actual thing..

I sucked but according to the teachers, they said it was good.. Well one thing i learnt was tat even if u suck, they would say it was good.. One of the Course Managers asked me if i wanted to emcee at a college level.. Some of the section heads too said i improved tremendously as compared to others..

Of course i did accept being the emcee at college level.. however many a time pple jus say but they dont seem to carry out wat they say.. Well tis Course manager, spoke to my for teacher Mrs Lee.. Was game for it lor.. didnt care..

Was suppose to go airport to be alone but end up coming home cos was slpy.. Slp thru the day.. Got up for dinner n watched e korean drama.. Seriously im not a big fan of korean dramas.. But for once i was watchin it.. Have been watching tis particular one lah..

Today was the last episode.. was very nice lor.. then came online n blogged.. hmm added some pics.. cos didnt have pics for quite sometime so my as well.. Well lost 2 gd friends.. don consider them my friends.. but got Sonia n Singh.. hha.. they are really friends.. n speak of loyalty.. haha..

Well wan to end here le.. nitezz

Scraped skin on my leg.. Yucky.. haha: 14/10/05 

Try to act innocent.. 

tired so slp.. 13/10/05 

Slpin in Com Hub: 13/10/02 

So slpy in Com Hub: 13/10/05 

The Bday Girl's flower given by my "godbro" 

So sad.. Few days ago 

Jus got up time to go home.. From DwnTwn East Chalet.. Last weekend. 

My Sat

Hmm jus got back from Chalet.. Was my "godbro's" friends chalet. Didnt really know anyone wen i arrived yday but then in the evening, i met my pri sch classmate n boy she was someone i didnt wan to see.. Along e way, i met my schmates n my schmates friends know my "godbro" haha.. how small can the world get?

Was bbqing lots of food and yea enjoyed myself.. had a serious chat wif my "godbro" really enjoyed e conversation though there were serious topics involved.. sometimes i really wonder y do i wan to work n over stress myself?

Avoiding? Well i guess avoiding would be a very good word for me cos i always avoid things tat i see as a threat.. like relationships? well to avoid it i simply pack myself wif lots of work n i guess tats wat im doin now.. hmm kinda freaked out by my behaviour sometimes..

Well tats one of the topics we talked abt.. so yea.. Wen back to the chalet n wen to the beach halway one of my "godbro's" friend got scared cos its was dark n creepy so yea.. haha wen back n showered n slp till tis morning n had prata which sux..

Took a bus home n here i am now doin my blog.. hehe./. wan to slp le.. jus did a stupid resume for Angie Lee cos she was chasing for it.. then did her bloody e-survey.. then i use another teacher who is not teaching me n i used it to tell the sch off for having the bloody e-survey cos its really useless cos teachers are talking to students n students don wan to talk abt it.. so yea.. haiz.. well wan to slp le..

Write more tonight..

It been a long time

Wow its been a long long long and extremely long time since i last blogged.. Tis has n got to be a treat for my readers.. haha.. like real.. Well first things first b4 we move to other topics, Please read/grab ur Monday's edition of TODAY.. It will talk abt ITE getting the SQA short for Singapore Quality Award. And im one of the students in the picture.. haha along wif my sexy Miss Xavier.. haha.. 2 of my friends.. Well one is close whilst the other is not so close lah.. anyway yea 2 plus me 3, along wif 2 dover guys, would be in the students part.. so yea.. hehe.. SO EXCITING.. HAHAH..National Fame man!!

Here comes the juicy stuff haha.. Ok Well firstly, i have been very extremely busy wif my sch work. Would start wif my job attachment week.. Which started on the 23 of Sept (after sch mind u), bcos of the workload, my friend n i volunteered to come to work to help out on the 24 which was a sat.. ok lah nothing to do so jus come n work lor..

25 was our rest day.. but i was working my airport job tat is.. Met all my fav cabin crew n cabin crew friends.. hehe.. My attachment manager, called to say tat i didnt have to go to sch on monday cos we asked if we can skip sch on monday.. so yea.. hehe.. My teacher of course called me to cos i didnt understand her sacarstic sms so she called to tell me.. but i was kinda pissed of lah.. Cos i was on a plane.. hehe..

I get excited wen i on plane n sometimes don like pple i dislike to disturb me wen i on the plane.. so yea.. well the following day was a monday.. so yea.. skipped sch.. haha.. was very tiring.. n u know wats the best thing? We werent paid. Yes im serious we werent paid.. for all the things we did, we werent paid..

Tats y on the first day night, Liwei n i called a Merc cab.. n i specifically requested a Merc Cab.. sat we didnt call for a cab cos we were meeting our friends.. Monday bcos we wen home at midnight, we took a midnight cab home.. hahah..

Tuesday was the main event of the company we were attached to.. we skipped sch again.. n took a cab to work.. haha.. so yea. Have been talking a lot but didnt say wat i was doin n who i was working for.. ok i was attached to IPark.. the Singapore version of EDB..

IPark is a goverment body n owner of KIPA..so yea.. haha.. i shant tell u its history.. haha can u imagine, i read all tis on the event day which was on tuesday itself? I had to remember all tis info to tell the potential clientele.. so yea..

Its was boring on Tuesday (Event day) cos tis i was told, is Quality over Quantity.. Soon it came to an end.. was glad i could go back to sch.. but of course i didnt go to sch the following day in fact all 3 of us who were sent for attachment, skipped sch cos we were to tired..

Thursday wen back to school.. WAs kinda ok fun.. WEn to HQ at Dover to take Photo for the SQA thingy.. Miss Xavier fetch us.. Apparently they had to pic few goodlooking ones.. haha.. the photoshoot was 30mins.. i tell u i was yawning thru the shots.

We had to stay still and cannot move and then we had to like smile even wen we werent sure if our faces would be in a not.. We jus smiled wen we heard the phtographer said "1,2,3" so yea.. haha was kinda boring.. haha Wen out wif Miss Xavier after tat.. haha.. She brought us to tis coffee house at Lido so yea.. hehe sat beside her too.. muahahah..

Wen home after tat.. FRiday was kinda slack nothing much happened rested at home.. Sat wen out wif mummy.. i was also Childrens Day.. haha.. wen out n had lunch at Sakae Sushi.. Mummy asked me to order her food too..

She didnt really eat alot.. i was the one who gobbled up every single dish u could see on the table.. FRm my udon to the Tempura.. haha i was so filled but not so bloated..hehe.. Bought my new pair of levi's Underwear as usual.. im so obsessed wif Levi's underwear.. hahah

Bought a water heater too.. hehe.. n dvd's n some cd's i think.. Came home n yea.. had pizzahut for dinner.. i had like beef balls n lasagna n wen it arrived, my beef balls the sauce was white instead of red.. so i called n asked them to change for me.. hehe..

They did.. enjoyed my dinner man! Sunday i wen to work. again i met all my cabin crew friends.. saw more of them.. There was tis flt which crew i have not met for a long long long time.. n they were like " hi spiky, hi spiky boy, hi darling" n so on.. the Senior flight Stewardess sorta "sayang"my face.. haha soyea..

Send flts on a buggy n walk so had the best of both worlds.. haha cool man.. wen home wif the inner layer of my uniform cos the uniform had chille sauce on it.. soyea.. haha.. felt so embarressed and uneasy.. haha..

Monday wen back to sch.. can remember wat i did.. haha.. but yea.. was in sch.. then was told i was selected to be the Emcee for the Launch of a cd next thursday in sch.. then after tat, tuesday was told i had to churn out a presentation by Wednesday..

TAt really pissed me off cos i was backstabbed by 2 bitches.. n wednesday the presentation was well for the slides i did.. after tat u could see the difference done by the bitch obviously mine was best.. haha.. After our presentation, had to catch a bus to Tampines Safra for our bowling selection..

SAd tat i wasnt selected.. Monday i was doin well wen i practiced wif my friends.. WEdnesday wif the rest i was so nervous n i wasnt concentrating.. so yea.. had 17 n 0 in my scores n its the first time man.. haha.. But then there were commandos who were having their match there too.. so yea..

One of them, who was a Director of STOCKEXCHANGE, came to me n chatted wif me asking if i was interested in commercial modelling.. so yea.. i said yea.. the pay was gd too.. soyea.. hahaha.. Then after tat friday which was yday was good man!

The bitch who backstabbed me really got it.. she really got banged by me shant say the details cos its gonna be so very long.. haha.. well its was gd lor.. then came home n rest.. hehe.. wen to ChinaTown for my Cultural Events Management tour there..

Wen home frm there.. n todya later would be going out i tink.. so yea.. write more tonight.. toddles.

Today at Work

Wow its been a long long long long and extremely long time since i last blogged.. Last week, i was same thing.. Jus returned from work.. It was also my attachment to IPark Singapore for EVM.. Its was fun n experiencial for me i have to say minus the fact tat im not paid lah.. haha

Well last week wasnt tat good.. Cos Fri marked the beginning of my attachment n i skipped sch on monday.. Tuesday was the main event.. Which also happened to be the last day.. N best thing was i was the youngest.. haha so yea..

But i noticed tat tis company, bcos its parent company is KIPA a Korean company, they are kinda sexist.. cos Onli the male are capable in a way.. n i being the youngest felt odd having to tell 2 ladies wat to do.. so yea.. haha

Well Wednesday i skipped sch.. so yea.. haha but i wen for tis Audition to ITE CC MP for e Emcee for Mr n Miss ITE CC.. soyea.. frm the looks of it, i don think i can get in lor.. sucking judges too.. i have to add.. Thursday wen to sch as pernormal..

Had a photoshoot in the afternoon at HQ in Dover so i skipped SW.. Can u imagine i was guilty not running?? I have been teling myself i wan to jog but i jus am plain lazy.. haha gotta get tat push or boost to do it.. haha.. WEll the photoshoot was kinda gd.. Would be out on 10 of Oct in Today.. so yea.. kinda exciting n cant wait to see mu face.. hehe..

FRiday was kind slack.. WEn for a movie.. enjoyed myself alot!! SAt was Children's DAy.. hhaa i enjoyed it.. WEll wen out wif mummy cos u can imagine.. WEn to Sakae Sushi for lunch turn out i ate the most.. i think i gave the waitress a big shock cos i ate alot.. n i really mean ALOT!! haha..

Bought underwear.. Levi's as usual.. WAts new abt me? haha levi's is wat i wear daily.. haha.. Got my face stuff. n bought a new pouch.. Bought my fav haggen Daz ice cream too.. n i was so happy.. haha Had lazagne for late dinner along wif beef balls.. hehe..

Pizza Hut gave me the beef balls wif the wrong sauce so i called n told them its wrong.. n they send a new one.. hehe.. Then wen to slp.. Chatted wif a friend b4 i wen to slp though.. till like 3 plus or so.. then yea.. Tis morning was work.. woke up at 0930 hrs..

Kept slapping my alarm clock.. N my mother didnt even wake me up.. got so pissed.. I Pounced out of my bed n rushed.. Called office n stirred up some shit lie.. haha.. REached office exactly at 1215 as promised.. n yea.. Flts were gd.. didnt realy sit on the buggy but then i did E bay.. haha..

Met all my fav crew again.. Lots of them were saying stuff like " small boy, spiky boy long time so see" etc.. on of them sorta rubbed my face.. hehe.. once kissed me on the cheek once to.. haha.. tats the funniest.. but i enjoyed it alot.. haha

Did my SQ 20 again.. haha.. my fav.. Then continued on to my next shift.. n guess wat? i walked F bay.. but after tat i was on buggy doing all the MI flts.. n i enjoyed it tremendously.. haha.. Then was waiting for my NZ to arrive..

While waitin for m NZ81 to arrive, i was looking at all the SQ n MI planes take off n again i was tearing..the classic thing is it always happens.. haha.. jus miss all my planes alot.. There were new procedures for handling NZ so yea.. kinda strange tat they didnt need a GD at all.. so yea..

Of course u have ur usual funny problems.. haha.. but well WEn back to office after tat.. then had my snack.. guess wat? i had chillie sauce all over my uniform.. had to wear my inner layer of the shirt home.. i was so embarressed..

Took 34 home a new service.. so i jus have to take like 2 buses to n frm work frm now.. soyea.. hmm now am here doing my blog.. Well tis sorta sums up tis week i gues.. hehe..

Oh yea.. tomorrow would be going bowling practice wif some of my classmates.. then WEdnesday have practice wif the sch for the minigame on friday.. hope i can get selected n be in the ITE CC team.. wan to major in bowling as a sport..

As for work today.. I told LIM I HAD to renew my pass cos the police reminded me.. So im so happy n hope to continue my service till i enter army lor.. hehe.. well tats all folks.. hehe

My week in a nutshell and 3rd yr

Last Sat, i returned to work.. Coincidentally, it happened to be my 3rd year working.. Was quite happy n glad i was back.. Didnt really see many of my friendly crew and missed them so much.. The security screeners really sucked to the core man! They rather let passengers pass first then let the crew or ground staff pass.. Freaking suckers.. Nearly felt like lodging a complaint.. I was like doing practically SQ flts onli n it was somehow getting on my nerves.. Flying on SQ is cool but handling the flt without flying wif the crew aint fun.. Kinda jealous lah i have to admit..

Sunday was more refreshing.. Was working wif Abang Ja'afar... Cool man!! Did MI flts in fact as usual i covered ALL mi FLTS for tat shift.. hehe so glad.. Saw few crews lah but not the ones i was cool wif lah.. hehe.. After tat i had to walk n settle all SQ flts again.. Hmm i dunno y wenever i get cool sectors, i somehow get emotional.. haha funny.. :P

WEll the next day, Monday, was a sch day.. in fact whole week was sch.. Did some exercise.. walked home from the bus stop at Ball ball's place.. Felt go n fitter indeed though i have to admit i was very lazy... hehe.. But well u have to be discipline lah.. Mrs Lee said that there was tis company (iPark Singapore) they needed some help for their events.. tomorrow.. so i volunteered..

Onli to find out we werent paid.. I was sorta unwilling but yet such opportunities don come often so since i have it y not lor.. Went ahead with it. hehe.. Soon Friday came.. After sch.. Well more like skipped like Mrs Yeo's last period to meet Mrs Lee to go to Suntec Tower 2 L37 for our attachment.. haha

Rahamat, Liwei, and i along wif Angie Lee took a cabby dwn lor.. I was like the youngest amongest the girls.. haha.. cool rite?? Wen we reached there, i was like tis company is so nice yet they arent paying us.. shit man.. haha.. Then after tat we to meet our IC..

Well had some briefing.. N i tell u the IC's computer skills sucked to the max man.. WEn i saw him typing n stuff, i understood the frustration Rajas felt wen we are in her lesson.. haha.. I was dead serious wen i asked him "Can i ammend ur work?" and he said i could... so yea..

After his briefing wif us which was after Angie Lee left, I retyped his stuff.. We were told tat we would be released by 2000hrs but we werent.. WE had like BK for dinner.. so cheapo.. Then headed to office n i had to burn 50 cds.. n i had to multi task..

Liwei was cutting the CD covers (frontcover) n i had to burn n put the front covers to the cd cover.. 50 CDS LEH!! took abt an hr or so.. Ended like 2200plus n our IC took a Merc cab back.. After he left, we waited for a friend.. WEn our friend arrived, i called CIty Cab n specifically requested for a Merc Cab to fetch us.. haha.. well we werent paid so i think i have the rite lor.. so yea..

Liwei n i volunteered to come back on SAt (yday) and we said we would come at 1400hrs.. N so we did.. He said we would be done by 1700 but then again we got held till 1930 cos we did packing etc.. so yea.. met a friend for dinner at Crystal Jade n it sucked.. everyone spoke cantonese there.. sucky!!

WAtched a movie after tat.. Took a cab home later.. n o yea.. we sorta told our IC if we could come early to further pack n confirm more stuff n the lists etc.. n he said he'd call Angie Lee.. so sorta waited for his call..

Tis morning, Sunday, i woke up n preped up for work in the airport.. Work was kinda ok lah.. First half really sucked.. I was sorta an extra so i had to do back room!! Sucky!! But slack.. Can do anything i wanted.. hehe... Then second half was cool!! Met up wif all my fav MI cabin crews..

Chatted wif then n did some catching up.. WAs so happy to meet the.. So far i hope to enter my 4th year of service at where im working now.. so yea.. Really anjoy my airport job.. haha.. Met my friend after work n yea.. saw planes n stuff.. so yea..

Came home like 2300 plus.. haha.. O yea then like while i was meeting my friend, Joseph, my IC called me n said tat i can report at like 0900am so would be meeting Liwei n all so yea.. hehe skip school!! YIPPY!! THen tuesday also can skip.. haha Project can pend but Mon n Tues i gotta rush lor.. but its ok i can do it.. need some inspiration.. hehe

Hmm came back n ironed stuff for tomorrow.. Hmm miss GRace.. she is in Zurich now.. Gotta slp le getting late.. hehe nitezz

Bowling.. A Sport for me??

Tis morning i woke up as usual.. But somehow jus felt like goin to sch late.. so yea.. Continued slping till like 10 or so.. Then showered n preped up for sch.. I didnt check my time table so i tot i was late for Lecture so i sorta rushed..

Upon reaching school, i realised it was lunch time.. so i was like wat the heck.. go have lunch lor since i was hungry plus i didnt have dinner last night.. Had lemon chicken rice.. My junior n i wen to buy.. I was somewat dreaming..

I jus placed my order n dreamt.. The aunty asked me anymore.. Then my junior stared at me n the aunty asked wat she wanted so she said "u didnt ask for me arr??" i was like er ops!! haha.. Felt bad.. but yea.. hehe.. Wen to the SC room for my lunch..

Headed for my Lecture.. PR.. Was kinda boring.. couldnt hear the teacher talk at all.. I onli could follow her thru the PPT she was flashing..Thank God for IT... Jus have to highlight.. Frankly i have not been doing much studying.. which is bad.. gotta start studying..

Had EVM after tat.. But Mrs Tan used it to go thru our drafts.. Had quite gd comments knowing tat i did the toughest part of the draft.. so yea.. kinda glad.. Know wat to improve.. But i said i wanted to do the Presentation aspect of it.. Of course i wan to check the report n correct it to.. so yea..

Lesson was kinda short.. AFter tat wen home.. Intended to jog.. Weather was kinda promising.. it looked like it wanted to rain but it didnt. Kinda windy.. WEll sort of lah.. WEn home but felt tired.. Did like 40 push ups n60 crunches?? so yea

WEnt online since then till now not showering.. haha.. Hmm today spoke to one of my classmates abt sports in sch.. Asked if they had Bowling.. She said yes they would have one soon.. Wan to sign up for it.. First they have inter dept competition.. Then they would have a selection then after tat they would like have soething n then tis grp would be the College's bowlers..

Kinda cool.. Thinking of taking it seriously.. Pple like soccer n bbal n major in one sport or another.. For me im like doing no sport.. So yea.. Hmm well jus see how things go lah.. Kind anxious to get in.. Of course i do hope to get in..

In SC i also volunteered to go for the Mr & Miss ITE Emcee audition.. hope to get in too.. so yea.. Wan to jus do some stuff tats sch related after my major events like IOC etc.. Till now well i guess i did kinda regret not getting selected for the Singapore Open but hey opportunities are everywhere.. jus have to wait for the next one..

Gotta end here.. wanna slp early.. like i would haha.. hehe tomorrow KDS first period.. don wanna miss it love it so much.. :)

Wednesday

Tis morning i wore the new pair of pants i bought yday.. Of course i didnt manage to alter it.. mummy didnt wan to help me n i didnt know how to.. So yea.. had to drga the bloody pants to sch like some good citizen doing community service.. so sickening..

My face was kinda long.. The pants was kinda broad.. Didnt really like it.. See how lah maybe go on alter it.. Hmm Reached sch n as usual lah preped for morning briefing.. Then my AM said im now in charge of all the new councillors in our Committee..

WAs kinda ok but jus didnt like one of the members.. My facial expression was like one kind.. haha everyone except the new juniors knew wat was written on my face.. so yea.. Wen for breakfast n headed for OA n Mrs Yeo asked me abt my project n i explained the situation to her.. so yea..

She was kind to extend my submission date to next wednesday so was relief.. Then showed my teammates for my PR project the background of our presentation.. They were delighted to have the background they wanted.. I was glad i could crop n do the stuff so yea..

Later after tat, had break n had PR n everyone was rushing thru their stuff.. Then there were technicians frm HP who came to do some stuff to one of the CPU's o yea guess wat one of my classmates skirt got hole behind the zip!! hahah

FReakin funny.. of course i did somehow make it known n my other friend stapled her skirt to "repair" the skirt.. haha 'So yea after tat lesson had lunch again then ate again.. was so full!! Then had EVM.. for my EVM project, my grp tis girls throw the though one to me..

Its not tat i dunno how to do but its more like u don discuss wif me as a grp n jus throw to me like tat i find tat tats not working as a team.. But i jus shut my mouth.. Anyway one of tis girl showed me attitude.. Next time im going to join them n ill start delgating the jobs..

Bunch of Swines.. pure suckers.. haha.. Well Mrs Tan said she wants us to do tis presentation to some juniors in the audi sometime end of september so yea.. Was selected i think.. See how lor.. Well hope Sonia can come back fast cos i wan to do presentation on her darling's lappy.. need it like so desperately..

Wen for KDS thereafter.. today i screwed up a bit.. my NUM LOCK key was deactived n i didnt notice.. then Mdm Rajas said tat there was something missing in my work then she realised tat i had not address cos it was all in numbers.. haha

But i managed to finish in time.. WEn to meet ball n liwei after lesson to have pasta mania.. the food sucked!! wen home after tat.. nothing much to do.. Washed my t shirt i bought frm Sam n Kev tat day.. then yea now blogging lor.. hope to end my day early tonight..

Tomorrow SW i somehow love it.. wanna gain my figure back.. cos 6monts didnt really work out le.. Ball lending me his weights.. so can carry n train.. so yea.. Hmm walked home frm PaSir Ris jus now n came back did some push ups n sit ups.. so yea..

Hmm tomorrow end late.. die!! wan to come home early then slp more.. haha well think i wan to end here.. not yet have dinner.. no one cook n i lazy to cook so yea.. hah.. well toddles.. byebye

Monday n Tuesday Combined.

Yday was our first SC Leadership Course. WAs organised by ISO ball's class.. Was their EVM project.. WAs kinda boring but fun.. The instructors some really cannot make it.. Ball was my instructor so ihad a fun time bitchin to him.. haha..

Programme was kinda long n had my migraine so i rested.. Lunch was like so nerve racking.. Normally if u attend camps, the instructors would eat after the "campers" but tis one they ate first we were so pissed.. n the foond sorta ran out.. the yummy ones tat is.. haha

Had migraine so slp in the SC room n yea.. Wen for tis reflection session facilitated by Mr Chua n was fun.. Wen for movies after tat.. WAtched "The Cave" wen home after tat.. But was like walking arnd Suntec area for 40mins.. n i was so pissed.. u know tis cab driver stopped n picked up tis ang mo who came like after us

Jus then i remembered tat during pre seminar, we had tis speaker who was saying something abt locals sucking up to the ang mo's kinda thing.. so yea.. wellc ant be bothered.. so yea..

Tis morning woke up and wen to sch.. Was kinda ok.. But yet expected lots of work cos sonia isnt arnd n got reports etc to do.. Wen i wen to sch i jus had no mood to do anything.. slacked n stuff but did get some work done..

Some of my teachers too didnt come so was like kinda sucky.. Id rather not come then wen home.. Ended up slpin on the bus as usual.. O yea bought a new pants.. for tat pants i had one of it its a size 27 or 28 so tight..
im wearing 29 cos can pull low low.. haha

Reached home cleared some stuff then after tat slp till lie 2130hrs.. haha then yea.. jus started my PR presentation.. Report dued tomorrw.. My EVm i have to do a draft n tis grp of girls in my class, they sat n discuss wif me n they jus show me some sucky topic.. pardon be but fucking shit man@! chee bye!

So yea.. haiz.. dunno how to start or redo my OA report.. tomorrow go sch got to discuss wif my grp mate.. see wat can be done.. haiz.. kinda short today's blog.. tomorrow would be longer.. kinda moody.. But u know wat?? got a call.. Tis Sunday ill be working!! yippy!! 1130-1930 can do my SQ20 im so excited.. haha happy too..

Somehow working has been part of me.. haha.. so glad. lor.. well gotta slp.. toddles.

My sunday

Well today was kinda like a slacky day.. Chatted n showered then did my presentation.. I wouldnt say its fantastic but in fact its more like a mess to me.. :P got scolded by mummy as usual n wats new.. haiz.. then yea i think i was so into my presentation..

Have like 2 projects n u have 2 presentations to do.. the most stressful one would be my Office Admin.. so yea.. Well wif Sonia having her op n recovery, have to take over her job but of course would share the load wif my other grp member..

Hmm later have tis stupid leadership training course.. Don feel so gd in fact i feel terrible.. so yea.. Well im like not sure of wat else to write.. kinda like in a rush to go to bed.. Oh yea did like 40 push ups n 30 crunches jus now.. kinda like hungry now.. n do feel gd after the mini exercise.. haha

Wan to slp liao.. nitezz.

Saturday on Sunday

Yday was kinda like laid back for me.. Got up like in the afternoon n Sonia's bf actually called me to say tat she was hospitalised. Wednesday wen i last saw Sonia she she said she had a feeling tat she might be admitted.. Well somehow i was so prepared to receive her sms tellin me she would be in hospital.

Cos i knew wat they would do. The lesson to learn frm tis is also great. Tat is nvr go for such operations at a poly after hearing " We think its within our capabilities and if it gets worst after the op, u have to be admitted in to the hospital" jus go direct to the hospital for proper treatment.

She was actually admitted bcos her wound was infected aside frm tat, the tumour was not fully removed.. So y being admitted, they would remove the the whole tumour, and then they would cut of the skin tat is infected n remove the pus.. so yea..

One thing i told her bf to be thankful for is tat we should be thankful tat the tumour is not alife or active.. There is a term for it.. think its benign or something like tat lah.. so yea.. WEll anyway yea wen i received tat sms n call, i jus kept calm cos well i guess i expected such a senario to happen n i already knew wat they would do.. Not tat im trying to sound like a professor but yea i mean she is now fine lor..

So yea i now have like 1 report n 2 presentations to prep up and well i up to it lah.. jus gotta get a friend to help me wif the report.. so yea.. Well yday was kinda slack.. Wen out for lunch at dinner time.. then watched "The Longest Yard" not bad kinda nice..

Then later wen to play pool and the bloody taxi driver drop us at the wrong side.. Played like till 2am then wen for supper which was onion rings n stuff then came home n showered then rest.. Thru the process of my pool session, Sonia's bf was smsing saying tat she jus wen for the op n tat he wished he could be the one having the op instead of her n stuff

I jus said tat we should be thankful tat its not alife n stuff and she is under proper care not tat the poly doesnt give proper care but they don have the rite equipment n the capability of such stuff.. So yea.. Till tis morning well more like afternoon wen i woke up, got the sms saying tat her op ended at 2am too!!

Kinda relieved tat all is over n she is recovering well.. She has to go to the poly everyday to change or clean the wound or something.. so yea.. One thing for sure is tat she wont be in sch for days.. so yea.. Duno wat to do today.. think would start on my project..

Gotta end here.. write the rest tonight.. :P bleh

Home Visit then Tuas Naval Base

Since Monday, i had sensations of my migraine coming. Was kinda mentally prepared for it but dealing wif it was kinda like a hassel.. But still something had to be don. However, given the tight schedules etc, i didnt. I didnt slp enough n so on.

So true enough yday, Thursday, at the HOme, when we visited the old folks, well more like a hospice home, we were there for our EVM.. Well it felt more like CIP to me more then EVM as it is.. haha.. So yea initially, i was asked to prep up some games but i was telling myself tat u know tis pple sure sick (mostly have cancer n their jus there to waiting their calling up to heaven) so yea..

I waS telling myself tat u know i u come up wif lame games, they might not like it etc furthermore if u agrivate their sickness, something could/might happen so i didnt plan any games for the home. As expected, wen we arrived, the place was sorta like divided into wings.. They had place for hospice care, n nursing area etc..

So there were tubes sticking out of them frm the nose n some had bags for them to urine. It was kinda like a culture shock for me cos its like its not an old folks home where by they are jus old and all.. But tis are rich pple and their kids jus dump them there and they are there to "rest" n tat may jus be the place for them to take their last breath.

Y a culture shock to me? Day in day out, u board the train u see pple. The most extreme is u see an elderly person who is a hunchback n would offer ur seat if u are kind enough. But tat place was different cos they are old yes but they are also some bed ridden, sickly, and weak and yea..

Im seriously very thankful to God tat both my grandmothers are not like tat.. At the home there, i saw tis lady who was 100yrs old!! can u imagine n she could still hold fizah's hand n talk to her.. I was quite amazed.. We were told to touch them sorta like give them the special touch.

However i was comfy wif it cos seriously i was really controlling my emotions.. WAs at the verge of tears and yea.. As the programme moved on, bcos they onli on 2 celling fans wen there were i think 8 or more, the heat really came to me n tats where i got migrane..

Mrs Tan too had it and we were talking abt it on the way back to school.. Kinda nice to have Mrs Tan cos seriously she is a teacher wif a heart of gold. Y so? Bcos she said tat tis events tat she organized, like for eg. the one where some of my classmates who are attached to Singapore Expo??

She actually spend her own money to meet up wif them n stuff n wen i asked her whose footing all tis bills to socialise n stuff, she was quite silent n slowly i managed to find out frm her tat it was frm her own pocket n wen i asked her y, she replied saying "i do it for all of u hoping tat u will all learn something from it and would benefit frm it."

Tat really touched me cos not many teachers are tat nice. Well yea... anyway, finally came back frm the home visit n yea.. my migraine was really killing me n can u imagine, i wen to meet my friend for my fav ba chor mee. haha..

CAme home n rested.. Till tis morning.. Tis morning was kinda great cos we had an NE trip to Tuas Naval Base and boy i tell u it was dam fun!! Wen we went there, we had to surrender our phones wif camera n mp3.. Good think i didnt bring them in.. I made sure my classmates surrendered everything i mean for those who had "normal" aka the "old hps" they didnt have to surrender.. But i made sure those who had to surrender, surrendered..

Proceeded to the scanning machine n again made them empty their pockets etc like those at the airport.. so yea.. haha.. The buses tat transported us there too had to go thru a security sweep.. than after we were done, we waited for our bus to come..

BOarded the bus n the naval officer boarded our bus.. Every bus each had a naval officer on board so yea.. Then wen to the jetty area where all the ships were.. Bcos of the size, tuas naval base onli have the smaller ships like the "VENGANCE", "KATONG", n cant remember the few.. Y did i remember tis 2 names?? Bcos i boarded "VENGANCE" and "KATONG" was like jus behind me.. haha

WEn we arrived, all the ships were very busy cos they were all preping for some training next week as wat we were told by one of the officers. Then "VENGANCE" which i boarded, came back frm some trip last night (Thursday) at 10pm.. so yea..

We were greeted by the Navigation Officer and yea he brought us arnd the ship and i did learn alot n i did ask lots of questions.. Think some of my classmates were stunned by the knowledge i had abt the Navy.. But well it was kinda fun lor.. Cos being on a ship feels like being in a plane, hence i was kinda used to it wen the ship sorta moved wif the wave tat kinda thing..

However some of my classmates were not used to it.. Some had dizzy spells etc.. My other male classmate were watchin out for the girls cos they were too close to the barriers n the holes were kinda big where they can jus fall into the sea.. For me i could swim but was scared of the sea n the ships cos the propellors were there tats y.. But my other classmate couldnt even swim which was worst.. so yea..

WEll we toured arnd the deck n stuff. Did u know the toilets in the ship are called "Heads" kitchen is "Gallery" and yea.. hehe.. kinda cool.. Wen on the bridge too.. N the sjip was rocking.. haha.. so i sorta grabbed the arms of some of the girls n freaked them out.. n they were freaked out.. haha

Later proceeded to the forward part of the ship to see the A Gun n it was so cool.. Of course every station i did ask questions and of course some were stunned.. Asked the Navigation Officer are they like onli trained to use tat ship n they go where tat ship goes n he said yes..

WAs kinda interested wif the idea of joining the navy however, if u join, the space in the ship is very small n i cant get used to it.. i need to run n all.so yea.. After the tour wen to watch a video in their audi and on our way to the audi, we saw tis statue of the navy n they were wearing tis jumper suit n tis white thingy over their face.. n i ask y..

It was to protect them frm flash something n prevent their eye brows frm getting burnt.. haha n yea.. safety reasons if there is a fire on board.. n yea.. if there is a fire on board and they are at sea, they have hydrants n the desk n e water is frm e sea however if they are ashore. they would use water frm the navy reserve to put out the fire..

Well had tis quiz during the video n sharing session n i got stuff!! tis limited edition figurine on the navy heard its like S$200 per piece and got tis folder thingy. so yea.. WEn back to sch after tat then wen to TM to cut my hair.. got my hair ruined cos the aunty dunno how to cut my hair came home n rested cos my head was still spinning.. then yea..

Wen for movies n wen to watch The Maid.. I was practically cursing at every scary part.. n yea.. haha.. Kinda funny.. Wen to STarbucks for GReen tea ice blend n New York Cheese cake.. headed home n yea here i am now..

Overal today was indeed a very beneficial day enriched wif lots of stuff.. Learned lotsa cool stuff.. haha.. Tis 2 days are kinda gd.. well think i gotta end here.. toddles..

Wednesday??

Last night, was like rushin thru my OA project.. Kinda like nearly had a breakdwn cos wen i looked at the points, it looked kinda short. Reason being i had lots of explaining to do as in we got to blaber on the emphasize of the points n all.. so yea.

Tis morning wen to sch n showed Sonia the whole project. She was stunned cos i did lots of writing n the ppt was kinda somewat wordless cos onli straight n concise points were there n i sorta wrote a script on the points which kinda gave me a relieve.. so yea..

Well wen for a break while we were switching classes.. Sorta lost track then after tat, we to class but the room was booked by another class.. Finally managed to find the rest at the roof garden.. Mrs Tan later saw me n commented tat she didnt see me for a long time.

I jus smiled at her cos i somehow was still pissed wif Mrs Lee n herself for the empty promise they made.. so yea. Well after tat, jus walked off once she was done wif the class along wif Sonia of course.. Wen to SC room n then stuff happened.. lets jus say unity was involved n glad tat there was unity.. so yea..

WEll headed off for Mrs Lee's lesson n Sonia n i were working on our OA project then of course we were all busy wif the project.. O yea btw.. managed to get an extention for my submission for my project.. Next Wednesday submit. so not too rush.. Yea so Mrs Lee asked arnd on who could follow her to Marriott Hotel to collect the mooncake..

Btw the mooncake was for my EVM project tomorrow.. so yea.. its at tis home for cancer patients.. Initially they asked me to organise games but then i was scared tat i might agrivate their illness causing death.. Sound funny but i don think i can afford to take it lor. so yea

Fizah n i accompanied Mrs Lee to collect the mooncakes.. i tell u we had to wait for her.. She so nonia!! bring umbrella n all.. Can u imagine, wen we reached i had to help her wif her umbrella!! Shit man.. O yea as we were waiting for Mrs Lee, yday Fizah wen to donate blood.

The bruise on her forearms caused by the needles were terrible!! Though she said it wasnt painful but well i still think its painful.. so yea.. haha.. Wen to the hotel n came back.. DRopped by NTUC to buy drinks for us tomorrow.. so yea..

Came back to sch n slacked more.. After tat headed off for KDS.. Frankly i think i have changed quite a bit since i attended KDS especially having Mdm Rajas arnd.. She somehow gives me some attention making wan to learn n ask more n clear my doubt if i have any..

I think im quite clear wif wat she teachs and i answer her most of ther time.. N today she said she is now trying to be like us.. So tat she can talk to us better which really made my day n have the zeal to learn more.. so yea.. Hmm well came home and then now very tired.. haiz..

Tomorrow still got tat home visit thingy.. toddles

Life Being Single

Hmm thus far, life being alone, has been gd. Life the feeling though there are times u feel very lonely.. Tats wen pple always tell me to go exercise.. thing is at nights, i jus find it creepy.. haha.. But like to jog etc.. Jus tat no time. well tats jus an excuse..

Tomorrow wen i come back frm sch intend to walk back frm Pasir Ris.. Enjoy the walk back.. Jus tat i always take the bus cos i can have additional slping time. BUt well i guess i have to somehow adjust to my workout routine n get my lifestyle back on track..

Jus read my friend's blog and read how hapy he was wif his bf.. Yes u got tat rite.. bf.. He is gay.. Thing is he is actually younger then me.. N wen we first met, somehow he said he loved me blah blah blah.. But then at tat time he wasnt attached n i wasnt in for such stints..

I mean even if i were to have something of tat sort, it would jus be a stint to shock pple.. So he asked if he could be my korkor.. N i found it kinda odd.. Firstly someone younger then u wants to be ur older godbro
n secondly i jus am not used to it..

Im not one who is gd in rejecting pple.. tats me.. Jus yea jus said ok ill be his didi.. he was happy n could tell at home happy he was.. I have to admit tat the process was kinda fun.. Its like u have someone to check on u etc.. Knowing how playful i am, i have to admit he really was very matured wif me.

However at the end of the day, u have to wake up frm all tis dreamy shit.. So yea.. Thru the stint, he had a new bf.. so yea i told him i didnt wan to go on cos i jus didnt feel comfy.. Its not tat i might be afraid tat i might be gay.. infact, frankly i think gays are the most caring bunch of pple.. If u get the rite one tat is..

So yea. At the end of the day i have to know tat im straight.. Maybe e feeling u get out of having a kor is jus to cover tat space others have tat u dont.. N tat is tat u have some fatherly love which others already have.. So yea.. I mean wen he was my "kor" i was really loved.. i have to admit tat..

But thru the process i guess like every other relationships, there will be quarrells etc.. i have to admit we did quarrel.. There were also times wen we did enjoy ur brotherly relationship.. LIke following me for a hair cut n all..

Tat was something i really enjoyed.. Well like i said such stuff do have to somehow end.. Jus like a dream in every slp.. I guess its high time i walk up n slap myself.. For obvious reasons tis would sound very gay.. But so long as i know my intentions, i think im cool... so yea.. hmm

so bored.. I noticed, everytime i read a blog, i jus have tis feeling.. Like u jus feel wat the person is writing.. hmm kinda lit.. hehe well i kinda love it.. haha.. well think tat would be all.. toddles.

Life wif a new phone

Got my phone on the 30 of Aug.. Now my phone is like 6days old.. Initially wen i got my phone, i tot tat i wouldnt sms so much cos the phone wasnt tat of a user friendly phone. However, within the week, i somehow managed to master the keys well..

Wen i had my nokia wif me, i could even sms without looking at the keys.. I could still do if wif my new phone but jus tat i have to look at it wen i have to enter punctuations.. But yea i managed to adapt wif the new phone. I bought paid card for my N6610 for my overseas sms.

Since i changed my plan, i cant sms overseas. So have to buy a prepaid to sms lor.. Amazingly i can do wif both phones.. haha.. Well yea.. tat much for having my newphone. Jus hope tat my bill wont blast.. hehe..

Well woke up tis morning n didnt go to sch. Mummy wasnt tat well so i tot maybe stay home and watch her.. so yea.. Didnt really do much.. Kinda bored.. I mean even if i were to be in sch, id onli be there to be productive for 2 hrs..

One of my teacher is on course n my last 2 hrs are wif her. Today i start at 8 n end at 12 n no breaks no id rather jus skip 2 lessons cos i don think id miss much.. so yea.. Hmm well tomorrow go back jus catch up lor.. Yea.. Last night i was looking for the chinese version of Uniquely You..

I was so desperate like someone who was so sexually deprived.. haha.. manged to get it n im so glad.. hehe.. Wel yea.. didn do much.. hmm kinda bored.. looks like i wan to pack my stuff early n chat later. kinda moody.. dunno y.. well bye